Authors note
Please read the author's note at the end…
All of u have guessed various things...but now I'm not in a haalat to answer u all...I was crying throughout typing the chapter... thanks to abhirikafan or else mujhme itni himmat nahi thi
May b I have hurt any of u guys by spoiling some character or u all may not like the theme line concept...whatever extremely sorry for that... I'm really sorry hope I will b able to mend it up in my upcoming stories
Story:
Adi turns his gaze towards Abhijeet shockingly...
It's not possible that an experience and capable senior inspector of CID didn't get the fact but he is not ready to accept that...
Adi shakes Abhijeet "Abhijeet choro use..Abhijeet mar chuka hey Daya.."
And he can't say further and broke down in crying.. But not a single tear fall from Abhijeet's eyes he was still totally silent but turned towards Daya and continued caressing his hairs
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Adi sighed .."kaise samjhau mein ise…
he sighed and was turning to go out when his eyes stuck on something fallen on floor near the bed
Adi bent down and picked it up..it was strips of empty medicine..
"ye dawai khatam kaise ho gaya..teen din pehle to yeah Daya ke liye..do mahine ka stock tha..yeah.."
some weird thought crossed his mind "nahi Abhijeet..nahi..woh yeah..nahi kersakta.."
Adi now didn't care about his thoughts his condition directly asked "inn dawaiyo ka tumne kya kiya?"
Abhijeet looked up he was staring at the strips...
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Yes the stone cracked..tears welled up his eyes..
But Adi was now least bothered "batao kya kiya tumne.."
Abhijeet tried to smile but only his lips twisted
"meine Daya se wada kiya hey duty nibhaunga..to ACP sir ko unki officer ki qatil.." Abhijeet cried out.. Adi frozed to his place "Abhijeet tumne...inn dawaio ko.."
"ha..inn haath so..aapne haato se meine uss ki paani mey dawai milaya..mere bhai ka gala sukh raha tha..meine use wohi pani..Adi jin haato per use sabse jyada bharosa tha usine usko jeher dey diya..meine maar diya apne Daya ko..Adi..meine maar diya use.." Abhijeet was crying loudly while shaking Adi madly who was still in a shock
"kaise dard se tarap raha tho wo..meine wada kiya tha na usse ki koi dard nahi hone dunga use..mera bhai maut ki bhikh mang raha tha..aur uperwala use aur tarapna cahta tha..aur kitna sehta wo.."
Adi looked towards Abhijeet..Adi felt he is still not in his senses..
"paralysis hone ki bad se roj kehta tha.. Abhi aab kuch aur ho na to mujhse jiya nahi jayega.. do din se ek pal ke liye bhi chain se nahi soya..nind mey bhi karata tha..bhookh lagti thi..kuch khana bhi cahta ho to do niwale ke bad kha nahi pata tha..rota tha..ki bhukh lagi hey..kaise kehta tha sona hey per chain ki neend nahi ati thi.. Boss kuch bhi karo iss dard ko thora kam kar do keh raha tha subha bhi.. usse kya dushmani thi uss bhagwan ko pata nahi..per mein apne bhai ko aise.." tears were continuously flowing from his eyes and the way he was explaining can surely make pieces of anyone's heart
Adi pulled Abhijeet in a hug..
"chup..chup ho jao...aur tumne use mara nahi Abhijeet tumne to use mukti dila diya iss dard se..tum hi to they jo use sab se achese sula pate the..tumne sula diya use..Abhijeet pls chup ho jao.."
Abhijeet separated himself with a jerk "nahi Adi mujhe ACP sir ko kehna hey..kanun ki farz nibhana hey na meine wada kiya hey..aur fir aab to sab khatam hi ho gaya..aab to bas ek bar.."
Adi jerked him "Abhijeet ky bol rahe ho tum.."
"ha Adi meine meine maar diya use..dekho… dekho Adi (pulled Adi's hand and touched Daya's face) meine maar diya apne Daya ko…ACP sir ko bulao tm..mujhe kehna hey unse.. maar diya meine.. Daya..ko bulau unhe..unke Daya ko maar diya…"
Adi was still in shock "Abhijeet.. please hosh mey.."
Abhijeet shook his head.. "dekho dekho Daya ka gala such raha tha…yeah glass..yeah (took a glass from bedside table ) dekho isme…mein sari dawa milayi…(kept back the glass..turning to Daya) Daya aur bhi payas lagi hy na tujhe..haan?ek baar uth ja…dekh paani cahiye na..haan peele..dekh isme jeher nahi hey..tu uth na tu.. (shakes Daya..) chal uth thora sa peele.."
He touched his forehead softly then turned to Adi.. "nahi tu so raha raha hey na..aab dard jo nahi hey..haaan aram se so raha hey dekho.."
Adi nearly shouts "Abhijeet…"
"Adi dhere bolo..bahut dino bad chain se soya hey mera bacha dekho..wo utna dard nahi she payga..jag jayega to se dard hoga na..chup..bahut bahut dard.."
Abhijeet's voice diminished in a painful whisper
Adi forcefully pulled away Daya's hand from Abhijeet's grip and made him turned towards himself
"Abhijeet choro use..choro…dekho yeaha dekho..(cupping his face softly and said in a comforting tone but in loud voice) Abhijeet tmhara Daya aab nahi hy..tum aise karoge to use dukh hoga ..tum.."
Abhijeet jerked away his hands "nahi..nahi…tum tum jhut bol rahe ho…wo mujse itna ruth gaya..ki chala hi gaya..nahi..wo so raha hey..meine sulaya na us..meine usemar diya..haan sach mey maar diya?nahi..mein apne Daya o kaise maar sakta hu..nahi..dhere bolo dhere bolo tm use sone do..please..warna use dard hota hey na…"
Adi thought for a moment then called softly "acha Daya so raha hy na?to jab wo uthga wo tumhe dhundega..to tab to tum so nahi paoge ab chalo thor der so loge.."
Abhijeet looked up at Adi confusingly "pr..min..yeahi..so jata hu..Daya nind se na jag jata hy dard hota hey to tab use.."
"haa per tum yaha so jayoge to Daya ko disturb hoga chalo..tum..chalo.."he pull out Abhijeet rather forcefully ad made his way to Abhijeet's room "chalo leto aab.."
"haan per..Daya wo.."
"chup..leto..chup kerke ek dam.." Adi moved out closing the door behind and com back taking his kit bag..he injected Abhijeet sedative and the tired sol son drifted in deep sleep..
Adi moved out and called ACP sir…he removed those strips of medicine from Daya's bed side and then sa down with "Daya mujhe maf ker dena yaar..mein tumhare saath sayed na insaafi kerunga..jhuti death certificate..per mein Abhjt ko aise phaans ki aur barte nahi de pata hy tum bhi yeah kabhie nahi cahoge.."
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Team had taken out Daya in the car..ready to go for the end rituals…ACP sir was stand at the door taking support of the wall nearby.. Adi was silently standing in one corner.. dr. salunkhe came towards him "Abhijeet.."
"wo nahi ja payega sir..meine use incton dek sula diya y..se abhie kisi baat ki hosh nahi hey…"
"pr Aditya Daya ki antm sanskar mey..(his voice broke ) uske chat.. (he stopped)"
"sir wo yeah nahi manta ki Daya aab nahi hey..pagal hue jaaha hey sir wo..please..sir..aap log.."
ACP sir interrupted "Salunkhe..wo nahi apayega bahut kho chukka hey..itni taqat nahi hey usme..aab aur nahi hey.."
Dr. Salunkhe wiped hs tears "boss wo apne bhai ko akhribar dekhga bhi nahi…"
Aditya cut him off with "aap jaiye apne kamre mey hi hey Abhijeet..sedative ki asar mey hoga..ager samjha sakte hey to.."
Dr. Salunkhe looked towards ACP who looked downwards..h don't have courage to meet Abhijeet..
Dr. Salunkhe moved in..
Abhijeet was lying on the bed.. he rubbed is and over his hairs Abhijeet mumbled "Daya…uth gaya… haan wo uth gaya..'
Dr. Salunkhe rush out..
They all left for samshaan ghat..
Adi moved to Abhijeet's room..
He sat beside him Abhijeet is still restless in his sleep Adi said rubbed his head softly he drifted back to sleep
Adi started speaking to himself
"Abhijeet Daya tumhari najro se dur hua hey per tumhare asspass wo humesha hey..tum khatam ho jayoge to wo bhi khatam ho jayega..use ek dard se mukti deke aur dard mat do..uska wajut abhie jinda hey use khatam mat karo.."
he sighed "hum sab humare apno ko dard se bachana cahte hey..ho pata to hum woh dard khud le lete aisa sochte hey..per ant mey khud ko dard deke unhi apno ko aur rulate hey..Abhijeet tumaise khatam ho jaoge to..ACP sir apne dono bete kho ke tut jayenge..tum mukti pa jaoge..per saath mey do wajoot mit jayega..yeah gher CID wapas le legi..kisi naye senior inspector ko de degi..Daya ki yaadein mit jayegi bureau mey ek baras do baras ke bad naye officers ayenge..koi Daya ko pehchanaga bhi nahi..purane officers bhi uske bareme baat kerna chor denge..record room mey kahi tum dono ki files rehegi sayed bureau ki dewar mey ek do tasveer..fir kabhie renovation ke chaqqar mey wo tasveer bhi gayeb..koi senior inspector Daya tha bhi..(a painful smile came on Adi's lips) kisi purane newspaper se bane cheezo ki wrapper mey..kahi kisi purane files mey..koi yaad nahi keraga..uski janamdin aj ki din ko uski har khas baat ko..kaun tha wo thk rehna hi hoga yaar please… tumhe Abhijeet ko khatam kerne ki haq ho sakta hey per nahi senior inspector Abhijeet pey koi daag lagane ka na Abhi ko khatam kerne ka haq hey..yaad rakhna yeah dono hi Daya ki bajase hey..aur aj taq jo kuch tumne khoya yeah jo kuch bhul gaye Daya ko dekh wo sara gam tum hajam ker gaye aab iss baat ko bhi Daya k liye hi bhul jao..".
he sighed and moved out slowly turning off the room lights
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One year had passed that day
Adi was standing outside a room… he was in that aura when the guy he was speaking with asked "aur tab se…"
Adi came back to present.. "nahi..ACP sir ne..meine uski team ne bahut koshish kiya ki wo yeah sachai maan ley..per usne to apni alag duniya h basa liya jo Daya se suru hoke usipey khatam ho jati hey…na aur kisi ko pehvchanta hey..na pehchan na cahta hey.."
"aap ko bhi.."
"mujhe pehchanta tha..sayed umid thi ki mein manlunga uski baat..bachpan se manta jo aya hu..per min kuch jyada hi sakti aur jaberdasti kr diya tha yeah samjhane ke lye ki iska bhai aab…uss din Abhijeet ne suicide attempt kiya tha…fir ACP sir ne samjha ki yeahi jagah uske liye sahi hey…sayed yeahi uska laj ho sake..per jo khud thik hona hi na cah koiassylum use thik nahi kr sakta..aur tab se mein kabhie usse mila hi nahi…"
"kiu?"
"himmat nahi hui..lagta tha aise Daya sawal karga ki meine uski Abhi ka khayal kiu nahi rakha.."
"per aap khud ko kiu.."
"kaash mein uss din uss kamre mey hi hota..to Abhijeet yeah kadam na uthata..mujhe pata tha..kuch chal raha hey iske dimaag mey pr mine socha yah sayed khud ko..to men nischint tha jab tak Daya hey tab tak to…ager Daya ki maut aise hi hota to sayed Abhijeet aj thik hota..khush na sahi pehle ki tarah na sahi per…"
"aaj aap.."
"aj barsi hey Daya ki..team ki taraf se ek memorials arrange kiya hey…ACP sir ne bulaya tha per mera dil kiya..yeaha ajau…"
"I'm sorry dr. Aditya..."
"arey aap kiu sorry bol rahe hey…aap ek junior dctr hoke har patient ki history janna cahte hey..this is very good..waise bhi physcriatist hona hi kaafi tough hey.."
He smiled at the young lad and moved in..
Abhijeet was wrapping something Invisible around his arms "tujhe kitni baar kaha na aise bina khaye sote nahi…chal uth ja forean..bureau se ane tak full energy gher mey ate hy..bas..kya yaar chal uth ja…"
Ad was staring at him continuously. he being busy in his routine…yes he had his brother around him..others cant se him but he don't believe them..why should he..Daya can't leave him isn't it?
A/n: guys pls review…
Friends this story is based on real incident
ek ma ne apne bache ko dard se bachane k liye… uss bache ki umar 13saal ki thi..wo ma khud hi use injection deti thi..sab kerti thi..he was having leukemia…jab iss ki dard bardash se bahar ho gaya to uss ma ne use air bubble inject ker diya.. woh jo bubble nikal lena parta hey..wo nahi kiya…
aur uski bad uss ma ne khud suicide ker liya..
guys don't think I'm supporting mercy killing or whatever..yah sab bahut bare bare topics hey and I'm not even fit to give my opinion on it.. I can only pay my tribute to them who are brave enough to fight cancer till its end..
this story is only written remembering that mother and son..may both soul rest in peace and may every person fighting with this deadly disease get strength enough to fight..
never give up please!