1074 in total words, excluding the title and my commentary…but I wanted to end at 1000 but it didn't' work out… but that is not the point…WELL ENJOY!
What will she say? (HT)
What will she say?
What will she say, to me?
I want to know?
The answer to my question, but why is it that so many other questions comes?
Is it just lust? Is it just need?
Why won't these thoughts go away?
These unanswered questions…
These possibilities are infinite because I deserve it.
I deserve to be so nervous, so unsure…
All the pain I have caused…to you, my love…
As I think about it, it pains me that I wasn't able to protect you, to reach out to you when you needed it
But will I be able to handle it if she is gone from me…my love, will I be able to live lonely and without you?
All again…but I know… that If I don't try I will never know. Will I be letting go again?
I want to know what she will say
Say to me, the answer to my question.
It's important.
I want, need to know.
What will she say…?
Your eyes, so gray and soft
It melts all the ice surrounding my heart.
My mind so cold, so frozen on the answer to this coming question
I'm nervous. About you, about me…about us
What will happen? What will happen after this?
Will you say yes?
Will you say no?
Whatever the answer I don't know
I'm nervous, about the future, the present and even the past.
Will the future have you? With me or without me?
Yours, mine, I don't know.
The present, how do you see me? Have you forgotten the past?
Will the past come back to haunt us?
Haunt me and patronize you?
I'm afraid of the consequences, whatever that may be. I'm afraid of what will be and what could be.
Is it natural for me?
I never felt like this during the time we were separate. Before and after
Only you, you make me like this.
What will you say to me?
What will your reply be?
Will this small object shake her core? Will it shake her heart closer to me?
I wonder. Your eyes, I can't tell, your gray eyes, just pulls me in. I want to know.
What the answer.
I wish I could know the future. It will be much better. For me, for you, even for everyone around us
You smile. Again, you smile, how beautiful, it pulls me in.
Pull me in more.
More into your arms, into your presence, pull me in.
Your figure is so small, so fragile. I need to protect, will you let me?
Let me be with you, will you let me protect you properly so that no one will come and hurt you?
Will you come to me, with m, forever be with me?
Can I only guess what the answer would be?
I want to know.
What the answer is?
What the answer would be?
Can I put words into your mouth? To suit my needs?
What will you say?
All I can ask myself and others is only that question…
What will she say…?
You pull me in and I can't pull back out. I can't.
I won't.
It's impossible. Unpredictable
Your puzzling eyes, when should I say it?
When should I ask it? I can't seem to decide when it should be told?
Will you tell me with your addicting voice?
The voice you will raise to regard or disregard me.
The voice you will use to caress or kill me.
You will decide my fate.
You can only show me my future.
It is something that will happen no?
My love for you is so great.
What will you say when I present you this stone.
Will you agree at the color?
I wanted it to be special. For you only
Created for you, to adorn your hands, your fingers
If it isn't you, then no one will suffice.
You should know.
How do I know?
What you will say?
When I should ask you?
What will you say?
Yes
No
Maybe, Later
What will be your answer?
What? Your gray eyes are like a pool of water that pulls me in.
Like the black hole. Infinite and murky
Murky? Because of the unsure answers behind your heart, behind your eyes
But you are so infinite and beautiful, something that I can't hold…
So, different, you can't be captured by my cold eyes, or my icy heart…no I wouldn't be able to bear that
So, in your eyes I search. For the answer to my question
Have I asked it, not yet, but still?
I want to know, how you will move your lips, how you will use your voice to answer me
What will these soft lips tell me?
Can I guess?
I can't, no; I couldn't find the answer to my question.
I want to hear it. Badly
Will you?
Will you?
What will you say?
My heart is about to rip.
I want to hear it.
Badly
What should I say?
So confused
So unsure
Never in my life have I been like this.
You make me this way. How cruel. How bewitching. But I'm hooked.
You have me.
Will you?
What will you say?
What will she say?
What does your heart want?
Am I worthy?
Am I worthy enough to take it? Your hands.
Am I the one who can make you happy?
I wonder. It is something that only you can answer me.
What will you say?
I want to know. It is something that I can't seem to guess.
No? Yes?
Both answers horrify me.
What…
What will you say?
Mouth it, write it.
But, don't tell me.
Not with your voice, your sweet, sweet voice.
Like singing, I wonder. Don't sing it. Don't say it.
I want to know.
Want to know the words that will come out from your mouth.
Using your voice, will the future end
Using your gray eyes and addicting voice, will you end my life?
What words will come from your lips?
It is something that I won't know.
Unless you tell me
I cannot begin to understand the
What will you say?
Will you…
Will...
You…
Marry…
Me…?
What will you say?
The only thing that is in my mind, etched so deeply is the question...
Waiting patiently for you, your answer
This question it fills my heart, it fills my soul, my mind…
This is the question…
What will she say?
This is the second to last thought but I might do a little epilogue mixed with HT and KK.
To all the readers who have read this so far, I'm really grateful and glad that the readers enjoyed it. When I first posted this, I didn't really have a big hope for it. I thought it would be confusing and difficult to understand because it is something that (what I thought to be) is unusual and confusing. Thank you for all the sweet/encouraging comments! Your support throughout really just gave me a vision… (I think…not sure how to put this…)
See you at the last Thought! - journeyHK826 ;3