You were comming back from the maze, out of breath and in need of water. You collapsed on the ground, breathing heavily. Newt ran up to you with a bottle of water in his hand.
" Hey y/n.. You find anything new?" he asked hopefully.
" Nope, not a shucking thing." you breathed, taking greatful gulps of water.
"Bloody hell." he muttered. You looked up at him, a pang of sadness hit your chest.
" We're never getting out of here are we?" you asked.
" Now don't get all shuckfaced about it. We'll find a way out. There has to be a way out." he said, helping you up.
" I'm not! I'm just worried... that's all." you said, defensively.
Newt sighed, " I know, I'm worried too, which is why we need to keep going out there."
"Newt! Y/N! Frypan just made some of his famous chili! You two klunk heads may wanna come get some before it's all gone!" Ben called.
" Dude I'm starving." you said smiling.
" Then lets get you fed." Newt said, going towards the scent of Frypan's famous chili.
You two ate talking with everyone about your run with Minho and what it was like for you to face your daily griever.
"This one was narly, it almost got Minho." You said, taking a bite of chili.
" Yeah tell me about it." Minho said rolling his eyes.
Everyone laughed. Except for Newt. Who was standing against the wall, staring at you.
You looked up at him just in time to see him leave. You excused yourself and began to go after him.
" Don't expect your chili to still be here!" Minho called after you. You looked back at him and made a face before running to see what Newt was doing.
Newt was sitting next to a large tree, staring up at the stars.
" Newt?" You asked, walking up to him.
" You know, It's not fair. I used to be one of the best runners there ever were." he said softly.
" I know.. It stinks like a pile of klunk. We really miss you out there Newt. I.. miss you." you said, sitting next to him.
Newt looked at you, his blue eyes reflecting the moonlight.
" I miss you too." he said,a weak smile playing at his lips. You layed your head on his shoulder, taking his hand.
" We're going to get out of here.. someday. I don't know when, but hopefully it's soon." You said softly.
" I bloody hope so, I want to get away from here." Newt said, sighing. You kissed his cheek.
" I promise I'll find a way out of here." you whisper.
-months later Newts Pos-
I walked to the graveyard where y/n layed. She was attacked by a griever right before the greenie, Thomas came. I layed a single flower next to her grave, tears filling my eyes.
" There's a newbie now, y/n." I said, sniffling. " Yeah, bloody bonehead went after Alby in the maze after dark."
Silence.
I wiped my tears, " I miss you y/n. I really do. We could use you right about now." I managed to choke out. I put a hand on her grave, a single tear fell onto the stone. " I have to go.. But I'll visit you tomorrow. I love you." I said, and began to walk away. I pulled myself together once more before stepping out into the open to face everyone.
" Hey Newt, you alright?" Chuck said, comming up to me.
" Yeah of course I'm alright slinthead. Get back to work." I said. But I wasn't I lost the only one I loved, the one that truely understood my pain. And I missed her.