I can see, I can still find
you're the only voice my heart can recognize
But I can't hear you now, yeah
And how can I pretend to never
know you like it was all a dream? No
I know I'll never forget the way I always felt
with you beside me, yeah
I'll never be the same I'm caught inside
the memories of promises of yesterdays

~ Never be the same: Red

Alec's POV

I was sitting on the couch watching the party. Normally I would be upstairs reading a book. I never liked parties, it never felt like I belonged. But for some reason I couldn't bring my self to leave. I watched Anna and Renesmee laughing while playing a dancing game called DDR. I looked at my pale hands and sighed. I wanted so desperately to go up there and kiss her, hold her, and be with her. But I couldn't. That's why I was such an ass to her. I had to make her hate me so she wouldn't fall for me. It wasn't her fault her dad died it was my fault.

Adrian sat down next to me. The smell of his cigaret was strong and I stopped breathing and only moved my stomach at the appropriate time.

"So your Alec, huh?" He asked I nodded and watched them all play tug a war. It actually looked fun. " Anna told me about you. Dude she hates your guts," I smiled. Yep she does. And that's a good thing. A small voice in the back of my head said. But I couldn't bring my self to believe it.

"Well the feelings mutual," I said coldly. He cocked his head at me.

"Why? She's a great girl," Great he's come to lecture me on my wrong doings. Blah, blah, blah. Wow he sounds like my mother. Who was a great lady but always gave lectures that you didn't want, because than you felt bad. Which I couldn't afford right now.

"She is a selfish, all about me girl, She is an annoying brat. Is that a good enough reason for you?" I asked coldly. He glared at me.

"She is a great girl who has been through enough and if you do anything to hurt her I will hurt you," He said coldly and walked away. I watched him go. Why was he defending a girl he just met? It definitely wasn't in a big brother way, Jake's eyes never let up when he talked about Anna only with Renesmee. I closed my eyes. Of course he likes her. Well I guess there's only one thing to do. I have to get Adrian and Anna together. Even if it kills me.

"Come on Anna you've been single for too long," I looked up and saw a 4'9' girl with short blonde hair talking to Anna and Nessie. Anna folded her arms and looked around the room, obviously not liking where the conversation was going. Nessie smiled at Olivia.

"Olivia I don't think that's none of our business," Olivia put her hands on her waist.

"Don't you want Anna to be happy, like you are with Jake?" Nessie looked at Anna and then down at the floor.

"Of course but not all of us can find the perfect guy, sometimes it takes time,"

"Which is exactly why she needs to go out some guys now so she knows what she wants in a guy," Anna's eyes rested on me. I swear if my heart was still beating it would have gone faster. She looked so beautiful today. Her long brown hair that stopped past her shoulders had soft curls in them and her blue shirt looked good with her tan skin. I forced myself to glare at her, and she glared back and looked back at Olivia.

"Olivia," Anna said and I looked at her in time to make her command. "I really wish you could stop," Olivia smiled.

"Okay, Hey did you guys did-" I wasn't listening any more. Olivia was too presistant, she would never have gave up that easily. Which meant that Anna had a gift, a strong one at that. She could control people if she wanted to. Imagine how it would be if she was turned. No I couldn't let that happen. But Olivia gave me an idea. When Olivia walked away I walked up to her and smiled.

"Hey Olivia I heard that Adrian likes Anna," I forced myself to say.

"Really? Oh they'd be so cute together," She said as her eyes lit up.

"And Anna might like him too," I forced myself to say. I walked away. And knew it wouldn't be to long, for Olivia to get them together. I also knew it wouldn't be too long before I saw them together. Looks like I will have to find something else to do. And try to forget about her.

A/N: Okay so I made an Alec POV because he wouldn't stop nagging me about it in my head. So voila! Okay so I had this idea. You guys can ask me one question that I have to answer truthfully. And it doesn't have to be right now you can ask me one question through out the rest of the story but one question only so choose carefully. ENJOY!!

Questions I would love to see answered in the reviews as the story goes on. I know theres not a lot to answer but if you can answer one please do so: (will be put at the end of every ch.

Who's your favorite character?

Who do you think Anna will fall for? (vampires, Werewolf, or Human?)

Which member of the Volturi do you think will find out that she knows about them first?

Who would you like to see more of?

What do you think will happen on the Volturi's first day at school? (Answer this cause it will be in the next chapter. And tell me I'm really curious.)

NEW QUESTION: What do you think of The possibility of Anna and Adrian being together?

NE QUESTION: What do you think of Alec letting the two of them being together even though he loves her?

You guys deffinatley have to listen to Never be the Same by Red. Its an amazing song. One of my favroites