Ryan woke up the next day next to Felix, who was quietly sleeping. What had they done? Wait… that didn't matter right now. The brunette wanted to know what was going on. Why did the Swede suddenly regain his memories? Could it be that he had regained his memories? Cry was confused, that was for sure, but if this male had regained his memories he, himself would be so very happy.

The American sat up and looked around, seeing his baby blue walls and the TV before him. He then looked down at the blonde and smiled warmly. He stroked his hair gently, feeling the softness of it. Welcome back. Ryan stopped stroking the Swede's hair and lifted up the white blanket that covered them both. Nani?! Ryan thought in Japanese at the surprise that he was full blown naked. This means…last night we…did it! The brunette blushed a deep red; this was only his second time. What's worse is that he doesn't even remember anything from last night.

His medium blue eyes fluttered opened; only to see the flesh of another person next to him. He whipped the sleep out of his eyes as he sat up. Ryan jumped at the surprise of the blonde sitting up. Once the sleep was out of his eyes he looked over to the brunette. Cry stared back at him. Felix looked up and down Ryan's exposed body and realized he was naked. His eyes widened in surprise.

"G-good morning…" The American said nervously as he saw that the other's eyes had widened.

"Wha-what the hell is going on?! Why am I on the couch with you?! And why are you naked?!"

"Felix calm down."

"How the hell am I supposed to calm down?!"

"Please try to understand-"

"Understand? Understand what? That you fucking raped me!"

"Felix! You've got it wrong!" Ryan was on the verge of tears.

"Like hell I do!" The blonde stayed silent for a moment but his glare was strong on Ryan. "There's no way I would ever sleep with a guy! You disgust me! You homo!"

That was it; the brunette broke down in tears. His face getting stained and his eyes puffy and red from rubbing at them. Why did he have to go through this? Why did he have to fall in love with his best friend that was a guy? Why wasn't he normal? Why didn't like women? Those are the questions he found roaming around in his head as the Swede went to the front door and left.

Ryan finally got up from the couch; his eyes still burning like fire. He shivered violently and that was not because of the lack of clothing. It was because his heart was aching like nothing else he had experienced before. His nightmare had come true; Pewdie had said he was disgusting. What was he going to do know? He had set his mind to asking for Felix's hand in marriage. But know….what could he do…? The person he had loved for 7 years was now gone. Ryan raised his head and slowly went up the stairs to take a shower. When he was in the bathroom an idea came to him, well, more like question. Wait, the doctor said that it was impossible for Felix to become amnesic….so…could it be? Ryan covered his mouth with his hand, could it be that someone purposely made Felix forget about me!? But who? I need to find out! With new determination on his mind he got in the shower.

Felix plopped down on the violet couch, reviewing the events that had happened earlier. He had been raped by a person who called himself his friend. Why was he crying? A normal friend would not be crying if the other ones said they were leaving. What was he to me? What is our relationship if were not friends? We couldn't be…there's no way I'd let myself date a male…there's just no way… The blonde clutched his shirt as he felt a sharp pain come from his heart. The Swede struggled to get up from the couch and once he was he made his way to the window. The window held the outside which was flooded in darkness. The city was the wave of light in the darkness and Felix found it beautiful. Light and dark contrast each other; the blonde knew that.

He looked out the window a little longer then when he was finished he took in his surroundings. The room was small, a hotel room, Felix determined. There was a large bed and the couch he was on earlier. There was a kitchen as well as a bathroom. It was a decent hotel room but what Felix couldn't figure out was why he was there in the first place. He was supposed to be with Ryan so why was he here? "Wait, what did I do earlier?" The Swede asked himself aloud as he discovered that he couldn't remember what he had done the whole day. Aren't I supposed to be at Ryan's house? Then why am I here? Damnit! This is the second time that I don't remember what I did for the entire day! Shit! What the hell is going on!? I need to get back to Ryan's house and ask him if he knows about the memory loss thing. With that being said Felix slipped on his shoes and made his way to Ryan's house.

Ryan was sitting on his couch eating some salad and watching "Sekaiichi Hatsukoi", another BL anime that was made by the same person who made "Junjou Romantica". Man whoever made these animes are really good at story lines. The brunette determined. Ryan had just taken a break from his thoughts he'd had since Felix left. He wanted to know who was doing this to them and why they were doing it. Of course Ryan was still upset about Felix even though he knew it was because of the person who made him forget his memories that he did that. But Ryan thought anyone would be upset if the person they're in a relationship with called them a homosexual wither it was true or not. The American got up to put his dishes away when the door burst opened and he saw a blonde standing before him.

"Felix, what are you doing here…?" Ryan asked in confusion as the Swede slipped off his shoes and walked further into the house.

"Ryan, I need to ask you something?" The blonde stated as he closed the distance between them and looked down at the brunette.