The Last Honest Look – Chapter 14
Tegan POV
I sat in the head wardens office, my elbows resting on my thighs and my head balanced on my palms. Since I was sedated I have net felt great but it was the significance of my actions that weighed most heavily. The warden is sat at his desk, staring at me as I shrink back further into my seat. 'Tegan, before I decide what your punishment should be, I want to give you an opportunity to explain your actions. Assaulting a prisoner, resisting guards, you do understand there will be consequences to your actions don't you?'
I felt like a mute, unsure of how to respond. I couldn't tell him I had just had a fight with the woman I loved and the red mist just descended. I couldn't tell him that Rach and LB had both hurt Sara and I wanted revenge. I settled with 'I'm sorry, I will accept whatever consequences you see fit. I have learnt from my mistakes and promise to never do it again. I know I'm talking like a teenager here but I don't know what to say other than I regret my actions.' The warden looks at me with stern eyes, that do appear to hold a glint of pity. 'I'm going to put you back into general population today. I do believe you're sorry and you regret it, but you will be on probation for the remainder of your sentence here. One toenail out of line and I'll double you sentence. Got it?'
It felt like the noose had been removed from my neck as the gravity of the words set in. 'So, you're not extending my sentence.' 'No, you've shown good behaviour before this incident in here and this seems to have been out of character. The prisoner you attacked has been in my office on a number of occasions and although nobody will speak out against her, I feel she is the protagonist.' I smiled and nodded, checked with the warden I was ok to leave and once he called the guard to escort me back to the block I knew where I was immediately headed.
Sara POV
It has been 48 hours since I saw Tegan dragged into the padded cell. 48 hours since I saw the woman I love. More than two days since I felt her touch. I know my actions had been the cause of her reaction and I needed to see her, to talk to her, to explain. I repeatedly asked the guards what was going on but they wouldn't tell me anything. I was beginning to give up hope, thinking Tegan had been moved to another cell, or god forbid another block when I looked up and my eyes met a familiar hazel gaze.
Tegan's eyes were watering as they met with mine and I ran to her, leaping into her arms. She held me like she never wanted to let me go. Tegan rushed into talking, the words falling from her lips, 'I'm so sorry. I fucked up. I'm an idiot. I don't deserve you…' I stopped her by attacking her lips. I virtually rammed my tongue down her throat in my hurry to both stop her apology and begin to give my own. I was getting breathless as I pulled away, 'It's me who should be sorry. I was such an idiot. Everything was just suddenly so overwhelming. I went from this lost delinquent to someone who had a future. A future filled with love, and happiness, a future filled with you. I just panicked, I don't know what it is like to feel unconditional love, and that is what it feels like you are offering me. I love you so much I don't know what I would do if that love was ever taken away. I was scared, but I'm not any more. Seeing you almost taken away from me just showed me how much I really want this.' Tears are tumbling from both of our eyes now.
Tegan's arms must be getting tired from holding me up for so long. I unwrap my legs from her waist and lead her towards what is now 'our' bunk. I place our chair under the door handle, not wanting any interruptions for what I have planned. I want to make up for everything. I want to show her the fear and confusion I felt is now totally gone and all I want to do for the rest of my life is to love her. I lay her down gently beneath me. Tegan is usually the one taking control sexually but tonight it's my turn. She is silently staring at me as I remove all of my clothes. I slowly take off her prison uniform, leaving her entirely naked and laid out before me. I kiss her, wanting to dominate her lips and tongue for once, letting my thigh land in a natural position between her legs, as she raises her hips to increase the friction.
I know Tegan is aching to take control but she knows that I need this. I need to mark her, to prove to the world she is mine. I attack her neck, leaving dark bruises on her perfect porcelain skin. I bite her ear lobe, turning her into a moaning mess beneath me. I lick my way to her breasts, taking as much of one in my mouth as I can. I'm sucking as hard as I can, drawing blood to the surface around her nipple. I am feeling primal now, my animalistic urges taking over. I can't take the smell of her arousal any more and I have to taste her. I dive in between her folds, licking around her hole before driving my tongue inside of her as far as it will go. I put my hands under her hips and support her whilst she rides my face. Her juices are flowing into my mouth and I don't want to waste a drop. I reach my arm around and rub circles around her clit as I enter her with my tongue. Her arms are grabbing the sheets, her head tossing from side-to-side with wild abandon. She's getting close now, I can feel her walls pulsing around my tongue and she is swallowing her screams. Her legs are wrapped around the back of my neck and I feel all of her muscles tense as she comes, releasing the tension.
I keep going, drilling my tongue in and out of her. She grabs my hair and pulls me up to her face. Now it is Tegan rushing her tongue into my mouth, tasting herself. She holds my hands as she kisses me, this simple gesture letting me know I am safe with her. As she starts to regain control she attempts to get on top of me. I take her hands and pin them above her head. 'Tonight is about you.' Tegan smiles, I know she wants to make me come, but as always, without words, understands my reasons. She even lets me hold her as we peacefully fall into a deep slumber.