The pulsing from whatever it was calmed the assaulting pain in my head. But I felt something else emerge from deep inside me, hunger? It felt like a raw urge. I could feel something build up in my chest like I was going to burst. The warmth he was giving me was beginning to suffocate me. I struggled in his arms but he didn't let me go. I could feel my mouth open and I was breathing in his sent but all it was doing was driving me crazy. I tried to push myself away but Grimmjow wouldn't let go I could hear him trying to say something to me but I couldn't hear it over the loud beating of ….my heart? No it wasn't mine it was his. Suddenly I could hear something in the back of my head humming. Kill. Feed. Claim. Kill. I pushed Grimmjow as hard as I could and found myself falling back. I tried crawling away but didn't make it very far before the pain assaulted me again. My vision grew more clouded by the sea of black. The pain was becoming too much, the feeling I had in my chest went from bubbling over to boiling. My body started to burn, what the hell's wrong with me. I clawed at my chest and throat, it felt like something wanted to come out but it was blocked somehow like my body couldn't find a way to release it. I coughed and coughed till something came up. But what came up wasn't any better, through my hazy vision I could see blood splattered on the floor. Then I could hear a voice scream at me, we're dying! "Dying?" I wheezed as I fell to my side my body became too heavy for me to move. Then suddenly the pain I felt started to ease and the warmth started to fill my body. I could feel warm hands lift me up from off the living room floor.

The voice in the back of my head humming low again. Claim. Feed. Kill. Over and over and over again. No was what I kept repeating to the voice in my head. I looked up to him and could see panic in his eyes before the darkness consumed my sight. I felt cold air rushing over me it would have felt nice if it wasn't only for a few seconds. I could hear Grimmjow shouting but couldn't make out the words as I floated out of consciousness.

"Open your eyes child." I heard someone say but a small hint of fear kept me from obeying. "I said open your eyes child. I will not ask again." Even though the voice was pleasant I could feel the threat coming from them. Obeying I opened my eyes to find my vision un-blurred. I blinked a few times before I glanced around me and found myself standing in the middle of the desert. "So you are what living and peace look like." I turned around and saw a women with long flowing purple hair reaching down to her calves. She was completely naked from head to toe the only thing that covered her was her hair. She was beautiful and terrifying all at the same time. I felt uncomfortable however it wasn't from her being naked, it was her pricing gold and purple eyes that got me. Her stare felt heavy. She walked up to me and my whole body froze, I couldn't even look away or close my eyes. She reached her hands to me and I felt my heart stop and my stomach clench. But the pain I thought she was going to giving me never came instead she gentle held my face in both her hands.

I could see so much emotion in her face, joy, content, love but above all else happiness. Her eyes soften as she looked over my face. "Is it everything I hoped for?" I was confused did she get me confused with someone else? "Why are you here?" she said mostly to herself. Before I could speak- even though I couldn't- she shook her head as if she already answered her own question. She slowly backed away and I could gradually move my body again. But instead of moving away from the women I found myself moving ever so slightly back in arms reach of her.

I could hear her mumbling to herself till unexpectedly she grabbed me by my shoulders and pulled me closer to her placing her forehead onto mine. I felt dizzy and light headed I would have fallen to my knees if she wasn't holding on to me. She pulled herself away from me "listen and follow. Even though it is a bump in my plain I shall not let my dream come to an end so quickly." Suddenly the ground started to shake and the sand around us started to pour up into the sky like an hour glass. I could feel my body lifting up as well. Her grip on me was the only thing keeping me from falling into the sky. "I've given up so much to have this so listen and follow" she repeated before letting me go. I floated higher into the sky before I was able to shout back to her. "To what?" she pointed to her mouth then to her head.

I could see a black hole in the sky sucking in everything around it even me. Everything was dark I couldn't see a thing but I could hear a voice in it, it was soft and gentle. It reminded me of the women. Everything will be fine just obey and you shall make it through the pain. After that the voice went silent.

I could feel warmth radiating from somewhere so I slowly opened my eyes and took in my surrounding I noticed I wasn't at my house. I glanced over and seen Grimmjow sleep against the wall, was the warmth coming from him? I thought to myself. Yes was the answer that came to my head. I slowly sat up I could feel a sharp pain in my head. "You should get some more rest." I heard a voice say I looked over and seen Grimmjow wide awake staring straight at me. What you need rest cannot provide. It isn't? I said in my head. You need to be next to him , I felt my face grow red. Why do I need to be close to him? However the voice didn't answer. Did I really need him to be close to me, I thought. But then I felt like I needed to listen to this voice "Grimmjow can you come closer." I asked him "why should I?" he said I could feel his eyes on me then unexpectedly he moved closer to me.

We sat there quietly for a while till he broke the silence "do you feel any better?" He asked me, the voice was right sitting next to him made me feel a lot better for some odd reason, I nodded my head "a little, I still don't know what happened to me though." "Neither do I or Urahara." So not even Urahara knows what's wrong with me, sighing I took a quick look at Grimmjow from the corner of my eye and seen him staring at me. I felt nerviest with him staring at me for some reason. I could feel myself getting light headed all of a sudden and that's when the voice began to speck again. You need to be closer. what? Why? I thought but then I remembered someone saying that I need to obey. I moved a bit closer to him and I noticed him stiff up "what are you doing?" he snorted I didn't know what to tell him I couldn't tell him the voice in my head told me to, he'd think I was nuts. "Being closer makes me feel better." I said without thinking, I looked up at him to see if he had a repulsed look on his face but there was none he looked more confused then anything. "Whatever" I moved close enough that I could lean my head on his shoulder. For some odd reason I felt better, the pain in my head hurt a lot less.

I closed my eyes for a short time and then before I knew it I was crawling into his lap. However I didn't mind it even though my face had gone completely red still the pain was gone. "My head doesn't hurt any more." I whispered to myself I could feel his body grow stiff under me. "Well at least one of use feels better." He said "Whats wrong?" I asked "Whats wrong? Your too damn close." He he said he was leaning back on his arms keeping them from touching me I guessed at. I took a deep breath and suddenly I could smell something sweet the same smell from earlier. My body felt like it was burning now. Bite him. The voice said b-bite. Bite him. the voice said again but more demanding. There was no way Grimmjow was going to go for that and I totally didn't want to, but I couldn't disobey the voice if it was going to get ride of the pain for good. "Grimmjow c-could I bite you?" "No, I'v gone this far in my life without getting bitten so why the Hell would I let you bite me." he said with such anger in his voice, he then began to move me off of his lap. The moment I was removed was when the pain started to come back.

If you can not, I shall. the voice said, what? Suddenly my body started moving on its own. "The hell." He said as my body climbed on to his lap again, my left hand grabbed at his shoulder as my right clung to his arm. "The fuck" he sounded more surprised I could feel him struggling to remove me but was unable to. Bite the voice demanded "I'm sorry Grimmjow" I licked the spot where his shoulder and neck met. I could feel him shiver as I licked it once more before I clamped down. The moment my teeth broke skin I could taste something. My first thought was blood but I didn't recall blood tasting like this , could it be because he isn't human. NO. it is not blood that you drink, but his spiritual power his reatsu. This is what feeds you. And keeps you strong. I clamped down harder on his shoulder and I could hear him making noises. I could feel him still trying to pull me off. I wrapped my right arm around his neck. Suddenly he went still and as he did more of his retsu poured out of him. He has given in. she said, what do you mean given in I said to her when surprisingly I could feel his hands gripping my thighs. He's body was getting hotter and so was mine. I pulled his hair with my right hand to expose more of his neck and he grunted which made me feel an indescribable urge run through me as I consumed more energy from him. Stop that is enough for now. the voice said but I didn't listen, He tasted so good that I wanted more.

It felt like I had something like this before and it had been too long since I had it again, he tasted better then food better then words could describe . More was what ran through my head. More. I sank my teeth in deeper and I could hear him grunt in pain or lust I couldn't tell, all I cared for was whatever this was. if you continue he will die. What? It took me a moment to understand the words she said to me. My eye opened and I released him and the moment I did I felt my back hit the floor and his body pressed down on me. I could see a look in his blue eyes that I couldn't describe. All I knew was that this look made me feel like he was going to devour me just like I almost did to him. He ran his tongue up the side of my neck making a shiver run down my spine he's tongue was so warm. The moment he bite down on my neck I grabbed a fist of his hair the pain was amazing, was this how if felt when I bite him I asked myself. After the pain was gone my body waited excitedly for what he was going to to do next. He pressed his lips against mine. It started out soft then with time our kissing became rough and uncontrolled. Open your mouth. I heard a voice in my head say but it wasn't the voice from before this voice sounded like Grimmjow.

But how was that possible, he pressed his body harder against mine I could feel something warm and hard press against my lower half. I let out a small moan. He pressed it against me again which caused me to moan louder parting my lips. His tongue slipped in and began ravaged the inside of my mouth. I could feel it touch every part of it I moved my tongue as well it was like we were fighting for dominance. He pulled my thigh over his hip and began to grind against me and I felt myself doing the same. Ravage in the moment. I could hear the women again and I obeyed. Suddenly I could feel something pouring out of me was he absorbing my spiritual power as well? Did I even have any? these thoughts popped into my mind but then was quickly forgotten as I began to lose myself to the pleasure of this moment.