Sleep was so close, yet the slamming open of the door drove it away quickly. I jumped slightly, feeling Tai's arm tighten around me. Kari walked over to us, holding the phone by her side. Tai and I gave her questioning looks. "Um.. Sora, your mom called. She sounded really upset and worried. She has been driving around all of Odaiba trying to find you. She called but I told her you weren't here. I'm not sure if that was the right thing to do but, I didn't want her to know if you didn't want her to." Kari whispered nervously. I sighed, leaning on my elbows, staring down at the pillow.
Is my mom really worried about me? Why would she be out there looking for me if she wasn't a little bit concerned. Or maybe she is just looking for me so she can dump me with my dad. He was coming to get me when I left. Whatever it is, I have to find out. I turned to Kari and smiled. "Thank you for covering for me Kari. It means a lot. You should head to bed. It is really late." She nodded her head, walking out of the bedroom. I sat up straight, holding my crest in my hand. It was radiating warmth, glowing a faint red. I could feel the crest pulse in rhythm with my heart beat. In a way, it calmed my nerves. Giving me hope that maybe, just maybe, my mom loves me. "Tai.. I have to go. Shr might need me." I said, barely above a whisper. He sat up next to me, lacing his arms around my waist, allowing me to lean my back against his chest.
Tai rested his chin on my shoulder, taking a deep breath. "I'll go with you." I shook me head. Kari needs him here. "Why not? Myotismon is out there, he could hurt you. Or even worse, kill you. Biyomon can't hold him off by herself even as Garudamon. You saw what happened to Matt and T.K. I won't let that happen to you. Sora, I just care about you too much to take that risk. Can't you go in the morning? When people are actually there so he might not be as tempted to attack you? Or I can call your mom back and she can pick you up in the morning. I won't let you leave alone." His grip around my waist tightened.
My hand made its way to his cheek, caressing it softly. "Tai, I know you're worried but.. there is a chance that my mom wants me to come home. A chance that she might actually forgive me for being a terrible daughter. I can't make her wait any longer. But I won't drag you into this. Which is why you're staying here with Kari." He opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off. "She is still pretty shaken up from that news report. She is scared and needs you here. Tai, Kari is more important than me. It isn't that far of a walk anyway. I've done it a million times before. I will be fine. Biyomon will protect me. She has fended him off before, she can do it again if need be."
"That was before a giant vampire Digimon was rampaging the city, trying to kill any of the Digidestined. At least take Agumon with you. He might be able to help. I just don't want anything bad to-" My lips silenced him, connecting to his gently. I pulled away, running my fingers through his hair.
"Agumon is staying here. Without you, he can't digivolve. And without him, you are complecey defenseless. What if Myotismon attacked you and Kari? No, he is staying with you, and you are staying here. I'll call you tomorrow, and we can meet everyone else. We have to figure out our next move before civilians get hurt by Myotismon's henchmen." I pried myself from his grasp, pulling on a pair of shorts and a sweatshirt. I grabbed my things and let Tai walk me to the door.
He opened the door, but before I could even step out, his arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me into his chest. His bare chest was warm, comforting my goosebumped covered arms. Not that I had them because I was cold. More like I was practically shaking out of my skin from nerves. What if it is just wishful thinking. Is it really worth it? Well.. I guess I'll find out soon enough.
My head rested on Tai's chest while his chin rested on the top of my head. I could feel his heart beat against mine, creating an unsteady rhythm. One last time, I squeezed his slightly, never wanting to let go. "I will see you tomorrow. I'll be fine. Try and get some sleep." I could feel him nod against my head. "Tell Kari I said goodnight as well." No response. I pulled away, looking at his eyes. They held concern but prickled with anger. I sighed deeply, removing myself from his grasp, making my way to the door, Biyomon right behind me. Not two seconds after taking a step outside, I felt empty. The door had not closed yet, so I whipped around, calling Tai's name somewhat urgently. He cocked his eyebrow. I leaned upward, my lips connecting with his every so lightly, waiting to see if it was the right move. After all, I'm still kinda new to all of this..
Confidence surged through me as he pushed down slightly, adding more force. We both pulled away, a small smile forming on our lips. "Please, be careful.." He whispered. I nodded my head and turned to walk when his hand grabbed my elbow. My head turned to meet his. "I love you, Sora." He said sheepishly, his cheeks growing pink. It warmed my heart, surging tingles through my body each time he says it.
"Same to you, lyubov moya." I whispered. He cocked an eyebrow, obviously confused by what I said. "It means 'my love' in Russian." He smiled and kissed my cheek softly. His hand released my elbow and I began walking towards the stairs. The streetlights gave off just enough light so that I could see where my feet were landing as I walked. Although the dense fog was making it extremely hard to see more than a few feet in front of me.
Biyomon stayed close to me as we walked, sometimes latching to my leg when a dog barked or when there was a mysterious sound. Not being able to see 5 feet in front of me wasn't helping the situation. There was a loud crack somewhere off in the distance. Biyomon yelped, jumping into my arms. I just barely caught her. Another loud could be heared. It is coming from where I came.. I wonder what it coulde-
"Sora?" I turned. Matt stood infront of me, a cut apparent on his lip and cheek. His clothes had tears on them. Tsunomon slept in Matt's arms, probably exhausted. "Sora.. Im so so-"
"Ohh gods! Are you okay?" I asked jogging over to him, placing Biyomon down. "This.. this is my fault.. You wouldn't have gotten in this trouble if it was not for me." I held my stomach, feeling guilt. Matt took a step towards me. Biyomon stood infront of me protectively, causing Matt to stop in his tracks. A sigh left his mouth.
"Biyo, I'm not going to hurt her. I never should have before. I did something terribly wrong and I have to live with it for the rest of my life. After I slapped you, I realized how hideous of a person I had become. I never should have put my hands on you. Not at the park, not ever. I had lost all sight of my crest. Even when I faught with Tai, I knew we would make up because we were that good of friends. But when he admitted to me that he had a thing for you.. I got so angry at him. And at you. Then, my crest mean't nothing. I had a hard time seeing him as my friend. And then I met Gotsumon and Pumpkinmon. They reminded me of Tai and me. Best friends, partners in crime. So when Myotismon ordered them to attack T.K. and me, they refused.. It showed me that they knew what Myotismon wanted was wrong. I felt a sort of 'connection' with them. When Myotismon destroyed them, I felt like I was losing two friends and my crest began to glow, allowing Garurumon to digivolve. Once Myotismon disappeared, I finally felt one again with my crest. Thats why I came here.. to apologize. Your mom called my house so I figured you'd be out here somewhere. I don't know if you can ever forgive me for what I've done to hurt you, and quite frankly, I don't blame you if you don't, but I just have to say that I truly am sorry. Sorry for hurting you, sorry for putting you down, sorry for making you think you were anything less than perfect. Because you are perfect. I just want you to live up to your true potential. I am so utterly sorry. Sora, can you ever forg-" I cut him off, wrapping my arms around his neck, careful not to crash into Tsunomon. My head rested on his shoulder.
I believe him. His apology is from the heart. I can understand where his hatred in coming from. I felt hatred towards my mother. Now I just want to make sure she is alright. In a way, our difficulties are similar. So I can forgive him. He was blinded by hate, much like I was. But he was able to break free and realize his wrongs. That is where he is better. Anyone who can realize their own faults and confess, is truly brave. "I forgive you, Matt. You need not say more. I am just glad we can be friends again. What matters is that you owned up to everything. You're a better person than you think you are. Please, don't forget that. But you should head home. Tsunomon looks exhausted. Another run in from Myotismon won't be good for him." I took a step back from him. He wore a look of awe.
"I was terrible to you Sora. How can you forgive me so easily? Scream at me! Hit me! Do something!" He seemed distressed.
My smile was weary. "I did do something. I forgave you. Just accept it." I chuckled softly. He sighed, but smiled softly.
"Thank you Sora.. For everything. You've helped me truly understand why I was chosen for the Crest of Friendship. I can't even begin to thank you enough." I nodded my head, happy that Matt has finally found his way. "I could walk you home if you want. You never know when Myotismon could attack." He offered.
I shook me head. "No, I'll be fine. Tsunomon needs food and rest. Take care of him. Biyomon and I will be fine. But thank you." I said softly. He nodded, and began walking towards his dad's house. The rest of the walk home was quiet. Biyomon stayed cautious the whole way, but once again, I was somewhat distracted by a nagging pain in my stomach. The same thing happened when Matt was in trouble.. I hope it is nothing bad..
By the time I walked into the house, my mother was putting her car keys on the key holder. Biyomon was waiting outside my window. When I closed the door, my mom whipped around to face me. For a moment, it seemed like she was about to hug me, yet she stopped hesitently. Instead she crossed her arms, the look of worry still in her eyes. They were puffy and red. Tears stained her flushed cheeks. "Where have you been young lady?" There was a hint of anger in her voice.
Was I wrong about her intentions..? Was it all just a false hope that maybe my mother actually cared about me? "I am speaking to you Sora. Answer me!" Probably.
"I left. Just like you told me to. Where I was is none of your business, considering I'm barely your daughter. Why did you come looking for me anyway? I was told to leave, so why did you bother finding me?"
Instead of hearing something like 'You're my daughter and I couldn't stand losing you.' I heard, "I was looking for you so I could bring you home and tell you something important." I gave her a questioning look. As she spoke, her eyes watered and her voice was incredibly shaky. "Sora.. there has been a tragic accident. Y-your father got in a car crash on his way here to pick you up. It was instant death. Sora, your father is dead."
Alright, so weird twist at the ending. Just thought it would make the story more interesting in my opinion. Anyway, hoped everyone liked it. -A