Shortly after Jayne fell asleep I did too, albeit not into an easy slumber. I awoke suddenly in the middle of the night, unsure of what had woken me up. Then I looked at Jayne, curled up on her side. Her breathing was erratic and she was saying my name, softly but still with distress. I quickly realised she was having a bad dream and I shook her awake.
"Jayne, Jayne sweetheart…wake up"
She woke up with a start, half sitting up.
"Chris" she gasped, reaching out for me.
"I'm here…" I say, siting up and pulling her into my arms.
"I was looking for you….., waiting for you to come, but you didn't, you weren't there"
"In the dream?"
"Yeah, I kept looking for you…I couldn't find you. It was horrible"
I held her close as she shuddered at the thought.
"I'm here, I'm here now Jayne"
"Promise" she said in a shaky voice.
"Yes I promise….I had the same feelings earlier"
She pulled back and looked at me with confusion.
"I don't understand, I felt lost in the dream….when did you feel lost?"
"At the rink, after you left….you went to be with Phil and I didn't know if you were coming back to me…I kept looking over my shoulder for you…but you didn't come...and then.."
"And then you found me on your doorstep" she said with a wry smile.
"I liked that"
"You liked me sitting there, wet through and miserable?"
"No. Just you being there. It was like you were coming back to me"
"We're pretty useless on our own aren't we?"
"Yeah"
I pulled her back into my arms and kissed her softly.
"It's always better together isn't it?" Her forehead creased, like it did when she was thinking of something. "I think that's a song"
"I'll bear it in mind"
We were quiet for a moment until Jayne spoke.
"Do you think they knew?
"Who?"
"Jill and Phil, do you think they knew that they were on…..borrowed time? Do you think they always knew we would end up with each other eventually, and they were just hanging on until it happened?"
I thought for a minute.
"Well…..Phil doesn't know that we're together, and with Jill..it just ended up not working, and that wasn't just down to you"
"But what if she had made you choose, like Phil has done with me" Jayne pressed.
"Well, she did in the end really, and I chose you"
"And I chose you" she said in a half whisper.
"I love you" I said, before she moved into me and kissed me, sliding her hands up under my t-shirt. She tried to intensify the kiss and move her hands down south, but I stopped her.
"Jayne, don't" I say, pushing her hands away.
"What?" she said, taking her hands away from mine. "I came here, and chose you and now…" her voice broke. "And now…you're rejecting me?"
"No, no" I quickly said, trying to reassure her. I tried to take her hands back, but she wouldn't let me.
"Jayne. No" I forcibly take her hands back, despite her protests.
"No" I say, gently. "I just don't think you're in the right frame of mind for this."
"No. I need you Chris." Her voice shows assured. "I need you to show me how much you love me"
"As long as you're sure?"
She reaches down and grasps my cock in her slight hands, making me groan as it stiffens.
"I'm sure….are you"
"Oh, Jayne…."
The rest of the sentence is lost as I move down and give her the kiss she was craving, our tongues meeting in perfect unison, and I move my hand down to her she breathes sharply as I cup her and move my fingers into her.
"Oh Chris" she breathes, gently rocking against my fingers. I can tell that she doesn't want to prolong the pleasure, so I move my thumb against her enlarged clitoris and rub her gently until she's gasping my name and clenching around my fingers. As she comes down from her high she places her hands around my cock and moves them up and down gently, making my breath erratic.
"Now Chris" she says, moving herself so she's on top of me. She guides me into her and it takes all of my self-control not to explode inside of her. She starts rocking on me, gently at first, to build the sensations. I can barely open my eyes, overwhelmed with pleasure, I know I won't last long so I move my fingers down to her clitoris. She gives an immediate reaction, throwing her head back and calling out my name. The sight and feel of her all around me proves to much and, just as she clenches around me I come too, gasping her name repeating as the pleasure overtakes my body.
She collapses onto my chest, her skin sheening from the sweat and her breath quick. "Wow. Everything's better when we're together"
I laugh at her words and kiss her forehead.
"That's because I love you"