Everyone that reads this...
I just want to go on the record and say...
I mess up.
I mess up my life more times than I can count. I look down at myself harshly each time I do this. And now... Seeing all your reviews... I realize that... This was one of those times. I just... I feel like utter crap for trying to do this to all of you... And I want to apologize - to each and every one of you who wish to see me continue this story.
But I won't lie and say "This won't happen again" or try to make a promise I cannot keep... Because I have to be honest...
This HAS happened before and it WILL happen again.
I won't sugar-coat it; I have a rather huge tendency to think of myself as the single worst person in the world - so bad that even Adolf Hitler would be ashamed to know me.
I just wish I could make up for putting everyone through all the bull I'm putting you through...
But the next best thing would have to be saying this: I WILL keep going.
I won't be consistent, and everyone probably knows that by now, but I will do my damnest to keep going.
Like all of you, I will do my best to stay DETERMINED.