Soul of the Heart
Summary: The niece of the WWE Chairman is on the road with the superstars, hoping for new experiences and fun, she'll get more then she ever expected maybe even love? Will her past be revealed?
Starring: Holly McMahon, Stephanie/Hunter, Shane, Vince, Linda, Shawn Micheals/Rebecca
Undertaker/Sarah, Kane, Dave Batista, Victoria, John, Maria, Melina/Johnny Nitro, Randy Orton, Trish/Jeff, Adam, Candice, Lita and others as they come along lool
A/N: This is a serious chapter, it does deal with quite a few strong issues such as rape and violence, so be prepared. And yes I did put the rating up.
Chapter 14
Holly's eyes opened slowly. Everything was moving. She was dizzy and her head was killing her. She tried to focus her vision, when she realised she wasn't lying on her pillow. Her head was rested on a chest, her legs were tangled with someone else's. Her hands were on his. His hands were wrapped around her waist. She looked at herself. She had got laid. But who was the guy? She looked up to see the face. Cody Rhodes. She let out a small sigh. He was still asleep. She was in her room she knew that much. Come on holly, slowly get up. God, how did I get here? She tried to remember, she did remember a bit. She remembered kissing him, after that she remembered bits and pieces.
Holly tried to pull her legs away, carefully her legs were free. Cody's arms were wrapped around her waist. She lifted her head, his eyes were opening and he saw her on top. He was just as shocked.
"Morning," she whispered as she tried to sit up and cover herself with the duvet.
"Morning," Cody replied, he sat up. "Did we……?"
Holly nodded.
"I can't remember much," he told her honestly.
"That makes two of us," Holly added.
"We were drunk," Cody said as he looked for his clothes.
Holly looked for robe to put on.
"Cody, last night it was defiantly…"
"A mistake," Cody finished as Holly nodded. "I better get back."
Holly grabbed her head, what was she doing? All she wanted right now was Tiffany, who she knew was a little upset. She could always count on Tiffany in a crisis. Showering and changing she left her room, to her right was Daniel's room and to her left was Tiffany's. She headed left and knocked on the door. A sleepy Tiffany opened the door and let her in.
"It's early," Tiffany yawned as she looked at the clock which read 7.45.
"You have training in an hour," Holly reminded.
Tiffany nodded as she lay down on the couch, "What's wrong?"
Holly sighed as she sat opposite her, "I did something…I shouldn't have."
"You didn't take drugs did you?" Tiffany said sitting up.
"Don't be silly," Holly replied. The anti depressants, they aren't drugs, well they are but I'm not addicted. So I'm not lying.
"So what did you do?" Tiffany asked lying back down.
"I slept with Cody," Holly blurted out.
"Wow!" Tiffany smiled. "That's cool."
"Excuse you?"
"Well what's the point in mourning over someone, this is the greatest way to move on," Tiffany shrugged.
"That's your advice?" Holly asked bitterly.
Tiffany sat up again, "Yea that is."
"Sleep around, no that ain't me."
"It's not me either but it's a way, not the best way but still."
"No."
"Look Holly it's not my fault you slept with Cody so don't get agitated with me!" Tiffany's voice rose.
"Don't make this into a big deal!"
"I'm not! YOU ARE!" Tiffany stood up.
Holly stood facing Tiffany, "What's wrong with you Tiff?"
"What's wrong with me? Wow you realised I exist?"
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about the fact that I was depressed yesterday but you…you didn't even realise. You didn't bother asking if I was ok! It was always about you!"
"I KNEW YOU WERE UPSET, YOU TOLD ME TO LEAVE!"
"IF I LEFT EVERY TIME YOU NEEDED ME WHERE WOULD YOU BE?"
Holly looked at her, "Bitch."
"I WAS HURT BY THAT BASTARD TOO. I WAS RAPED, I WAS ATTACKED, I WAS TAKEN FOR A FOOL BUT I WAS TOO BUSY MAKING SURE YOU WERE OK THAT I DIDN'T DEAL WITH MY PROBLEMS!"
"That's bull and you know it!" Holly argued. "I was there for you as well."
"No Holly," Tiffany said. "YOU WEREN'T. YOU WERE TOO BUSY GETTING STONED! YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S HAD IT TOUGH. AND I'M NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT CRAIG! I'VE HAD A HARD FAMILY LIFE AS WELL, BUT YOU NEVER NOTICE. IT'S ALWAYS, ALWAYS ABOUT YOU!"
"So that's how you feel?" Holly asked, she didn't wait for an answer she just stormed out of her room and came face to face with Stacy Keibler.
"What are you doing here?" Holly asked her.
"Ask your brother," she grinned as she walked off.
Holly's eyes widened as she knocked on Daniel's door, "Did you sleep with Stacy?"
"Yes," he answered.
"I hate her and you slept with her!" Holly yelled.
"So what? It was one night, not like we're getting married!" Daniel answered.
"That's not the point."
"It's my life Holly," he replied.
Holly sighed, "Yea it is."
She sighed without goodbye she headed back to her room. Her head was pounding, she wanted her own house, she wanted her room and her bed but she couldn't have that. I don't have a home anymore. I don't have a place where I belong. I'm…I'm alone.
Tiffany. Was I such a bitch to her? Was I so wrapped up in my feelings that I forgot about her? Why am I crying? I never realised that Tiffany had emotions too. I always thought she was strong, defiantly stronger then me but she must have felt something. She was raped as well, she must have felt like I did. Useless, a piece of meat, worthless…broken. I was never there for her, she needed me as much as I need her but she put her needs aside for me. She spent her days trying to cheer me up when she needed as much cheering up as me.
But at least she never got pregnant. But she was there for me, she must have been scared that he would come for her next. Tiff, oh God I let her down so badly. I left her alone. I turned to drugs and she was the one, she was the one who was helping me. She was always there, even when I was high and when I said some horrible things to her, she took it. She fought for me and I…I let her down. Am I really so selfish?
Then there's Daniel, he disappeared off the face of the Earth to get away from me. He couldn't handle that his sister was a slapper who ruined a marriage, who got in bed with her teacher, the same teacher her best friend was with. And here I am know getting in between Randy and Candice, I don't even want Randy do I? No I don't!
There was a knock on the door. Holly wiped away her tears to open the door. In walked John Cena, he looked angry.
"Are you the reason I no longer hold the title?" He asked.
"W…what?" Holly asked totally taken back.
"You wanted Randy to be champion! He took my title!" John shouted. "You were my girl friend not his!"
Holly just looked at him, another battle, "John, Vince wanted to change the champion, I just suggested Randy."
"You could've suggested not to change it!" He yelled at her.
Holly sighed.
"When you're a couple you fight for each other not for someone else!"
"We were never a proper couple!" Holly shouted.
It was John's turn to be taken back, "Holly we were a proper couple because I did love you."
"You didn't so don't bother lying. You love Ashley and let me guess your together know."
"No we're not together!"
"Yea like it's not gonna happen."
"It's a possibility Holly but that doesn't change what I felt for you!" John argued.
"You're going to be a father John, maybe you should worry about that then the fact that you're not champion!" Holly shouted.
"Holly…" John began.
"GET OUT!" Holly shouted.
John had no choice but to leave. Holly fell onto her bed, the water works starting again. Her eyes closed as she remembered that night, that night that everything went wrong.
X X X X X X X
Tiffany was lying on her bed, her life was messed up, really messed up. She closed her eyes she too remembering that night when everything went so wrong.
FLASHBACK
A young Holly, and a young Tiffany were outside the Sheraton Hotel.
"We have to end this, he can't play us both, that's wrong!" Tiffany reassured Holly.
Holly nodded, "I know and two of us are there, he can't do anything!"
Tiffany nodded, pushing the doors open they headed to the elevators. The elevator was mirrored, there scared young faces were looking back at them. Holly grabbed onto Tiffany as they reached the fifth floor. He had told her he was in room 543. Taking deep breaths they headed down the corridors, there legs shaking with each step. We can do this. Me and Tiff are strong. All we have to do is get in and say it's over. It's over. That's all.
Tiffany was the one who knocked on the door. He opened the door, he was shocked to see them both here but he let them in. They stood by the door. He went deeper into the room. They had no choice but to follow.
"Both of you are here?" Craig said. He didn't seem too bothered. He knew they knew the truth, he wanted them to be a three. "You guys okay with this then?"
"Craig…" Holly began but couldn't finish. She looked at his face, it didn't seem old, he looked loving. His eyes, his beautiful blue spheres always drew her in.
"It's over," Tiffany finished for her. "Neither of us want this."
"I see," he replied.
"What did you expect?" Holly added regaining her concentration. She would not fall for him again.
"And you thought you could say this and walk out," he looked at them, he no longer looked innocent or handsome. He looked crazed. He headed to the door and locked it. He smiled at them.
The girls were shaking.
"You both belong to me, only me remember that," he said as he slapped Holly.
Her cheek was bruised, he then hit Tiffany who fell to the ground. He kicked Holly who was curled up into a ball.
End of flashback
Neither girl was ready to remember more. They knew he raped them, he attacked them, he broke ribs, Hunter came but neither were ready to relive that memory properly.
Tiffany sighed, she had to move on, she had no choice. After a shower she would go see Holly.
X X X X X X X
Holly meanwhile was tearful.
John hates me, everyone hates me, I'm a control freak, I'm useless. Craig whispered to me that night that I was worthless. He was right.
Her hands were shaking as she opened the bottle of pills in her hands. A bad addiction this was, but there was no way she could get hold of weed now, this would do. She needed one, or two. She swallowed two pills down with water. Her eyes then turned to the mini fridge, she had stacked it with some vodka before. She grabbed the bottle and opened it quickly before drinking. No alcohol didn't help much. She drank half the bottle, she felt dizzy, memories were circling her mind. She could never forget what Craig had done to her, she couldn't forget the child she killed, she couldn't forget that John no longer loved her yet a part of her was not over him, she couldn't forget how she let Tiffany down and Daniel and how she was getting in between Candice and John.
She was crying, she was knocking over vases, plants and glasses. She grabbed the pills and a few other pills she had. She looked at them. Should she take them?
A/N: The rating of this fic has gone up, this was a more serious chapter that dealt with rape, domestic abuse and mixed emotions. I don't mean to offend.
Anyways guys thanks for the reviews guys, hope you all like this!
Veronica
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