A/N: Sorry! I know I haven't updated in awhile. Forgive me please? This chapter is pretty short, I know. And I am going to start trying to make them longer. But I hope it is to your liking. enjoy :)
disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, there would have been more Alice and Jasper in Breaking Dawn :)
Chapter 13
Bellas POV
I sat quietly in corner, smiling to myself. It has been a few hours since my kiss, well kisses, with Edward. To say I am surprised would be an understatement. I couldn't believe that someone as god like as him would want to kiss me. Not to mention he is my kidnapper. Some people would think it was just wrong. But I can't deny it. I'm not falling for Edward, I already fell. I'm too afraid to tell Alice what happened. I don't want her to think low of me. I don't want her to think I no longer care about what happens to her. But knowing Alice, she probably already knows something is up. She has been shooting me weird glances ever since she came back from her shower. Of course I could just be paranoid.
I haven't talked to Edward since the kiss either. We have been sneaking glances and smiles at eachother, but that makes it even harder. I find myself craving him. To feel his lips against mine once more. To have his arms around me. I have never felt this way about anyone before. It's strange. Scary in a way, yet exciting.
I looked over at Alice. She was laying down facing the wall. Ever since she came back from the bathroom, her mood seemed to have lightened somewhat. I catch her smiling for no reason when she thinks I am not looking. Hopefully I would get a chance to ask her about it. I have been slightly curious about what she thinks about Jasper. They seem to have a strange connection to eachother. I want to ask her, but I am afraid that she will think I am crazy or will start asking about me and Edward. No, I think I will have to keep my mouth shut for the time being.
I snuck a glance back towards Edward and he smiled that perfect crooked smile at me. Boy did he know how to make my heart race. I smiled back at him and then looked away, blushing. I looked at Alice once more. She seemed to be sleeping. Would it be safe to talk to Edward now? Or would it be to risky? Luckily, I didn't have to decide.
"Is she asleep?" Edward whispered from across the room.
"I think so," I said back just as quietly. He smiled before walking over to my spot by the window. He sat next to me, taking my hand. Before I could stop myself, I reached over and planted a kiss on his lips. After pulling away, I blushed.
"Sorry," I said.
"Sorry for what?" he said before kissing my forehead. I smiled again.
"So what does this mean?" I asked.
"I...don't know." He seemed as confused as me.
"I mean, you kidnapped us. What are planning to do to us? Are you going to hurt us?"
"I would never hurt you," he interupted firmly.
"And I believe that. But this is kind of complicated," I replied.
"I want to be with you," he said quietly looking in my eyes. I looked down, away from his gaze. Do I want to be with him? Yes. Do I think that is possible? I don't know.
"I want to be with you too." He brightened at this. "But what are we gonna do? Are you going to let us free? I care about you, but I have a family, a life that was taken from me."
"I know and I am sorry. Truely I am Bella," he said sincerely. I nodded and placed a hand on his cheek. I didn't like to see him sad.
"Let's just... not think about that right now, okay?" I suggested. He agreed and pulled me in for one more kiss.
Alices POV
I sat in silence, thinking. Jasper kissed me. Jasper kissed me. Jasper kissed me. Just thinking about him brought a smile to my lips. It was all unreal. I felt like Jasper was my other half in a way. I felt more complete. I now knew that he cared about me as much as I cared about him. I didn't want to think about anything besides him and me. I knew that far too soon, it would all get more complicated. So for now, I wanted to be happy.
I looked over at Bella. I knew something happened between her and Edward. I could tell by the way she blushed, by the way they looked and smiled at eachother. And maybe it was my imagination, but her lips didlook slightly swollen a couple hours ago. And if I asked her, it would only confirm my suspiscions. Bella never was a good liar.
But they were lucky. They got to be together right now. I wanted nothing more than to be with Jasper rignt now. Just looking into eachothers eyes or holding one anothers hand was enough. We could express our feelings with just a simple look or touch. That was how strong our connection was already. I layed down, facing towards the wall and closing my eyes. It was silent for awhile before I heard a whisper.
"Is she asleep?" Edward whispered. I smiled. Yup, they definitely liked eachother.
"I think so," Bella replied. I heard movement and then a pause of silence before Bella muttered sorry.
"Sorry for what?" I heard Edward respond.
"So what does this mean?" Bella asked.
"I...don't know."
"I mean, you kidnapped us. What are planning to do to us? Are you going to hurt us?" Bella said.
"I would never hurt you," he interupted. I let out a small sigh of relief at his words.
"And I believe that. But this is kind of complicated."
"I want to be with you," he said quietly. My heart swelled with happiness for my friend. She deserved someone to make her happy. I wanted to jump up and hug her, but I remembered that I was supposed to be sleeping.
"I want to be with you too," she said. "But what are we gonna do? Are you going to let us free? I care about you, but I have a family, a life that was taken from me."
"I know and I am sorry. Truely I am Bella," he said sincerely. This got me curious once more.
"Let's just... not think about that right now, okay?" Bella said. But I was no longer paying attention to them. Why exactly did they kidnap us? Why did they seem tortured whenever it was brought up? Did they really not want to take us? And now after what has happened, what will they do with us? So many questions popped into my head at once. I wanted answers. I wanted to figure out what I was missing in this whole thing.
A/N: So not very exciting, but it was just kind of a filler. Thank you so so so much for the reviews! I am still in shock that I have 150 reviews and many people who favorited my story. Thank you so much. I don't deserve your kindness but please keep reviewing :)
