A/N : I already explained myself earlier , so enjoy .
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Chapter 13 : Turmoil's
SPOV
I was the first to get up out of bed , I shot a disgusting and hurtful look at the man - no the boy sleeping soundly in his bed . He still had a long way to go , but his long way on my path was cut . After he promised me that nothing would happen with Carly , he had the audacity to do what he's done .
The sight of him just disgusted me to my soul . Those parts that couldn't be reached was still filled with feelings for him , I loved him just that bitch was keeping me from keeping my love from drifting apart . I moved the matted hair out of my eyes and looked at the clock , 10:30 ? Seriously ? Huffing at the distress of how many times his phone rang this morning , bet it was Carly I thought . Deciding to let things roll on before I sprang to fast , I pondered who took the initiative between the two .
Walking back over to where he was sleeping , I looked at his peaceful resting position . I eased up a bit and gave him a slight smile , I felt stupid because he could even see me right now at this moment .
Pushing him onto his back , I raised one leg over him and straddled his waist . I could feel his erection poking my leg , I wanted to please him one last time , just to show how much I really loved him .
After planting a soft kiss on his lips , I opened my mouth and sucked softly on his neck . " Mm " he groaned , I looked up to see if he was still sleeping ; still knocked out like a meathead at a frat party I thought . I unlatched my mouth from his neck , it was a slight red blotch where I had sucked . Not red enough I thought , latching my mouth back onto his neck ; I sucked as hard as I could .
He moaned this time , and squirmed more . I held him down firmly in between my legs , restricting him from sliding off the bed . I unlatched my mouth again and looked , another red blotch covered the spot where I had sucked . This one was darker then the one I had left before , I smiled triumphantly .
" Just one more . " I said , leaning back in for my assault on his neck . I opened my mouth again and licked the spot I was going to suck on . I latched my lips on his neck and sucked , I felt his knee rise and rub against my crotch .
" Mmph ! " I bit down hard , stifling the moan . " Ow ! " Freddie said shooting up into a sitting position throwing me onto my ass on the floor .
" Ayee . " I said rubbing my side in pain . " What the fuck dork ? " I hissed . He shot a confused glare at me then flung a pillow directly in my direction . It hit me directly in my face , knocking me onto my back .
" I thought I was being raped . " He said smugly , I sat up and flung a pillow back in his direction , he shifted over to dodge it . " And you liked it , you were moaning and such . " I shot a dirty grin in his direction , he flushed red and got up . " Shut up . " He said , darting into the bathroom and shutting the door quickly behind him .
I smiled at his response , little did he know that it was a turmoil boiling up inside of me . My mind was at war with my heart .
FPOV
After the calm and non sexual shower I had . I quickly got dressed , I wanted to take Sam out today ; cause I felt bad about what I did , the guilt was stabbing me in the chest .
" Where you wanna go ? " I said . I grabbed my jacket and slung it on quickly , it was unusually chilly outside today . " Hm ? " She raised her eyebrow , the gears in her head turning for a response . " Keep thinking while were on our way downstairs , okay ? " She nodded then punched me in my stomach when I shot her a dumbfounded look .
We stepped outside of my apartment door , I turned around to lock it , Sam leaned against the wall facing Carly's door . The sound of her door alerted me , I turned around to see Griffin stepping out and closing the door behind him . He looked at Sam then grinned hard at her , I turned around fully and glared at him . Sam scoffed , I cleared my throat to assure nothing was going to happen . Griffin looked at me , his grin slightly fading away . I raised my eyebrow , questioning his authority . He coughed into his sleeve and walked down the hall , towards his apartment shooting a glance in our direction before shutting his door .
" He smells like sex . " I said not looking Sam directly in her eyes . " I know . " Sam hissed , I flinched at the sudden response . " You thin- ? " " Yes , she probably did it . " Sam seemed like she didn't care at all . I felt disgusted by Carly , she really was trying to keep me from Sam , I closed my eyes and huffed how I let my penis block what I was supposed to really see .
A sharp elbow in my side made me jolt back from my regretful thoughts . " Lets go . " Sam said , starting ahead of me . " Wait up ! " I trotted to keep up with her .
I sighed at the fact that I was messing up what I had right in front of me .
SPOV
" Wait , stop ! " I screamed as Freddie kept nudging me more and more towards the middle of the frozen obstacle I had to skate over . " Come on you got it . " He said , I could practically smell the humorous sarcasm in his voice . I spun around and punched him , sending me slipping and falling onto my ass .
" Ow , ow , ow . " I rubbed my hip to soothe the throbbing pain in my side . " Told you . " He stifled a laugh , my face flushed deep red . I furrowed my eyebrows and scoffed . " Help me up ! The ice is soaking my leggings ! " I pleaded , he glided over to where I was and pulled me up with a huge smile on his face . I grabbed him by his jacket and yanked him towards me . " What are you laughing at hm ? " I imagined firing laser's out of my eyes into his face , melting it away . He puckered his lips to hide a laugh , then burst out laughing again . I huffed and pushed him away causing me to yet fall on my ass again . The laughs of another couple skating by made me flush red in embarrassment .
" I got you . " He coughed out the rest of his laugh and grabbed me by my arms . Lifting me up and checking again to make sure I was steady , he pushed me back towards the barrier through the mass of people that were gliding past us at calming speeds . I balanced myself out so he could push me , " Go slow or I swear I wil- . " " Or what ? " He whispered softly into my ear , which caused me to shudder uncontrollably . " I'm not afraid of you as much as I used to be Samantha , you know that . " I could feel his hot breath on my neck , he softly bit my ear and pulled me close to him . " Ah . " I stifled the moan that tried to escape my mouth .
He pulled me closer as we covered the distance slowly between us and the barrier , avoiding other people who were gliding at their own pace , shooting us dirty looks as they rode by . " Not here nub . " I panted , he really did know me well , but I also knew him well . I jabbed him in his rib's softly to get him to ease up a bit , he backed up and glided beside me . " Well ? " He said with a smirk on his face . The only response I could give him was a jab to his stomach .
FPOV
The rest of the day was enjoyable , Samantha loved each and every attempt I tried to 'make a move' . Something I failed miserably at , it ached less and less each and every time she laughed or gave me a cheesy grin at my attempts .
The sun was making its progress towards the horizon rapidly , before we knew it , it was already getting dark . After a day of what Samantha considered fun , we decided it was time to go home .
The car ride was just enjoyable as the day was . " Drive me home . " Sam had said , I looked over in her direction and raised an eyebrow . " You sure ? " I questioned why she wanted me to take her to her place tonight . " I just want to enjoy my bed , cause I miss it . " She leaned over towards my face , I drifted my eyes back to the road to avoid crashing . " Though your bed is better . " She whispered this time adding a stroke up my thigh for emphasis . I swallowed hard and nodded , resisting being seduced isn't my A game you know . I wiped my face with my hand and ruffled my hair , Sam sat back and snickered , sensing the spell she put on me .
I staid silent for the rest of the ride , I could feel the accomplishment vibrating off of the girl sitting next to me . It was jabbing my pride with a sharp , hot stick .
We pulled up to the dusty path that led to Sam's place . " Were here . " I said while putting the gear into neutral . I looked over at Sam to see her looking at me , smiling softly . I shed an uneasy grin and sighed . " What ? " I asked , she fluttered her eyelashes and huffed . " Nothing , its time to go that's all . " She leaned in over the shift , towards me . I closed my eyes and leaned in slowly , expecting a great kiss .
Opening my eyes to find her finger on my lip . " Time to go . " She got out of the car and shut the door swiftly behind her . I watched as she took a graceful walk down the path , towards her trailer shooting a glance at me before she went in that made my heart feel like it was on a swing .
I sighed and pulled off as quickly as we had got here .
I needed rest , and some time to find a way to explain what I had done .
A/N : Mega short chapter , sorry about that . Uh first I need some like corrective info , I know Sam's eyes are blue but in some episodes she isn't wearing contacts so its just Jennette's regular eye color ? Cause I know she has Grey eyes , and in the earlier episodes Sam's eyes were Blue now they are Grey . And check out the other half's SEDDIE story ( And NO drama is going to happen in the story yet , though I have some plans for Carly and Sam . Also if you noticed its August 13 in the story , I don't know how the weather usually is in Seattle only in ALL parts of NYC , Florida , California , and Toronto so excuse me if I made something sound wrong .
And review , not only my story but my other half's . Happy thanksgiving btw , Eat , Sleep , and Be lazy all day .