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Crest's POV

When Lia hung up on me, I knew that something wasn't right. I called again. Then I got her text.

"Mitch!" I screamed.

"What! What's wrong?" he said, coming down the stairs.

"We have to go to Jordan's. Lia is in trouble."

Mitch grabbed the keys and ran out the door with me. On the way, I called 911 and sent them to Jordan's. We got there in a matter of minutes. The ambulance hadn't arrived yet. I left Mitch in the car and ran inside and to the elevator. The lady at the front desk tried to stop me, but no one was going to keep me from helping Lia. I reached the elevator before the lady could reach me. When I the elevator doors opened, I sprinted to the door. Thankfully it was unlocked.

"Lia?" I ran into the kitchen. "Lia?"

"Crest," a weak voice said. I followed it to the bathroom. I opened the door and Lia fell into my arms, her last words being, "I'm sorry."

"NO!"

Mitch came running in with the paramedics. I clung to Lia's body as Mitch eventually pulled me off. I curled into a ball and started crying. Mitch gave me his hand and helped me stand up. He held me face in his hands, "Don't do this now. Lia needs you to be strong." I shook my head and Mitch gave me a hug.

"We should call Jordan," I sniffled. "And Jason and the others."

"I'll do that you just head down to the car for now."

I nodded and left. Mitch called Jason and Adam and told them to meet us at the hospital. He also called Jordan and explained everything that happened, even the pills of his that she took.

Once we were all at the hospital, we were waiting in Lia's room.

"I shouldn't have left," Jordan said with his head buried in his hands.

"No one is to blame here," Adam said. "Not even Lia."

"Then what are we supposed to do?" Jason said.

"Wait. That's what we are going to do. We are going to wait for her."

"Do you think she'll wake up?" Jason asked.

"I hope so," I said with tears running down my cheeks. Mitch pulled me into a hug.

Lia's POV

I opened my eyes and saw everyone gathered in my room, their heads were down. I looked to my right and saw Jordan. I reached my hand out to him and he looked up, "You're okay."

I smiled, "Yeah. I am."

Everyone else was looking at me.

"Can I speak with her alone?" Crest asked. The others exchanged glances and nodded. "Lia, what were you thinking? And I swear to god if you don't give me the truth I'm going to smack someone."

"Well, I managed to fuck up everything so why continue if things only get worse?"

"I could have helped you."

"No one can help me, Crystal, it's going to forever be that way."

"Then I'm sorry I saved your ass. I'm sorry if I'm the only person who sees who you really are, and this is not it." Then she angrily left the room. No one else came in for a moment. All I could hear was a very stern exchange of voices. The door opened and the person I least expected walked through it.

"I'll have to admit, I was not expecting this again," Ms. White said as sarcastically as possible.

"What do you want?"

"To put you back where you belong."

"And where would that be?"

"In a mental hospital."

"And what if I say no?"

"Same deal as last time."

I'm so tired of the arguing I just gave in, "When do I leave?"

"Tomorrow afternoon."

(time skip to Jordan's as Lia is packing)

Things were like super awkward between Jordan and I. He was really quiet and he wouldn't look me straight in the eye.

"Just say it already," I snapped all of the sudden.

"Say what?"

"Whatever you're thinking. Which I know you are. I can tell by your body language."

"Fine. I really wish you hadn't done what you did. Now I can't even see you. I can't talk to you. And it hurts so much just to think that you're so unhappy with yourself. I just wanted to help you. I wanted to make it all better. But I made it all worse."

"Please don't blame yourself, Jordan. This was all me."

"I played my part too in making you mad enough to slap me."

"I should have controlled my emotions better."

"So now what? Do we just move on?"

"There are things that need to be said. Like how we are going to make things work."

"What do you mean?"

"You can't visit me in rehab. They even monitor the calls that come in to my phone, and half the time they block the call so I never get it. They won't even let you write letters." I lowered my head, thinking about what I have done. Ava was right.

"Does this mean we're over?" My heart broke at his words. I knew they would come one day, but I didn't expect them so soon. Life without Jordan is no life at all. Yes, I was only a fangirl, but Jordan is more to me than just a Youtuber. More than just a really famous guy.

"I think it does." I choked with the words as they came out. Jordan nodded, grabbed a box, and went down to the car. I grabbed another box and followed him down. We repeated this until I had the last box. I didn't have too many boxes since all I had was like clothes and stuff. As I put the box in the car, Jordan waited for me so he could close the trunk. After her did, I ran into his arms crying. "I don't want this to be the end of us."

But we both knew that it was.

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