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Meeting the Cullen's was easier than I thought, especially when Rosalie wasn't there half the time, I knew she didn't like me, for whatever reason that is. That night once Edward played the beautiful lullaby he had composed for me to me, I had cried and he held me and told me just how much he love me, it seemed pretty unrealistic for a simple girl to ever hold the attraction of some one as glorious as Edward, but that night he contradicted everything I thought.

"you know, they all love you, especially Esme," he said has he led the way out of the piano room,

I chuckled lightly,

" their all really nice and comforting," he grinned and turned to me,

" I've been the 'odd man out' for so long that they are happy just to see me happy, though I must admit they aren't just happy they seem to love you already," I smiled a huge grin,

" oh?" he nodded, we were in the foyer now, we stopped just at the entrance to the main living room, Edward's hand never left mines, he turned to me and smiled so big I would've thought it couldn't fit his angular face,

"Yes, love." he stopped talking and pecked my forehead,

" I should take you home now, love." he walked over to the front door, I hadn't noticed it, but it was already 9:30 and my curfew was ten, as we walked to the front door, Edward stopped and chuckled he turned to me and said,

"they want to say bye, first." as if on cue Alice ran down and Carlisle alongside Esme walked in from the kitchen, Emmett was flanked by Jasper,

"okay Bella I'm already making plans for your prom dress, I know Edwards favorite color on you is blue so…" I looked at Edward and he smiled down at me Alice continued,

" So we're going shopping this weekend, we might go to L.A, but don't tell Charlie tell him Seattle," she finally stopped and Carlisle laughed at her,

"Sorry Bella, but now that your apart of the family, you can expect many shopping trips every weekend," Carlisle's expression told me that he did mean it when he said family, Esme continued for him,

" you are always welcome here Bella, seriously anytime of day or night someone will be here," she smiled at me and looked up to Edward and than back down to me her smile seem to widen,

" you know now that your part of the family, we need to teach you how to play foot ball!" that was Emmett, it was nice to know that he wasn't mad, if it was possible to even get him mad,

" I'm not good at sports, Emmett" he laughed and said,

" that's why I said we'll teach you, no sister of mine will not know how to play sports," he laughed again before settling down on a couch,

"bye Bella, have a lovely night okay?" it was jasper who spoke this time, a rush of acceptance filled me and I knew instantly It was jasper's doing, I smiled at him, even though he never spoke of he stood far away from me, I knew he liked me and wanted me around, it was only for my protection that he kept his distance, I understood.

"well come back soon, okay?" Carlisle had said I nodded and said,

" I will." Edward lead me out of the house, his hand still intertwined with mine. He led me to his car opened the door and let me in, after I was buckled in and Edward was in the car, we sped off, it was only 9:35 when we left and I was surprised that Edward was driving slow only 25 mph.

"why so slow?" I asked he turned to me and laughed,

" you don't have to be home for another 25 minutes," oh yeah. He was driving slow to spend more time with me, It was flattering I decided to start talking again and I knew just what to say,

" you know I never kissed any one before you," that did the tricked he turned back to the front and laughed, finally after his laughing he looked at me and said,

"really? I thought you have, you are such a good kisser," I was flustered with embarrassment I tried not to blush, but something's were inevitable. I blushed, he noticed.

"no, I've never kissed any one before either." he said his head was turned in the direction of the window, but his eyes glanced back at me, I laughed,

" and I thought you had so much experience," he chuckled and said,

"I've never had a girlfriend before you, not event in my human life." as hard as it was to believe I knew it was true,

" why not?" I asked his eyes were still glued to the window, before he spoke he looked at me and than,

" I have always been the 'odd man out'" he paused before he continued.

" when my human friends would fall in and out of love time and time again, I never did. Love always seemed distant, like it just wasn't for me," he chuckled and continued,

" though I will admit. I was afraid of commitment," he chuckled again and looked down at me,

" but 90 years of this existence has altered that, like I said before for 90 years I have walked amongst my kind and yours, never knowing what was missing because I hadn't found you, but after, when I did meet you, all of the loneliness left and I felt this hole in me, that couldn't be filled, the more I tried to fill it the more deeper it became," he stopped, heaved a sigh and continued,

"up until the moment I met you, once that happened everything in my life…existence altered, not just a little but a lot," he paused,

" Bella you are everything to me," I was smiling as he recollected his thoughts to time that to me was unknown.

"likewise, Edward" that's when it happened my head was suddenly light headed feeling I placed my hand on my head and fell foreword, Edward noticed because he pulled over and said,

" Bella are you okay?" his sentence was rushed and slurred, I knew he was speaking clearly but my head was so light I couldn't feel it any more, suddenly I heaved and threw up, I didn't mean too but the clench in my stomach wouldn't leave and suddenly everything went black.

Edward P.O.V

"Bella are you okay?"

What the hell had just happened? One moment I'm telling Bella just how much she means to me and than all of a sudden she's throwing up in my car! It wasn't the damn car I was concerned about, but Bella. Why was she suddenly sick? He heart rate had slowed down to about 30 beats a minute which is terrible for humans the average is 60 to 100 beats a minute. I leaned over to her and lifted her limped body and placed her head on my lap, I started the car and pulled out my cell phone from the glove department. I hit speed dial and drove off to see Carlisle, after the first ring he finally answered,

"Edward?" Carlisle knew I never called unless it was urgent and it was now.

" Carlisle there's something wrong with Bella!" I yelled into the phone,

" bring her here Edward, What happened?" his voice was calm and professional, mines wasn't,

" I don't know we were talking one minute and than the next thing I knew she clenched her stomach and threw up everywhere," I could here Carlisle writing this down.

" how's the heart rate?" he asked,

" not good it's 30 right now, but it's fading" I rushed my sentence, I was already pulling back into my drive way, I clicked end on the phone, picked up Bella and ran inside, I didn't turn off the car.

Carlisle was already at work he set up the living room Alice was by me she seemed hurt and confused,

Edward. This isn't good, this thing she has, I'm not sure what it is, but it's not good. Ill keep looking. she left the room and went upstairs. I had already set Bella on the couch, Esme was cleaning her face and Carlisle was giving her an adrenaline shot right into her femur artery, Carlisle didn't bother to use his medical equipment, since his extra senses allows him to here and feel things more efficiently, he pulled his ear close to here diaphragm and listened, I did too, her breathing was coming slow. This wasn't good. Carlisle had put a ventilator in her mouth to help her breath more steadily, suddenly her heart rate had balanced to 60 and her breathing steadied. What had happened? After Carlisle checked Bella's vitals and everything was stable. He said,

" Edward?" he called to me I was sitting next to Bella and Carlisle was at the door frame, Esme had already called Charlie and he was on his way over here.

" yes?" I asked,

" it could have been an allergic reaction," he said attempting to comfort me, but failing miserably, I knew it wasn't an allergic reaction to the food,

" didn't you hear Alice?" I asked and continued,

" she said it wasn't good," I continued,

" I know Bella she would have told me if she had allergies, she doesn't Carlisle," he grinned down at me, despite his calmness I knew he was worried,

" Alice has been wrong before, Edward" he said. And sure Alice had been wrong before but it only rarely happens. The odds were stacked against us, Carlisle left the room I went to the kitchen and dampened a towel with warm water, I went back to her and placed it on her head, she was getting warm and I could sense that her body was acting in an abnormal way. She had only been asleep for a good twenty minutes. Charlie knocked at the door and esme went to answer it, she led him to where we were, Charlie ran up to Bella and fell before her,

" what happened to her?!" he demanded, I nodded truth was I honestly didn't know,

" were not sure yet, she's stable right now," I spoke monotone, he looked back down at her,

" you said you were bringing her home when this happened," I nodded, he nodded back at me,

" I'm sorry Charlie I should have made sure she was feeling well before we left, I didn't know she was ill," I said, he looked back at me,

" she hadn't mentioned ever feeling sick to me all day," I nodded this time as he spoke.

We sat there for another 45 minutes before Bella came around, her eyes opened first and her heart rate began to beat faster and harder as if she was confused, I spoke to her,

" Bella? Are you awake?" I asked, she stirred slightly and finally her eyes exploded up and she was awake, Charlie attacked her with questions first,

" Bells are you okay? What happened?" he asked. She was obviously confused as to what was happening, I spoke than,

" you got really sick in the car, are you okay?" realization touched her eyes and than her cheeks were scarlet , it would be Bella to be embarrassed that she got sick in my car, she spoke the most beautiful sound in the world,

" I don't remember, just that one moment I was fine and than I remember my head feeling really light and weight less, than I remember being sick to my stomach…" she stopped after that, I continued for her,

" you got sick and threw up I immediately brought you back home Carlisle checked everything, but he doesn't know what is wrong," she nodded as I filled her in on what happened. She pushed herself up. I held on to her shoulder to help steady her, she stopped than proceeded to sit up again, once she was fully balanced she looked up and examined her surroundings, Charlie was still there, but had fallen asleep in the corner. Bella noticed his presence because she said,

" oh no, Charlie knows?" I nodded,

" I'm sorry, love but we couldn't not tell him," I spoke softly as I leaned in and kissed her ear, Carlisle walked in than.

" Bella, how are you feeling?" he asked,

" I'm fine, now," she said

" mmmmm, well Bella, I'm clearing you to go home and take an aspirin for the head pain," Bella nodded, Carlisle walked over to where Charlie was posted and asleep, he shook him awake,

" what…. Where's Bella?" Charlie grumbled, I smirked down Carlisle spoke,

" she has woken up and is clear to go home, but I must insist that if she begins to fell any form of disorientation or headaches of any sort, take her to the emergency room and call me, I will be there." Carlisle spoke with such sincerity it was hard not to believe him, I stood up. Charlie mimicked my moves, I went and bent down to pick up Bella I held her cradle style her arms wrapped around my neck, I looked over to Charlie and said,

" would you like me to drive her home?" I read his mind, I'm capable..; but I don't want Bella to move to much and I sure as hell cant carry her…

" if that's okay with your parents," he looked over at Carlisle and he nodded yes, I walked Bella to the end of the room and out of the house, Charlie flanked me at my right side, once we were out side Charlie's 'helped' me place Bella into the passenger seat of my Aston martin, my Volvo was undergoing a deep cleaning process, Rosalie was hard at work. Once she was placed in, I turned to Charlie and said,

" don't worry, Charlie I'm a safe driver," he nodded and headed off to his car, I walked to the other side of my car after Charlie was at least five minutes ahead of us. I buckled Bella in, she spoke,

" you liar." she chuckled when I said this, I knew what she was referring to,

" I said I was a safe driver, not a slow one," and at that I hit the gas peddle and sped off,

" I'm sorry about your car," I laughed

" don't worry about it love, besides it gives me an excuse to use this car,"

Next day ( school)

Edward stood the night in my bedroom, without Charlie knowing of course…wow that just sounds so wrong, actually Edward insisted that he stay in order to keep an eye on me, and he did, he sat on the rocking chair in the corner of the room, as I tried to sleep, slowly I began to doze in and out of sleep, I knew Edward was there watching me, which only made me feel more safe and warm, (a/n I know your prolly wondering why they don't cuddle in bed and why Edward is keeping his distance, well that answer might come late, I'm not sure yet.) slowly I drifted in to the black…

Edwards P.O.V

Bella. Her name did her no justice, she was so much more than what a mere word can describe, beauty? Beautiful? She was infinitely more than that, no words can describe her. She's asleep now, her body, perfectly portioned and was turned in my direction, her hair was tied into a perfect pony tail, her beautiful face was looking right at me, even in her sleep she was…captivating me.

But, there was something wrong. Something not right, with her. She was sick, but the symptoms were far too sudden to be the flu or food poisoning. What was wrong with her? I knew she was in far more pain than she let off, I don't want to cause her any more physical strain, so for now I'll need to put our physical relationship on hold, indefinitely…

Bella's P.O.V

Edward woke me up this morning, I had forgotten that today was Monday, and I would need to go to school. I didn't want to. He suggested that I should stay home until I felt better, but I knew if I missed school I would only have to make up the work at a latter date. I didn't want that. I insisted that I go to school, Edward went to go retrieve his car and change his clothes, I headed downstairs and found that Charlie was already gone. I grabbed a granola bar and went to get dressed. I decided to wear my brown parka with my white shirt and basic blue jeans, with the good old fashion converse. I didn't mention it to Edward, but my head has been killing me and I feel like passing out any moment. My stomach clenched when I took a small bite from the bar. I never finished it, I set it back on my desk as I dressed, and left it there. Edward was back in no time he waited in my room as I brushed out my hair and washed my teeth. When I went back in my room I noticed Edward staring at something on my desk.

" hey." I said, he turned to face me, with a solomn look on his face, he whispered softly,

" not hungry, love?" he looked down at the granola bar, I grimaced, leave it to the vampire boyfriend to find out everything. My stomach was still clenched as I spoke,

"no. I guess I'm still full from last night." I said, he looked back up at me and spoke with concern in every word,

" you threw all that food up, remember? You haven't eaten anything since." he was still looking at me, yet again he knew everything, I went up to him as fast as I could, he seemed to noticed that I couldn't walk that fast because he looked at my stomach and stared at the way I tried to rotate my self around the pain he grimaced, I was standing right by him now,

" I'm just not hungry, Edward." he nodded stiffly after a moment,

" why wont you tell me what's wrong, I could help you." he said, though I'm not sure I was supposed to hear it, because right after he spoke he left the room and went downstairs.

I noticed the time, it was 7:15. Good I wasn't late, school started at 7:40.

I walked downstairs, with my parka in hand, I noticed what Edward was wearing, black, fitted jeans, and his favorite pair of loafers, with a button down dark blue shirt and in his hand he held a black, wool pea coat, he was facing the door when I approached him from behind, he turned slowly towards me and looked down and said,

" ready?" I nodded yes, he turned to the door and held It open for me, always a gentle men, I smirked.

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When we arrived to school, I had forgotten that nobody knew Edward and I were dating, this was sure to be the talk of the town. Edward exited the car and walked over to open my door, after he parked of course. Alice and jasper where already here and waiting for us, as soon as Edward opened the door, people began to stare, of course. He held out his arm and motioned for me to hold on to his, I did, he smirked as we began to walk to class, Alice and Jasper had come to walk with us jasper was to the right of Edward, me to his left and Alice to my left, she held out her arm and I interlocked it with mine, now we were elbow to elbow. The whole school stared, as far as they were concerned we had never even met before. I looked over to my right and saw Angela smiling at us, and Jessica looking as if she was just slapped in the face. I knew I would have to face them eventually, but not now. I walked with Edward all the way to my locker, hand in hand with Edward and arm in arm with Alice. Once we stopped Alice turned to me and said,

" so Bella have a lovely day, and Edward, hurry up already!" I looked at Edward, what was she talking about? He smirked down at her fragile little body and she stuck out her tongue in a very childish manner, I chuckled. Alice and jasper walked off with each other now hand in hand, Edward and I were still interlocked. He looked down at me,

" what was she talking about?" I asked, he looked at me, I don't know if he noticed, but everyone in the hallway was watching us, I knew he did.

" well. I was just going to ask if you want to go to prom with me," I looked at him shocked he knew I couldn't dance, or may be that's why he wanted an audience, so I couldn't say no.

" I know you cant dance, but I can help with that." he smirked at me, Jessica was freaking out already, mike seemed to be pissed, Angela was looking hopeful, but not to eager like Jessica.

" I'd love to." I stalked pass him he knew I was mad. I looked back and saw Edward face sadden, probably because he knew I was mad, for him asking me to prom knowing I cant dance. I saw Jessica trying to fight her way through the crowd. I knew I would have to deal sooner or later, I decided for now that It would be later. I headed to my first class of a long and dreary day.

lunch

My whole day up to this point has been the same, people staring and whispering behind my back, after every class Edward would try and catch up to me, but it didn't work, he came close after second period, but I was lucky enough to take refuge in the girls restroom, I was surprised he had gone to class and not wait around for me, though I think he knew I needed some space.

It was lunch now and I arrived to the cafeteria shortly after every one else had, Edward waited for me in the front, his face was solomn, I knew he was sad. I went up to him before entering the cafeteria.

" you're mad at me, im sorry, love. We don't have to go," he stroked my cheek, as usual every one was staring at us even though we were still outside. I stretched my self up to him, wrapped my arms around his neck my head was still right under his muscular chin, his arms wrapped around my waist, and I said ,

" I'm sorry I was mad, I just don't dance Edward." I don't know why but before Edward could speak, my head began to pound, I had the same feeling of nausea I had this morning and the night before, he seemed to notice that I was going limp in his arms because the next thing I heard " ALICE!" and then I feel limp in his arms,

E.P.O.V

" ALICE!" I growled as my beautiful Bella went limp in my arms, I could see the pain in her eyes only moments before she passed out. I hadn't seen alice's vision or heard her warnings, because I was so focused on my love; bella. Alice had rushed to me side and aid the moment her name left my lips, she had to fight and push her way through a bunch of hormonal teenagers. Once she was through she pulled out her phone and hit speed dial,

" Carlisle, were bringing bella in, she just passed out again." she hit the end button, and looked at me, I was supporting bella with my arms, I slowly lifted her up cradle style, of course I was hyper aware that the whole school was watching us. I didn't care, I tossed Alice the keys to my car, and stood back up, Alice was already heading to the car and was about a hundred feet away from me, I balanced Bella out on my arms and began to walk her to the car. We didn't have to walk to far, because Alice already had the car started and zoomed right up to us, I entered the back seat with bella sitting firmly on my lap, once the door was closed I heard many thoughts and voices flowing through my head…

What just happened?

Is Bella okay?

Damn I hope Edward will ask me to prom if she cant go…hell no I wont!!

Alice hit the gas petal and was going 60 mph in 4.4 seconds, impressive. I looked down at my Bella she had a thin layer of sweat on her face, I knew she was burning up, I placed my ice cold hand on her forehead, after I did this her heart rate began to regulate, but I knew there was something more something not right with her…blood…

"Edward?" I knew what she was about to say…

" I know, Alice." and I did know… her blood usually so sweet and alluring, so seductive and tempting, an incredible aroma of perfume to me, was now thinning…

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A/N well guys I should let you know that the only reason I am updating so soon, is because my fav lil cuzin in the whole world, Kayla is over and I'm watching her sleep, which gave me the inspiration to write this chapter in one night and post…