Hey Yall! Arent u dudes glad I'm back? Of COURSE u are! Just one little thing that I forgot to mention, I use a lot of songs in this 1 and some of the lyrics are different. There not wrong, I did it on pupose. So, heres chapter 13.
BPOV
I walked into the room that I assumed was mine, the one that I burned in –(AN:Wow that sounded weird)- I twirled around and landed on my back on my bed. "I suppose you want a shower huh?" Felix said. "Vampires shower?" I asked, amused. "Theres plenty you don't know about us," He murmurred. "Now leave me alone," I teased, slapping him lightly on the arm. "Sure," He said, "See you tommorrow." I picked up my guitar as he exited the room.
I will not make the same mistakes that I did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way I did
I fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know, that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
You watched me die
You heard me cry
Every night in my sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to play with me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I buried my face in my hands and began to sob. "Because of him," I muttered, "Boy am I a mess…" Then there was a light knock on the door, "Bellie?" "Felix!" I cried jumping up. He swept in in his long grey cloak. "Don't wear this in here," I ordered, "Its such a cheerful place." He obligingly slid it off his shoulders and plopped down on my bed. "I heard you singing," He confessed. If I could still blush, I would. "Sorry." "I love it," Felix said, "As I love you." 'Actually," He said more seriously, "With the new arrivals, Aro wants some of us to share rooms, there aren't enough." I raised my eyebrows at him, "So move in with me!" His eyes got wide and rolled over, pining me to the bed, "Deal," He muttered, his lips assaulting my throat.
EPOV
That's it! I had to see her, or at least, hear her voice. Without a doubt, she would be playing tonight. I had just gotten to her door when she began to play. The melody was sad enough but when she sang, it made me want to rush in there and kiss her for the remainder of the time she had. Suddenly, Felix was there. I realized I was sitting on the floor, my back to her door. He glared down at me and I sprang to my feet. "Why Edward?" He said, not mad, his voice almost pleading. "Why are you so intent on destroying the little scraps of a life she has left?" It was hard to be angry when he spoke like that. "I…It's because…I do it because…Because I love her Felix, surely you know that feeling." His eyes flashed and his thoughts were disbelieving. "Was it love then Edward?" He asked, his tone cold as ice, "Was it love that had you destroying her? Playing, toying with her expectations? Was it your love that caused her to beg for death because of your actions? Truly Edward, I don't understand." I felt a flicker of anger but it didn't last long. I sighed and he swept into the room. "Felix!" She cried. I grimaced; she used to be that happy to see me… I heard his lips on her and her sigh of pleasure. I bit back the snarls that wanted to rip from my throat. "Bellie?" He asked. My eyes narrowed, Bellie? She was Isabella to me now and to her I was…Mr. Cullen. I winced. "Hmm?" She murmured. "Why do you call him Mr. Cullen?" I knew who him was and listened intently for my answer. "I call him Mr. Cullen because…well who ever heard a stranger that knows your name?" Stranger? I thought, she was no stranger to me. "Stranger?" Felix voiced my question once again. "I don't even know him anymore Felix," She sighed, "I want the old Edward back." She began to sob. My Bella, he would be holding her close. I didn't know who I was but I would try my hardest to become the Edward she missed so much, I owed it to her. The agony of her words, the pain they caused, it felt like it would kill me. As if that wasn't enough, she continued. "I'm not his plaything Felix, something he breaks because he thinks he could fix it later, his hurried stitches allowed me to fall apart so I've decided to switch tailors." My hands clenched into fists at my sides. I heard their lips meet and suddenly, I had to get away. Alice, she would know what to do.