Chapter 14 We're All Out of the Closet

A/N: Thank you for all your reviews. I love reading them. They truly make my day. THANK YOU FOR THE REVIEWS! I KNOW I HAVEN'T MENTIONED A THANK YOU IN A WHILE, BUT I JUST FORGET TO BECAUSE I WRITE THE AUTHOR'S NOTES AT THE END OF MY WRITING PROCESS. I am very GRATEFUL FOR THE REVIEWS! DON'T THINK FOR A SECOND THAT I'M NOT!

It has come to my attention that some of you out there still don't know whether or not I'm a male or female...the answer is...MALE! Lol.

I wrote part of this yesterday, but finished it today so it might not be as good as it could've been if I finished yesterday. Sorry I couldn't do that. I needed to get as much rest as I could last night. I woke up at 5am today and ran 9 miles! I know right? Marathon training….what did I get myself into? I came home and immediately passed out. ENJOY!

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Logan stood there in the alley in the middle of the night. Kendall was standing in front of him. "Kendall!" He tried approaching him, but with each step Kendall only looked at him with more disgust and anger. "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! YOU'RE DISGUSTING!" Logan pulled back slightly. "But w-why?" Kendall just spat at him. "You're disgusting!"

Logan turned around. There was someone standing behind him. It was hard to tell who it was. As the person drew near Logan began to see who it was." Adam. Wade. Adam. Wade. No, Adam. No, now he's Wade." The person just kept changing back and forth from Wade and Adam. Wade walked up to Logan smiling maliciously. Adam reached Logan. "It was me." Adam turned back into Wade. "And I'll do it again."

Logan ran for Kendall, but was quickly grabbed by Wade. Adam pulled him towards him. Logan grabbed onto Kendall's legs as he was being dragged."K-Kendall! Help me! Please!" Kendall just looked down and kicked away Logan's hands. "GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME! You're not pure. Disgusting. Damaged goods. Dirty. You belong with that dirtbag." Kendall looked up at Wade. "Go ahead you can have him. He's worthless to me now."

Logan began to sob as Adam dragged him away from Kendall. "KENDALL! PLEASE! I'M SORRY!"

Kendall walked into Logan's hospital room to find him tossing and turning in the bed. He was fighting with the covers, which were only entangling themselves around him more. He was about to wake him up when he heard something. "K-Kendall! Help me! Please! I'm sorry! Dirty. Not pure. Damaged." Kendall didn't have time to say think about what he just heard because Logan woke with a start.

"What? Kendall?" Kendall sat on his bed and hugged him tightly as Logan sobbed. "It's alright Logie. It was just a dream. Logan's sobs quieted and soon he was regretting letting himself crack like that in front of Kendall. "Do you wanna talk about it?" Logan knew it was a rhetoric question. Kendall was gonna get something out of him some way or another. "I just had a nightmare about what happened in the park."

Kendall nodded skeptically. He knew that wasn't all the dream was about, but he didn't want to pressure Logan too much. "Ok Logie. You know you can tell me anything right?" Logan leaned his back against Kendall's chest. He looked up at him and nodded. "Yeah. I know…Where is everybody else?" Kendall adjusted the bed so that he could sit up with Logan in between his legs. "They're still at home. My mom's gonna come pick us up in like an hour. I took the bus." Logan nodded. He tried adjusting himself a little and realized he was only wearing a hospital gown. He blushed and quickly grabbed the back of it to cover himself.

"Um- Kendall? You wouldn't happen to have brought any clothes did you?" Kendall smiled. He got off the bed and pickd up a paper bag. "Here. I brought your underwear, a shirt, and some sweatpants. I don't want you wearing skinny jeans with your leg still like that." Logan smiled gratefully. "Thanks. He pulled the covers over his bottom half and proceeded to dress. He hated being naked in front of other people. The covers were able to give him slight comfort.

Mrs. Knight came and collected Logan and Kendall an hour later. Logan had to use crutches because the doctor didn't want him putting weight on that leg yet. As she drove she kept glancing back at the two boys in the back seat. There was something different about the two of them. Obviously there was something different about Logan. He was shot and raped. But Kendall, there was something off about him. He sat in the backseat with Logan when the passenger seat was empty. She noticed they sat a bit closer too. And why did he go see Logan so early? Sure they were best friends, but even Carlos and James didn't go.

Logan and Kendall were sitting on Logan's bed. "Hey Logan? Can I ask you something?" Logan glanced at him curiously. "I wanna tell them." Logan smiled. "I thought you were gonna say something serious. Not that this isn't serious, but you know what I mean!" Kendall chuckled. "So you want to too?" Logan kissed Kendall. "Yes. They already know I'm gay. But the question is, are you ready for them to know that you're dating me? It's actually up to you." Kendall smiled. "Of course I'm ready. I wanna be able to kiss you in front of our family."

Mrs. Knight popped into the room. "Boys it's time for dinner." Kendall got up and helped Logan get a hold of his crutches. They all sat at the dinner table and began eating. "So how's your leg Logan?" Logan smiled. "Don't worry James. It's fine." Carlos turned to Logan. "So did they let you keep the bullet?" James smacked him. Logan chuckled. "No Carlos. They need to keep it for evidence." The rest of dinner was filled with small talk about Logan's leg and his forehead. He need to get new stitches because the wound completely opened again from how rough Wade was. It was back to square one, but this time with a shot leg.

After dinner Kendall and Mrs. Knight cleared the table. Kendall took his seat next to Logan as Mrs. Knight brought out dessert. Chocolate cake. She sat down and began cutting the cake. Logan was staring at the cake when Kendall cleared his throat, snapping him out of it. "I have something to tell you all."

He stood up and clasped Logan's hand. "Logan and I have been dating for the past month." No one spoke. They were all in shock. Katie was the first to speak. "Well, it's about time you guys told us. You've dated for a month without telling us? Sheesh!"

Kendall stared at her. "So you guys are ok with this?" James laughed. "Dude, the more gay friends I have the better! Now I can check it off my list twice." Logan laughed at that. Carlos stood up and hugged Kendall. He always was a hugger. "Kendall, like I told Logan, I don't care. We're brothers and nothing will change that."

Logan and Kendall turned to Mrs. Knight who still hadn't said anything yet. Logan began to blush at the fact that he was this woman's son's boyfriend. "Boys, you should have told us sooner. Kendall, if I was ok with Logan being gay, what makes you think I wouldn't be the same for you? Even if I wasn't ok with Logan, you are my son. I will always love you." Kendall smiled and kissed his mom on the cheek. She turned to Logan. "But I have one rule. You two need to keep your beds seperated."

Katie scoffed. "Like that'll stop 'em." Logan blushed even deeper. Kendall was quick to defend Logan's honor. "Katie! Don't worry mom. We're taking things slow." Everyone laughed and presumed with dessert.

Logan was reading in his room while Kendall was showering. He put the book down when Mrs. Knight walked through the open door. "Hey Mama Knight." Mrs. Knight smiled. "Hey Logan. I'm glad you two decided to tell us you were dating." Logan blushed as he realized where this was going. "You don't have to worry. We really are taking things slow. Kendall's putting up with it for my sake."

Mrs. Knight nodded knowingly. "So does that mean you told him?" Logan frowned. "No I haven't. Could you please not tell him?" Mrs. Knight sat down next to him. "Honey, you can't keep this from them forever." Logan looked down at his hands and began playing with the hem of his shirt. "But why not, Mama Knight?" Logan knew the answer, but he wanted Mrs. Knight to seal the deal. "Because Logan, if you don't tell your family, how are you going to deal with it? And think about Kendall. Relationships are based on trust, honey." Logan felt tears sliding down his face as he looked up at Mrs. Knight. "But what if he hates me? I know he will. He wasn't my first. He will never get that opportunity. I don't deserve him. I'm not pure. Dirty. Disgusting. Damaged goods."

Mrs. Knight hugged him tightly. "You can't think like that Logan. He won't hate you. It wasn't your fault. You were robbed of that, but Kendall will understand. I know my son." Logan sniffled. "A-alright. I'll tell him, but not yet. I need time." That was good enough for Mrs. Knight. She squeezed him a little tighter before letting go. "Now cheer up. How about another slice of that cake before you go to bed?" Logan nodded vigorously through his tears at the sound of another slice of chocolate cake. "Don't tell the others though." Logan gave Mrs. Knight his signature half frown, half smile. "I won't if you won't…yet."

A/N: Well I personally liked this chapter. It was angsty at the beginning, funny/angsty in the middle, angsty near the end, and happy at the end.

Is anyone else craving chocolate cake? Or maybe some apple pie with ice cream. :)

Well this is it for now. It's Halloween night so I'm probably gonna go take my little brother trick-or-treating, cuz my friends are HORRIBLY UNORGANIZED PLANNERS! ;)

Be SAFE! HAVE FUN! PARTY, TRICK-OR-TREAT, READ, REVIEW! Lol :)