Hello, I'm the Lady of Gaia and I rather liked the last chapter, about you?

Last time, Katsu saved Kagome from a slumber of never cold and ice. He learns that Kagome had been poisoned before being taken away from his palace and that it was his mate, who planned it all.

The future looks cloud for Sesshomaru's mother, will Katsu allow her to stay or will she be forced to leave because of the betrayal? If she is…then how will Katsu's relationship with his son fair with the loss of his mother?

To live is to be in never-ending chaos…so what kind of chaos will Katsu and Kagome face, as well they be able to face it together?

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Chapter 14: Dreams and letting go

Katsu sat at Kagome's bedside since the moment that he placed her on the futon. He stared at the garden outside her room, hoping that Kagome would wake up soon. He longed to see her ocean blue eyes to look into his own golden ones again, the scene of the ice field still played in his mind as did the battle. The beauty of her body covered in the blue flames that protected her from Menomaru but they hadn't burn him like they did Menomaru. Mayumi and Naoko lied down on each side of her head, they refused to leave her side and hissed at anyone that tried to move them away from her, Katsu was happy that he chose such good pets for her.

"How is she?" Katsu glanced back to see Midoriko on the other side of Kagome, he glared at her, knowing that she wasn't a threat to Kagome did not calm his nerves. He refused to allow anything to touch Kagome again, "What do you want?"

"To simply see to Kagome's health myself…where did you find her?" Midoriko asked, wondering what happened two days ago…she regretted being forced to leave the battlefield but was thankful that Kagome and her unborn child were alright of the hardship. "I didn't," Katsu replied. Midoriko's head snapped up at his words…she didn't understand what he meant. "What do you mean?" she asked, knowing it was impossible for a Celestial Maiden to escape from the ice crystal without the aid of another being…and even if it was possible the drain of power would likely leave that Celestial Maiden in a comas for a few months if not years.

"Kagome escaped and aided me on the battlefield, after we had defeated the enemy; she sealed them away with my fang before collapsing." Katsu said as he turned to look at the Celestial Maiden, the look of total shock on her face concerned him greatly. Midoriko stared at Kagome, wondering how much power coursed within her and how dangerous she would be in the future as well as how dangerous her offspring would be too.

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Sesshomaru slowly got up from the ground, wanting to cut the old hag into a thousand pieces before eating her remains to lesser demons. He would never understand why she always did this to him, if it was dancing, it was slamming his face into the ground like his foolish brother and if it was one of those two…that it was that.

He shivered at the mere thought of it, feel the bile climb up his throat. He surpassed the memories, wanting to forget that hellish day that she did…that to him. But he would get his revenge for all that she had done to him since she met his father. Hearing a growl, Sesshomaru finally noticed Naoko standing in front of the cave enterance, bearing his fangs towards Sesshomaru with anger shining in his eyes.

"Move aside," Sesshomaru ordered the demon cat that ignored him. Sesshomaru glared at the demon cat for the disrespect in ignoring his order, he knew that Naoko listened only to his mistress, the old hag and to no one else since his father's passing. He always wondered why his father had gifted the old hag with the demon cats, Mayumi and Naoko, but then again, he also often wondered why his father had hated his perfect mother, but was so deeply fond of the old hag that he died for her and Inuyasha without a thought. It in raged him that his father had even welcomed death in order to save her from it, it in raged him that his mother lost her bloodthirsty nature after his death.

It in raged him that his father again had not thought of him before his passing, but his half-breed brother that was nothing but a thorn in his paw that he could not remove and his brother's mother, who was like an open wound that would not heal. Both gave him great pain, but neither the wound nor the thorn was going away anytime soon and he knew this.

Sesshomaru moved to attack when the old hag's voice heard his ears. "Sesshomaru, please hear me out.-" it was always odd how her voice that was so lovely and sweet could calm any demon (himself included…though he would never admit to anyone, except his mother maybe). "-I wish to revive your father but I need you and Inuyasha for it, but if Inuyasha were to see my face before he learns of my true name that it well be the cause of his death." Sesshomaru stared at the cave for a moment as her words shocked him…she would bring his father back from the dead, back of the pits of hell that held all the souls of dead demons.

"If you knew how to revive my father, then why now after so much time has passed? Why not two hundred years ago, when you had just given birth to my brother and my father had just died for you both?" Sesshomaru snarled at her, wanting the answers to the questions that she brought his mind.

"I was not allowed to do so at the time because of the timeline that needed to be followed. You forget, Lord of the West, that I am not merely the Queen of the Celestial Maidens but that I am also the Maiden of Time, I can't simply play with time as I will it." She replied without hesitation. She was angered that Sesshomaru simply thought that she had not revived his father all this time simply out of spite; he had no idea of the hurt that he had unleashed inside of her.

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Katsu watched the maids tend to Kagome as she slept. She was so beautiful in sleep but she was speechless with she opened those ocean blue eyes of hers and smiled that lovely smile at him. But he snapped out of his thoughts when the door to Kagome's room was slammed open to reveal one of the lords below him; Katsu saw the rage and disgust as well as the desire as the lord glanced at Kagome before looking at him.

"I see that the rumors are true after all. Great Lord, I must ask that you take one or more of my daughters into your harem; I wish to make my family's standing and loyalty to you clear to all and I cannot think of anything that would show it better." The minor Lord said, hoping that Katsu would take some of his daughters to his bed. The minor Lord's head was filled with the thoughts of the power that he would gain from his daughters going to the Lord of the West's bed. He may ever be gifted with the Lovely little Whore that slept between him and the Lord of the West. He normally would take nothing short of a virgin to his bed but the lovely Whore was too much to resist.

"I'm sorry but I have no desire or need to take your daughters or anyone else. You have wasted my time and your own, leave." The chill in Katsu's calm voice spoke of the warning that he was giving to the minor Lord. Katsu knew that the minor Lord wanted either the power that would come to him by his daughters being deflowered by a powerful Lord like himself or that he would want to trade a maiden in his keeping for use of his daughters' bodies.

Either way, it sickened Katsu that the minor Lord would care so little for his daughter that he would not ask him to marry his daughters first before asking that they could join his harem. Katsu held no desire to add to his harem when his mate would just kill any woman that parted her thighs for him, and in truth, since he had met Kagome; he felt no desire to enter the flower between a woman's thighs besides her own. His wild stallion ruled his heart and mind like no other had or ever would.

The minor Lord bowed and left, Katsu stood up and walked to Kagome. The maids parted to let their Master look and touch their Mistress, hoping that his touch would finally awaken her from the tight embrace of sleep.

But their hopes fell when their Mistress did not awaken like they hoped, though they were happy to see that their Master looked a little happy to hold her in his arms; they had begun to worry about him since he had not slept for a moment, since the battle. "No one will have you or harm you, Kagome. It is your choice to whom you will love; I vow that I will always protect you…even if the one that you love is not I." He whispered into her ear. He hugged her tighter when he saw a little smile come to her face in sleep; he realized that there was still a threat to her within his palace's walls.

After a moment, he got up with Kagome in his arms; the last time that he had left Kagome, she had been kidnapped as well as harm and he refused to allow either that to happen again. "We'll be back in a moment." He told the maids, who had moved to follow him and their Mistress. Mayumi and Naoko followed anyway.

Carefully, he carried Kagome through the halls of his palace, the servants watched as their Master walked from his personal wing to the wing that held his mate. They muttered and whispered to each other, wondering what was about to take place. All of the servants knew that their Master only ever went to his mate's rooms in her wing when she had angered him beyond question. If it wasn't for their young Lord Sesshomaru then they knew that their Lady would be either out of the palace on her pretty little ass or dead by now.

Her ladies-in-waiting heard the muttered and whispered news of their Master was coming to see their Mistress, they hurried to back to their Mistress with the news…unaware that they had not heard everything about it.

The Lady of the West was happy to hear what her ladies had to say about her mate coming to her rooms, and changed in a beautiful junihitoe. She felt so light and free despite the heavy and restraining clothes that she put on, she was so happy that her mate was coming back to her. She could not wait to welcome into her rooms and her bed, too long as she been without his love, both emotional and physical in nature.

She craved it more than anything else in life…except for one thing. To kill the Celestial Whore that held her mate's heart in her dirty little hands.

When she saw Kagome in Katsu's arms as he walked into her rooms, she almost lost her temper; her eyes though still turned red in her anger. She could not deny that Kagome looked so prefect like a sole lily in pond of Koi fish, but what truly made her eyes red was the way that Katsu held her in his arms. So gentle but so protective at the same time, it burned inside of her that he had never held her like that. "Why did you bring her here?" She asked, unable to keep the rage from her voice.

"I will not allow harm to come to her again…and it seems to find her every time that she leaves my side." His words cut into her deeply though he did not know it. Everything inside of her hurt and she simply wanted it to stop. She want the Whore to die, she wanted her mate to come back to her, she want to give birth to more sons like Sesshomaru and she wanted to continue to kill her daughters so that they would never take away any of his love for her. With these thoughts filling and taking control of her mind; the Lady of the West suddenly attacked with her whip.

Too sudden for Katsu to move to cover Kagome from the coming attack, he was surprised when a barrier went up and shielded them from the whip. He was relief that Kagome was alright from the attack but that relief didn't long when he saw that she was starting to cough up…blood.

Fear crippled him at the sight of her coughing up blood, he stared at her as she coughed until he noticed that one of her hands was clinging to his kimono desperately like he was her only lifeline and she didn't want to let him go. "Kagome, it will be alright." He told her and turned to leave but his mate got between him and the door, he could see the burning hate in her eyes that were directed at Kagome. It told him all that he needed to know.

"Nori…I banish you from my palace until Kagome is well again." Katsu said calm and quiet but that firmness to his voice that told her that he would not be disobeyed in this. The Lady of the West stared at her mate as the red bled from her eyes, she stunned beyond words, Kastu walked pass her quickly; the moment that he disappeared from her rooms, she could no longer stand fell to her knees, feeling more broken inside than she had in a thousand years. Her ladies moves to help her, but she screamed at them to leave her be and when they left as well, she started to cry.

She couldn't remember the last time that he had said her name before now and that only made her cry harder.

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Kamiko awoke from her slumber in the earth; she didn't want to leave though. The warm and lovely embrace of the soil that covered her from head to toe, she didn't want to leave it and it was the only lovely embrace that she had ever known besides Kagome's.

But she needed to for Kagome.

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Katsu laid Kagome down on her futon with great care. He was so happy when the Healer had told him that she was straining her body too much and she just needed more rest. "My Lord?"

Katsu turned to look at the maids. They sat near the door, looking at him, waiting for him to answer them or ignore them. "Our Lord, we wish that you would ret, we have prepared a futon for you in the other room." The oldest of the maids said as two of them opened the sliding doors to reveal the bed that waited for him. Katsu looked down at Kagome to see her sleeping peacefully, he knew that he needed the rest and decided to do so.

The maids were happy to see their Master go and lie down on the futon after he placed a kiss on their mistress's forehead. They knew that their Master cared for their Mistress deeply, they would have to pray for their future happiness and for future little ones to care for if their Mistress became their Master's wife since she could never be his mate. It was a sad thing but it could not be helped, their Master had mated with the Lady of the West before meeting their Mistress, and the Lady had given birth to his son as well…so her place at his side was safe.

Unlike their Mistress's place.

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Kagome danced in the field of pale blue flowers under her bare feet, dressed in a lovely pale green yukata with pink Camilla blossoms and nothing under it. She felt free and so happy that she began to sing; wondering when was the last time that she felt this good. Feeling as good as she did, she didn't noticed that Katsu appear and started watching her dance, or how happy it made him to see her smile again…even in a dream.

Tears started to come to his eyes as he walked to Kagome and interrupted her dance by grabbing her and hold her in his arms. He let the tears spill as he held her, he was so happy to see her smile, but he was sad as well, he wanted to see her smile in the real world and not just this dream. "I'm so sorry, Kagome. It is my fault that you were put in danger like that and that you would wake up on, I don't deserve your forgiveness or kindness." He whispered into her ear, his voice sounded broken and sad, it hurt Kagome to hear him in such pain. Breaking free of his hold on her, she turned around and slapped him across the face.

"It's not your fault! Me leaving you at Totosai's place maybe but the attack and being sealed away in the ice is mine…I couldn't or rather didn't fight back but please, let the past rest and look to the future that awaits you." Kagome shouted at him. Before touching the check that she slapped gently, "you also has no right to decide if I should forgive you or not."

Suddenly, they both started to feel the familiar burn of the touch that they were sharing, but instead of pulling away like they would in the real world; Katsu pulled Kagome to him and stated to kiss her. All the hunger and love that he felt for her, he forced into the kiss, hoping that the real Kagome would one day be able to experience the kiss that he so badly wanted to give her.

Kagome couldn't breathe but she didn't care for a moment, she didn't want him to stop for a moment. The fire that burned inside of them seemed to make this moment perfect but incomplete at the same time. She moaned when she felt him move the yukata away to her lower body and play with her down below, pulling away let them both breathe, Katsu suckled and nibbled on her neck as he used his free hand to take off his clothes. He wanted to feel her soft hands on his hard flesh as he held her.

Kagome was too blinded by the pleasure of his hand and mouth to notice him removing his clothes, and was unaware that her moans were like sweet music to his ears in this moment. He was burning inside both by the fire that they both felt, but also by the desire to touch her to let her know that he cared for her above all else, he never wanted to let her go again. He was wanted to be inside of her flower of her body and be one with her in a way that person could only do when they were connected like they had been. They both could feel the burn inside of them, doing something to melt them into each other. It felt like melting gold that burned them with the affection that they felt for each other.

As Katsu stopped touching her below to slowly rid Kagome of her clothes but do the same to himself. The sight that she made with her clothes gone made Kagome seem so beautiful that he felt like he looking at the body of a goddess, and it torn at him.

Katsu pulled away from Kagome and simply stared at her. The haze of pleasure over Kagome began to scatter with the winds; she noticed how Katsu just stared at her with a gaze of devotion and lust. She couldn't help but wonder for a split second if he had ever looked at her like that in the real world, it hurt to know that this was simply a dream, just like it hurt to know that she would never be human again that all her dreams for the future were gone with the winds of time. But all that she knew in that moment was that separation was killing her and that she needed his wondrous touch upon her skin again "Katsu…" The whisper of his name spurred him back into action.

Kissing her once more before taking to the valley of her breasts, Kagome moaned in pleasure of his wick tongue that loved the taste of her skin. Sweeter than honey, but savory as well like a calm cup of green tea that soothed his pain and heartache, he wonder if other women were as prefect tasting as her or if it was all in his head.

How he wished that this was real, how he wished that he was truly making love to his wild stallion, his lost sunset in a field of pale blue flowers that made the moment when they connect be better. But no, this was a dream and nothing more, this was likely never to become real because Kagome was too perfect for a demon like himself. But he would be content with this dream that was the last one with the field of flowers that added to her beauty. Last time, all he wanted was to feel her body and felt the pleasure that he hoped to bring to them both, this time…he simply wanted to see her as he give her pleasure and to hear the beautiful music of her moans as he did so.

He loved that she moaned to the wicked muse of his tongue at her breasts and how her body reacted to play of his hands at her flower, he watched as pleasure clouded her eyes again.

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Midoriko dismissed the maids that guarded Kagome and walked to her. She could see the signs that Kagome was locked in the mental link that she shared with Katsu, though she was happy to see it, it also concerned her with Kagome's current wellbeing. The love making that they did in the mental link was badly needed for their future, but at the moment, it would only harm Kagome's health, though the benefits to their mental link would be great.

But the question was if she should wait for them to complete their session or to awaken Katsu from it?

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Kagome gasped at the feel of him entering her, tears came to her eyes at how perfect it was to have him inside her. Why did it feel ever better than before to have him inside of her body, to feel that velvet sword of his cut into her body with that sweet and wick pleasure coursing through her. It felt so different from the melting gold and the warm rain, it felt like they were forming a bond, which was locking them into place in the other's life.

Little did she know that Katsu was feeling the same as well, how he wanted to know why is was so prefect with her? He wanted to know why it felt like he was become a part of her in so many ways, but though he wanted to know…he also didn't care.

As he thrust into her gently and slowly, Kagome screamed from the wondrous feel of him moving inside of her, to feel so full and complete inside. But that was all he was doing to her though, he was planning to make her scream until she couldn't use her sweet voice anymore. Taking a nipple into his mouth, he suddenly thrust into her hard as he gently bit her. She screamed his name as she wrapped her hands around him, not wanting to let him go.

Her nails dug deep into his skin, Katsu smirked at the slight pain, knowing that it meant that she didn't want him to stop or to let go.

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Midoriko sighed, she needed to stop this. Getting up, she went to Katsu's room; she saw good and well that the Lord of the West was…enjoying the mental link and the dream that he was sharing with Kagome. But it needed to stop for Kagome's sake, raising a hand above his head with her palm down; she was going to enjoy this.

Water burst forth from her hand; hit Katsu's face as it fell to the ground. The cold water shocked him from the dream just as he was about to come inside Kagome, He snarled at Midoriko when he saw her standing beside him. "Why did you do that?" He snarled at her, Midoriko looked at him for moment before pointing at Kagome. He turned to see that Kagome looked worse than when he went to sleep. Without a second thought, he got out of bed and went to her side, she was cold and sweat to the touch and was a sickly pale.

"What's wrong with her? She was fine when I went to sleep?" he muttered, taking Kagome into his arms…she was so cold, it made him think of the ice that she was trapped in before. "She will be fine…it was the mental link that you both share that caused this." She looked at them, she could see that Kagome was weak and need a lot of time to heal…but the question was if they had enough time for her to heal.