Chapter 13- saying goodbye again
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James's P.O.V
I wished today would never come. Today was the day we were all leaving the ship and returning to our everyday lives. As I packed my suit cases I didn't want to think that this could possibly be the last time I would see all my pals and Lexi. Lexi was my first love and this time I didn't want to lose her again I couldn't take that pain again. Soon I was done packing and Jordan and I left the room and went into the Lobby with everyone else. When we got there I noticed that Lexi and the girls were nowhere in sight. I think Kendall knew who I was looking for because he pulled me aside from everyone else.
"She's gone James. She left about fifteen minutes ago "he said when we were farther away. I looked down at my feet I was too afraid that this was the truth. But when I looked up again Kendall looked at me very seriously. "You're going to go after her aren't you he asked as I was walking towards to door with my son and suit cases. By the time I got to the air port it was too late her plane had just taken off. And when I turned around to leave Kendall, Carlos and Logan and their families were standing next to Jordan and we all left together without a single word being said. Soon we all parted our ways and Jordan I boarded our flight back to California.
A few months after the cruise I was sitting in my office at work getting ready to call it a day. Jordan was at a friend's house so that meant I would have the apartment to myself. As I drove home I really wished that I had someone there to greet me. As I opened my apartment door I had a strange feeling in my gut that something wasn't right. As I entered my kitchen I noticed a rolling suit case standing up against the back of my kitchen chair. I started walking towards my living room to my surprise sitting on the couch was Lexi dressed in a tan jacket with a pair of what looked like skinny jeans and she had a pair of black boots. As she saw me she quickly stood up anxiously. But before I could say anything Lexi started. "I know I should have called James but what I want to say to you needs to be said in person. I know I told you that I didn't think we were meant for each other but I think I was wrong because I haven't been able to stop thinking about you. I just want to know if you are having the same feelings I'm having because if you don't I'll be out of your hair and won't bother you again" she said as her eyes filled up with tears. Without any hesitation I grabbed her and gently kissed her just like I did when we had our first kiss. When we pulled away from each other we both smiled at each other. "I guess that answers my question", she replied. After that we sat on the couch and talked about everything and then we decided to get back together. "Is this too soon for you Lex considering you just got divorced and everything", I asked? She started laughing and then she kissed my hand "James I love you and I want to be with you. I smiled thinking about something my dad once said to me when I first had my heart broken. "If you love something set it free and if it comes back then it was meant to be".
(To be continued)
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