AN: Hello readers!! I know it has been a while but I don't write fan fics during the weekend sorry. But work became busy and they dump a huge project on me so I will have no time to write but I didn't want to leave u guys hanging so I wanted to give you guys at least this chapter so your questions can be answer about the potion. I will do my best to keep updating the fan fic because I have ideas forming in my head and I already know how I want to end it just the getting there is the hard part.

Warning: Now this chapter contains some graphic sexual content so if you can't handle it just wait until Chapter 15 LOL. Well here goes nothing!!! ENJOY!!

Chapter Fourteen: Bonding Once Again

My mouth hung open with pure shock, I felt like I was holding onto the Holy Grail or something so valuable. I looked around and so were Bill and Christopher they too were blown away to hear that this potion will make the vampire who drinks it human again.

"You mean…oh my I…wow. I didn't know such an item like this existed." I was holding onto the bottle preciously and was admiring the green glowy liquid. It was like my wishes came true that the man I love most could become human and we can grow old together and have children.

"Sookie that bottle needs to be destroyed." Eric said and it was like my dream was shattering to pieces. "Vampires will know that I have this and come for it." Eric tried to get the potion from my hands but I dodge him.

I held the potion to my chest and I began to cry, "No! This could change everything for us Eric. We could be normal and have a family. Don't you want that?" It was time to know the truth if Eric wanted the whole package.

"Sookie if I drink that I wouldn't be able to protect you. You need me this way. Don't you see that?" Eric said. "No there is a reason your maker gave it to us. He wants you to be happy. Don't you see, this is your chance to have a normal life again?" I tried pleading with him and drawing him the big picture that this little green liquid can do for us.

"Sookie, Eric can't just give up everything he worked so hard to gain. Eric is the most powerful and respected Sheriffs, we vampires in his area will be lost without him." Bill must have thought Eric needed some help to get that potion from me.

Eric nodded his thanks to Bill and he took me into his arms. "I'm sorry but its true what Bill said if I take that I will loose everything not to mention every vampire I did wrong will be after me and will kill me since I will be a weak human. I know how vampires work they will torture me by hurting you first and then kill me right after. Please lover this is the right thing for us is for me to stay vampire."

What Eric said did make sense but I just wanted the happy ending. I knew I had to do the right thing for us which is for Eric to stay vampire. I handed him the potion and I felt like I handed him my hopes and dreams. He placed the potion in his jacket pocket and kissed my forehead, "I'm sorry Sookie."

I sat on the hood of my car with a blank face waiting for the vampires to finish their discussion. I was just sitting there replaying everything that has happen in my life. Eric was speaking with Christopher and then to Bill. Looked like Christopher will be staying with Bill until he found a place of his own or left the area.

Eric then came to me and took my things, "Come I'll drive you home. Bill is gonna drive your car." I just did what he said to do which was to follow him to his car and sit in the passenger seat.

We drove to my house in silence from the side view mirrors I saw my car right behind us. As we pulled up my drive way Eric went out first then went to Bill and took my keys from him.

Then Bill and Christopher left to his house and Eric came to open my door. When he opened my door I got out and leaned against the car with my arms crossed and sighed. "I think I'm starting to adjust that I won't ever have a normal life. And I should just accept it already." I said sadly and walked up to the front door.

"Sookie love you shouldn't think that way." Eric said as we came into my home and he went to sit in the living room and removed his jacket. I sat next to him and he put his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder and he was playing with my hair.

"No I should have prepared myself for this a long time ago. I can't ever be with a regular guy believe me I tried that didn't go too well. What was I thinking? Thinking I could have it all with a vampire."

I felt him go stiff at my comment and he felt it was his fault that I won't ever be happy. I took my small hands and made him look at me, "I don't regret being with you Eric. You are my everything." I gave him a soft kiss on the lips and then rested my forehead on his savoring every moment. I know its crazy for someone to give up their hopes and dreams for another but right now he was my hopes and dreams and I truly deeply love this vampire. Isn't love supposed to be that way?

Here goes nothing, "I love you Eric Northman." I said in a low voice. He took his hand and lifted my head up and there was a smirk on his face, why was there a smirk on his face.

"Yea I know you do you said it last night." I took the pillow from the couch and smacked him over the head with it, "You knew this whole time? Argh you are so evil I could kill you right now." He held my arms so I wouldn't hit him again but he was laughing the whole time seeing me struggle. We were wrestling on the couch, Eric knew that he could easily just make me stop since he was so strong but he looked like he enjoyed our little wrestling match.

Somehow I ended up straddling him and was still fighting off for him to let me go so I can continue kicking his butt. He was just sitting there laughing, "I hate you." I gave up and pouted. His hands were going up and down my back and he manages to pull out my shirt from my shorts so his cold hands come in contact with my bare back. I hissed at his touch.

"You're so romantic first you tell me you love me and now you hate me. You are forever hot and cold with me." He said he in a low husky voice and his lips came closer to mine. Before he gave me his delicious lips, "I love you too my beloved Sookie." And his lips latch onto mine and I felt tears rolling down my cheeks, he really loves me. It felt like a dream but his touch and kiss felt so real.

The kiss started to heat up and I massage his tongue with mine and my fingers were running through his blond hair. My hips began to grin into his groin and I felt him stiff a moan as I began moving against him. He let go of my lips, "Lover are you sure this time?" He was hoping my answer was yes.

This time I smirked and I brought my mouth to his ear and nibble it softly and I felt him tense up itching to have me right now, "Take me to my room and you will find out." He lifted us off the couch and I had my legs wrapped around him in vampire speed we went up the stairs and into my room. He closed the door to my room and had me against the door attacking my lips and I let out a moan as I felt his hand rubbing me through my shorts.

My hands went and took his shirt off and now he was shirtless and what a body he has it was like someone sculpt it, perfection. Now he took off my shirt and I was left in my white bra and black shorts. He went and started to kiss up and down my neck and my nails were digging into his back bringing him closer I just wanted to feel him.

He then took me in his arms and placed me on the bed and I sat there in my bra and shorts he came to me predator like and smoothly took off my shorts and his fingers trail up and down my smooth tan legs, his coldness made my body fill up with goose bumps all over.

He stood there waiting for me to do the next step I guess he wanted to know for himself that I really wanted him this second. I looked up at him from where I sat and he cupped my cheek and I kissed his palm. My hands went to his belt on his jeans and started to take them off and never breaking eye contact with him.

Now he was left in his black boxers and I crawled backwards onto the bed and he came over me the way he moved on top of me reminded me of how a lion stalk their prey. He pressed himself against me and he was ready, he was really ready.

A year without sex must be driving Eric nuts right now. Eric's fingers linger around my panty line and I giggle because his touch my hip bone and I was very ticklish there before pulling them off, "Are you 100% sure?" He asked.

To give him his answer I took off my own under wear and unhook my bra and then I went and took off his boxers he sat there with such hunger in his eyes and then I laid there on the bed waiting for him to have me.

I ran my fingers up and down my arms and stomach teasing him, "Is this sure for you?" I said to him and he pounce on me and our lips met and in one quick motion he was inside me and I cried out in pain and pleasure.

He began to rock in and out of me slowly savoring himself inside me again he was actually shaking from it. I spread my legs wider so I can feel him deeper inside me and I wrapped my legs around him brining him closer to me. My nails were digging into his back from the pleasure of feeling him inside of me.

Eric then began to pick up the pace a little bit and I was crying out his name and then I was actually crying not because it hurt or anything just because I was just so happy every night I dream of this moment him making love to me and saying he loves me I felt like I was in heaven.

Eric noticed I was crying and he began to kiss my tears away, "I'm sorry for everything and…" I took his face in my small hands and made him look at me, "That doesn't matter any more what matters is now. I love you Eric Northman." He happily smile and brought his lips to mine, "I love you too my lover."

Eric was no longer inside me and I was wondering what he was going to do. Then Eric's lips travel down to my breast and I felt his fangs circling around my hard nipple and his very cold fingers went inside my wet core and I arched my back as he began to pump in and out of me.

My hands were holding on tight to the sheets as I felt myself begin to climax with one more thrust of his finger I came and he took the finger he used and licked the juices. I was panting loudly trying to control myself this vampire was like the sex god, he was just amazing!

I stayed laying down on the bed and Eric once again came over me and enters inside me once again, boy was I going to be tired after this. I saw Eric's fangs out and about and my fingers went up to touch his fangs I knew what he wanted and then I took my other hand and move my hair to the side to show him my neck that I was offering myself to him.

He came to my neck and softly kissed it and then his fangs sank into my neck and I once again cried out in pleasure and Eric began to enter in and out of me faster making the love making more intense and hot. I actually heard him growl as he was drinking me and my hands were pulling his hair as he pumped in and out hard. I once again came but Eric wasn't done just yet, talk about having lots of orgasms.

He finished drinking me and licked the wounds so it can begin to heal. His tongue went around his whole mouth making sure he got every last drop of blood from me. I pushed Eric off of me and rolled him onto his back and hopped onto him rubbing my hot body on his cold one, it was my turn to be on top.

He still had some of my blood on his lips so I traced his lips with my tongue and he mumble against my lips, "God you're so fucking sexy!" I laughed at his statement and then I slowly went down on his gracious plenty teasing him he arched his hips up so he can just be inside me already but I put his hips down and shook my head no, "Right now I'm in control and you just have to wait." I gave him a sexy smirk and his lips curl up into an evil grin.

My hands ran up and down his tone stomach and then my hands held onto his wrist above his head I didn't want him touching me I knew full well he can just release himself but he wanted to play along and enjoy this little sex game of ours. I then slowly went down on him and he was once again inside of me I just sat there enjoying the feeling of him in me again it felt like we were made for each other.

I began to rock my hips back and forth seeing the look of pleasure on my lover's face made me feel proud that I can make him feel this good. I then bend lower to him making eye contact, "How badly do u wanna touch me?" I teased and with my tongue I licked the tip of his nose and bite his lip which opened up a tiny wound and I sucked it softly. "Badly you have no idea." He said and his eyes rolled back as I began to ride him harder.

I felt another climax forming and I think he was about ready to explode too but before he explode he bit into his wrist and I saw his rich dark blood coming out and he gave the bloody wrist to me I took it willingly and began to drink from him every drop and I felt the bond become stronger, it has been a while since we exchange blood.

He felt it too and he sat up held me in his arms as I continued to ride him and he bite into my neck again while I drank from him. This was the most intense love making I ever experience in my life it was just full of passion, love, lust, longing, and sadness well sadness because of the year we missed and how much we missed each other. We stop drinking from one another and with one last thrust we both came together.

We stayed holding onto one another and I rested my head on his shoulder and his hands were combing through my blond hair, I think Eric really loved my hair as I loved his since I did the same thing. I was trying to catch my breath and my body was all sweaty and his cold body felt so good against my warm one.

I then threw myself off of him and just lay on the bed and he follow suit. I wiped the sweat off my forehead with a tissue, "Wow what a work out." I said in between breathes. I knew my legs were going to kill me later but it was worth it. We just lay in bed fully nude and he was making circles on my stomach and I was brushing his hair back. "So was it worth it?" I asked him since he was the one who hasn't had sex in such a long time sometimes I felt bad that I didn't wait.

"Oh yes it was worth every second. No wonder I told you that you were the best I ever had. Sookie the things you do I don't think I could ever get bored of you." That made me blush a 1,000 year old vampire telling you were the best when he probably had plenty of women in his life does make you feel good about yourself.

"You're just saying that because I'm your wife and you can't lie to me." I said to him and he stopped making circles on my stomach and made me look at him, he does that a lot. "Lover, when have I ever lied to you? When I'm with you I feel alive again and I almost feel normal I can just be myself around you and not worry about being Sheriff and playing it cool I can be me. I haven't felt this way in all my life. So when I say it was the best I ever had I truly mean it." He gave me a soft kiss then went to get the blanket to cover us and held me in his arms.

I wasn't tired just yet I think I want more of him it's been a year since I had some Viking loving. I began to make circles on his stomach with my fingers and I felt myself getting wet again he looked my way and arch an eyebrow, "Really you wanna go again?" He playfully asked. So to give him his answers my hands travel down to his package and I began to pump him up and down and nibble on his neck, "I want some more of that Viking loving." I told him and with the snap of my fingers he was on top and we were back in action. I think I had four more orgasms that night, gotta love having a vampire as your partner they can go all night long well until the sun came up.

TBC…

I hope you like what I did with the potion thing now we just have to see if Eric really got rid of it or if that potion pops up again. I don't want Eric human either because he has to stay a vampire to protect his precious Sookie. If word gets out the all mighty Sheriff of Area 5 is human you know how many vampires, demons, werewolves etc will be after him? Now I couldn't wait for our couple to have sex in NY come on if you haven't seen your one true love in forever will you really wait that long?

So True Blood this Sunday what the hell is going on???? I feel like book two is just a waste of time reading because they are so not following it. I remember reading it and going oh I can't wait to see how they do this scene or that but so far that hasn't happen at all!

Don't get me wrong I enjoy the series but why change it so much if that were the case why they don't change the Harry Potter books too or Twilight u know. Why not make Harry's parents alive lol? Or start changing the story where the people who are supposed to die don't die…lets bring every one back from the dead.

Just I don't get it I know they wanna keep the fans guessing and not assume what is gonna happen since those of us that read the book will know what happens but why they gotta change it so much. They are really making it about Bill and Sookie I like the couple but they have to start showing the love triangle already between the three I mean it started too happened in book one Eric always had a sweet spot for Sookie and still does till the last book. I just don't know any more lol my family will ask me oh who is this person I thought he was supposed to die and I go I don't know what is happening any more lol.

Any who I'm done ranting and if you read this long message you really love my story to care what I gotta say lol…and I thank you for that.

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