The next morning Logan and I were shaken awake by Cat.
"Logan, Natalie! Get up before Mrs. Knight or Gustavo see you." She said.
I opened my eyes and looked at my sleeping boyfriend.
Realizing what had happened last night I got out of bed and was still in a bit of shock.
I grabbed my stuff and changed for my interview.
I was replaying the night before in my head when the devil himself walked into the bathroom as I was brushing my teeth he closed the door behind him and stepped closer to me.
"Morning." I said spitting the toothpaste out of my mouth.
"Morning sexy." He said winking at me.
That sent a shiver up my spine.
"Look about last night…" I started.
"What you talking about? Nothing happened last night." He said going along with the 'it-never-happened' story.
I lowered my voice, "Look we need to talk about it." I said.
He looked around though we were alone in the bathroom.
"Meet me here at breakfast. Everyone is going out before the interviews." he said and walked out of the bathroom.
I sighed and finished getting ready and walked out of the bathroom, James was running around the bus with no shirt on.
"I CAN NOT FIND MY LUCKY WHITE V-NECK!" he said shouting through the bus.
Carlos threw a white shirt at him and he smiled, "Thanks" he said and went into the back room.
Everyone was ready to go except Kendall and me.
We procrastinated to stay behind I kissed Logan and Kendall kissed Claire and they all left except us.
I sat at the kitchenette table and waited for Kendall.
He came into the front of the bus and took my hand and led me to the back room.
When we got into the back he pushed me onto the couch and started to kiss me.
I kissed him back, "Kendall please, we need to stop." I said.
"I know but I can't every time I see you I just want to grab you and kiss you." He said kissing me again.
"I know as much as I love us kissing and making out, I can't hurt Logan." I said,
"I don't want to hurt Claire either. So, we can do this and just not let anyone know." He said.
"How?" I asked.
"We can stay up when everyone goes to bed, we can skip breakfast or a meal or we can just go and get a secret place at every location." He said not taking his eyes off me.
"God Kendall you are making it so hard to say no." I said kissing his neck he threw his head back.
"Then don't" he said.
"Mmmm… But Logan and Claire." I said.
"Our dirty little secret." He said grabbing my waist and moving me on to his lap.
"God damn you Kendall. Why do you have to be so cute?" I asked.
He kissed my neck,
"It's a gift." He said and returning his lips to my neck.
"Ugh! Okay!" I said.
He pulled away from my neck, "Good because I love kissing you." He said and kissing my lips.
I kissed him back.
He moved his hand a little up my shirt.
I placed my hands under his shirt and onto his chest.
I could feel his heart beating and his chest moving up and down with the motions of his breathing.
I smiled and continued kissing him.
I started to unbutton his shirt and I looked at his chest.
I ran my hand down it and kissed it all the way up and down.
He moaned and I sighed as his hands wondered up my shirt.
I got back onto his lap and kissed him he was exploring my stomach when he tugged a bit at my shirt.
I couldn't help it, I allowed him to take it off.
He looked at my body for a second, "God you're so beautiful." He said and looked me right in the eyes.
His green eyes flicked back and forth I smiled.
"I really wish I was your boyfriend." He said.
"And why is that Mr. Knight?" I asked rubbing his chest.
"Because I wish I could have you all the time and not just in secret. I'm happy that this is happening though." He said he pulled me into another kiss.
"Me too." I said in-between kisses.
I felt him smile and he ran his hand through my dirty blonde hair and he twisted my hair around his fingers and pushed me harder into the kiss.
He laid me down on the couch and got on top of me.
Before we knew it, I was up slipping my pants back on and Kendall was buttoning his shirt.
As I slipped my shirt over my head, Kendall wrapped his arms around my waist.
He kissed my neck and I turned to face him smiling.
"Thank you." He said.
"For?" I asked.
"For everything, that and agreeing to this." He said wrapping his arms around my waist I pulled my hair out from under my shirt and smiled at him.
"You're welcome." I said.
I kissed him sweetly and wrapped my arms around his waist.
We stood there for a minute before we heard the bus doors open.
We quickly sat down and turned on a movie.
Logan and Claire came into the back.
"Hey! What the hell?" Claire asked.
My heart started racing, "Why weren't you guys at breakfast?" Logan asked a look of suspicion on his face.
"Oh Natalie over here took too long to get ready and me being the nice guy I am, I waited, BIG mistake." He said looking at me.
I shoved him, "By the time I was done, it was too late." I said.
Logan and Claire seemed to buy our lie.
"Oh well I missed you." Logan said coming over to me and kissing me.
I smiled at him, "I missed you too." I said kissing him back.
Logan sat next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist.
Claire sat on Kendall's lap and kissed him snaking her arms around his neck.
Logan leaned over "Those two are so cute together." He said.
I smiled and nodded a tinge of jealousy washed over me but I quickly got over it.
I turned my attention back to my boyfriend.
The bus started moving and we were off.
They dropped the girls and me off at KISS FM before heading to take the boys, Mrs. Knight stayed with us.
A few fans waited outside and cheered when they saw us, the girls and I were shocked.
We signed autographs and took pictures until we were pushed inside by security.
We headed up to the 13th floor and entered the KISS FM studios we were briefed by the station manager and then taken into the studio.
We were welcomed by the DJ and then the radio came back so it was time for our interview.
"Hello, Hello Huston! Today we have in the studio with us the Stunners the hottest new girl group created by the infamous Gustavo Rouque. We have Natalie, Hello Natalie, We have Sky, Sup Sky, We have Catherine, Hey Cat and we got Claire Hey Claire." The DJ said.
"Hi!" we all said.
"So it was brought to mine and the fans attention that you are touring with Big Time Rush. Is that correct?" he asked.
"Yes, Gustavo combined our tours and now we are on their world tour with them." Claire said.
"So is there any love going on between you and the Big Time Rush Boys?" he asked our faces went hot.
"They are great guys but no, there isn't anything between us." Cat stepped in quickly.
"So I know one of you knew the boys before they were in the group who was that?" he asked.
I raised my hand, "That would be me, Natalie, I worked at the apartment where the boys stayed I knew them about 9 months before I became apart of this group. " I said looking down at the girls.
They smiled at me, for the next 20 minutes the DJ interviewed us.
Asking us about our tour and lives on the bus with the boys and our next stops on the tour, our cd and music videos we had fun and we sang our song, 'Never Enough' and then the interview was over.
We stepped out of the booth, "You guys did awesome!" Mrs. Knight said hugging each of us.
"Thanks!" we each said.
There was a limo waiting for us downstairs to take us to Good Day Houston.
We arrived and the boys where getting ready to go one. Logan was the first to see us.
"Baby! We listened to your interview you did awesome!" he said and giving me a peck on the lips.
Kendall kissed Claire, Carlos kissed Cat and James kissed Sky.
They all congratulated us and then they were called onto set.
We watched from behind the cameras.
They were interviewed asked about us, asked if they were single and I was actually taken aback by Logan's answer, when it came his turn to answer he said, "Um, actually, I'm seeing someone. She's amazing." He said.
Some fans were disappointed I think I actually saw one girl cry.
We watched them perform and then it was over.
The boys changed and we headed back to the bus.
Everyone was tired especially me and Kendall.
We all retreated to our bunks while we drove to Dallas.
About an hour into my nap I was shook awake.
I looked to see my boyfriend's head in my bunk.
"Hey baby." I said yawning.
"Move over." He said.
I scooted over and Logan joined me in my bunk he closed the curtain and kissed me.
I was very dark and I closed my eyes.
Logan grabbed my waist and flipped me a top of him.
I continued kissing him and my hands found their way under Logan's shirt I rubbed his abs and lifted his shirt up and kissed his chest.
He moaned quietly.
I returned to kissing his lips he moved and kissed my neck giving it a small nip.
I moaned and he placed his hands on my hips.
"God I love you baby." He said pulling away for a second and then snaking his hands under my shirt and he grabbed my small waist and squeezed hard.
I bit my lip and moaned.
"I love you too." I said.
He brought my head down to kiss him.
He put and hand through my hair and twisting it around his fingers.
I kissed his neck and bit it.
I made a mark on his collar bone and he moaned the whole time.
A little while later we both where resting on my bunk after the work out we just had.
I looked at my exhausted boyfriend.
He turned to me as a sweat bead rolled off his neck right down to the mark I had made.
He kissed me, "God that was amazing!" he said.
"Good." I said kissing my sweating boyfriend.
"Confession time" he said.
Placing his hand on his forehead.
My heart started to pound in my chest.
"What?" I asked.
"That was my first time." He said looking at me and I sighed in relief.
"Baby, you where amazing." I said.
"You're just saying that." He said placing his hand around my waist.
"Baby, no I'm not, you are an amazing lover and an even more amazing boyfriend." I said.
He smiled and kissed me.
We dressed quietly and Logan exiled my bunk.
I smiled at him as he left.
I thought about Kendall and the way he looked after we finished, his blonde hair was soaking his green eyes bright and he has the softest touch.
I closed my eyes and smiled to myself.
I had the best of both worlds…