A/N This is writer two here (A.K.A. Two) been a while since we've had Kat's POV so here it goes. Hope y'all enjoy!
Disclaimer: we do not own divergent
***Kat's POV***
****FLASHBACK****
I close my eyes, I can't watch. 'He betrayed you' my mind yells at me, 'But I think I love him' I tell myself. Sure we've only known each other for a few days, but every time I'm around him I get butterflies in my stomach, and every time we touch a pulse of electricity runs through me. It's like it was meant to be, we were meant to be.
'Stop thinking like that Kat' I mentally yell 'He betrayed you, this was his plan all along, use you, get close to you, then stab you in the back when you least expect it."
'Jared wouldn't do that... would he?' I think to myself.
I hear Jared's sobs, its killing me inside. I need to get out of here, I can't do this, each sob rings through my ears, and I can feel my heart breaking inside my chest.
'He betrayed you', it takes all of my might not to scream at Jay and Alex telling them to stop. The only thing that keeps me from doing so is the thought that Jared, my Jared, who told me he loved me, was going to betray me. Get me killed. 'How can he do this to me?' I think to myself.
The door handle rattles, Jay and Alex take off, I quickly follow suit, leaving Jared bleeding out on the floor.
****END OF FLASHBACK****
The scene keeps replaying in my mind, haunting my every thought. He betrayed me, he was going to tell about my divergence, he knew I would be killed, and he didn't even care. Did he ever care? He's all I can think about, he told me he loved me, and I believed him. How stupid of me, should have never believed him, should have never let him hold my hand, should have never trusted him. Then maybe this whole thing would have never happened.
I can't blame myself, he was at fault not me, he's the traitor, he was going to get me 's nothing but a traitor I tell myself. Forget about him he's nothing but a selfish son of a bitch. I wish we would have never met.
I go for a walk by the chasm, where I can get away from anything that reminds me of Jared, we never came here together except for when Matt gave us the tour of the compound. Damn, everything reminds me of him. I need to get over him! I just want to stop hurting. I want to stop the pain that courses through me every time I think of him.
Jay is my only other friend so I set out to find him. I really need someone to talk to, and Jay seems like my best option as of now, Jared was going to betray him to after all.
Once I find Jay we walk to the chasm together. It's the only place I can think of where we can be alone to talk. Once we make it to the chasm I can't help it, I can't stop the tears anymore. They come rushing down my face, I can't stop now. I tell him everything. Something about Jay being around is comforting to me, and I feel like I can trust him.
I tell him about how hurt I was that Jared betrayed me, and how it hurt to know that he knew I would die if he told anyone, but he was going to tell anyway, and the fact that he didn't even seem to care about what would happen to me, hurt the most. I told him about how I miss Jared, but at the same time I hate myself for missing him.
He had the words to make me feel better, and the arms to comfort me. He told me that Jared would be stupid to throw away what he had. And any guy would be lucky to have me.
I hug Jay, and as his arms embrace me I feel safe, like I never have to worry about Jared hurting me again. Like I never have to worry about anyone ever hurting me again. And as I look up into Jay's bright blue eyes, everything feels so right, more right than it ever did with Jared, next thing I know he kisses me, and I kiss him back.
A/N Hope y'all liked this chapter!