A/N: english is not my native language, i'am sorry for grammatical error, this chapter is rated M
"Hello?, hello?, who's this?", Owen hung up his phone then continue with his work.
Martha enter the house from back door, then she found Cristina lie on the floor, she run to her, check her pulse, then she call 911 and then she call her mom.
Cristina with Martha in ambulance comes to hospital, Izzi, dr Ally and William already waiting for her, Cristina still unconscious, after examine her dr Ally decides to do emergency C-section to deliver the baby, Izzie stay to held her head during surgery, and William accompany her mom in waiting room, after forty minute, the nurse bring her baby to NICU, William ask the nurse about the baby and Cristina in NICU, the nurse answer "thank god the baby is fine, but dr Yang still in surgery because dr Ally can't stop her bleeding", William so worry hear the news, he runs to the OR, when he enter the room, dr Ally already handle anything, "she is fine dr William", Izzie inform him while stand from her sit, "I'll tell Helen about her condition", William so relieve, he come near Cristina, he can't held his tears, while kiss her forehead, all people in that room know, that he love Cristina so much.
Cristina watch Owen holds a baby in his arm, he so happy until his tears fall from his eyes, then he kiss a woman, but that's not her, she saw Owen kiss Emma, and she by herself holds a baby in her arm, then the scene when last time she meet Owen rewind, "you ruin me, Cristina, you ruin my life, I regret that I had love you, I wish you disappear from my life", Cristina cry so hard while hold her baby.
Cristina wake from her nightmare, She find William sleep on the chair beside her bed holding her hand, Izzie lied in sofa, and she also saw a baby box in her room, she shake his hand while call him "Jason", William suddenly wake up, "thank god you conscious, I'm so worry about you " while kiss her on the lips, then William help her to sit, "where's my baby?" she ask weakly, "your baby is fine, hold on second" he takes the baby from the box, then bring to her, "he really wonderful baby, he has you hair and your eyes" while give the baby to her arm, Cristina can't hold her tears because she hold her own son for the first times, it feel so amazing, she fall in love in first sight seeing her baby, "he is wonderful William", "yes, he is" then kiss her forehead, they don't realize that Izzie capture that beautiful moment with her phone.
Cristina still can't hold her baby for long time she still in recovery for her post surgery, William takes the baby from her, then sit on the sofa, while Izzie sit beside her, "how you feeling Cristina?", "Amazing, pain, and tired", Izzie chuckle, "you make us so worry, so are you already have name for your son?", "it's Nathan Andrew yang". "Nathan is name of the baby that make my life change, Andrew is my father name" , "Nathan is cool name" William respond, while kiss Nathan on his arm, Cristina see that as beautiful moment, she believe that William will be wonderful father for him, then she remember her nightmare, she believed that dream is sign for her to erase Owen forever from her life.
After stay in hospital for a week, Cristina discharge from hospital with her mother, Helen already hire a baby sitter to help Cristina, Cristina feel sad because her breast don't produce milk to feed Nathan, so Nathan drink milk from bottle, Helen assure Cristina that is fine, because, she also can't produce milk when Cristina born, and she keep growth perfectly and smart, it took time for Cristina to adjust her new life with Nathan in it, after two weeks she get used with his schedule to wake up in middle of the night, to feed him and change his diaper, it not that hard for her because she familiar with crazy schedule when she has on-call duty in hospital, besides she really love spend time with Nathan, he really adorable and not whine baby, seeing him growth every day, it amusing for her, she still not yet full recovery after her post surgery, so her mother and baby sitter help her a lot during a day, but in night she take full charge of Nathan, now she understand about how irrational sometimes parent when it comes about their children, she also can't imagine if something bad happened to her son in future.
William always comes to visit Cristina when he has day off, he love spending time with her and Nathan, and Cristina felling also growth day by day for him, after two month Cristina ready to back to work, besides she miss to hold scalp, but she also can't separate with Nathan for long time so she only takes a day shift, so she can take care Nathan at night.
After a month she can adjust perfectly about her job and time with Nathan, then she get email invitation from Harper Avery to attend ceremonial this year in New York for next three days, then she ask William whether he also get invitation, William answer "yes, why?", "I ask my mother, if she can take care Nathan for two days, and she agreed, I hope that we can go to New York together, as long I recall, we never have time only for both of us", Cristina whisper on his ear, William can't hide his smile, imagine about wonderful time they will spend together in New York, because for this long they only have make out because of Cristina pregnancy, "okay, so we will depart in next two days to New York, I'll take care of everything", the he give her a deep kiss on her lips.
William pick Cristina at morning to the airport, she don't forget to give Nathan a lot of kiss, because she will miss him so much, but his mother also need a vacation, when they get their seat, William ask her, "are you still nervous get on the plane?", "little", "its fine I'll hold your hand during the flight", she hold his hand and put her head on his arm, for first time, she feel save and enjoy during the flight since the plane crashes accident.
William check in on the hotel where the ceremonial held, it's five star hotel, he takes room on the 23 floor with of view of central park, after he put her bag on the room, William smile and lean down to kiss Cristina, it was a chaste kiss, soon his kiss become more hungry and demanding, then he reach his tongue into her, he remove her coat, and she also doing the same, until she leave only with her bra and panties, and William with his black boxer, he hold her to the bed, he bit her lower lip to get access inside her mouth, then caress her tongue with him, she moaned at the feeling, while her hand went back to his dark hair, his lips move to her neck, and collar bone kissing ,licking and sucking it, he picked up her body to unclasp her bra, he lick her nipple and suck it gently, while her hand playing on his hair , which make him suck harder, that make her moaned loudly, while his other hand playing with her other breast, pinching and tweezing the nipple, he move his kisses between her chest, then to scar of surgery of her belly, he move his hand to her sex, feeling the moistness he created, then he pull her panties down slowly, he kiss and suck her clitoris, she can't take it anymore, she get orgasm.
Then she take her turn to satisfy him, she pull him up, then put herself on top of him, she kiss him passionately, from his lips, his neck and tease him with kisses use her tongue to lick him, then she pull his boxer, his penis already pre ejaculating, she use her thumb to softly rub the tip off his penis in round motion, then wrap her mouth around his penis, suck it with slow pace, William moan "oh my god, it feel so good Cristina", then he stop her, he can't wait anymore to taste inside of her, he put her on the bed, so that he the one who have control now, he kisses her on the mouth very sweetly, while caress her cheeks, "I love you so much Cristina", "I love you too Jason", then he thrusts his body to her, so finally he can be inside her, they making love with all of their heart, until both of them reach in same time, he hold her very tightly, she also hold him back tightly, their feeling is so strong until both of them get tears of happiness.
Both of them fall sleep after has few session of sex, Cristina sleep peacefully on William embrace, then his phone ring, he soon get up, so he didn't disturb Cristina sleep, he get dress, and leave note on the table to Cristina, he go out, for meeting his friend.
Cristina wake up, but she can't find William, then she notice the note he left, then she call her mother to checking out Nathan, she take a robe from the bathroom, she walk to the balcony, enjoy the view of sunset from her room, she remember exactly one year ago how awful her life,that she really hurt, lonely, but now she really happy with wonderful baby, good relation with her mom, man that love her and best friend she can count at. Cristina really enjoy the view it's so beautiful evening the red light that fall all around the city, she don't realize William already back, he give her back hug, Cristina little surprise, then she hold his hand in her belly, "where you go before?", Cristina asked, then William take his hand from her, then kneeling in front of her," I go out to get this" he take a box of ring from his pocket, "Cristina yang, will you be honor to be my wife?", Cristina can't hold the tears in her eyes, she feel so happy, " yes, I will" William also the same, he stand up put the ring on her finger, then kiss her passionately.