chapter14
Derek leaned towards the sleeping Spencer and planted a soft kiss on the boys lips. He layed a blanket at the boys shoulders then planted another kiss on Spencers forehead. The dark man laid a note next to the boy, then got up and walked out of the bedroom, making sure to leave the door slightly open on the way out.
XOXOXOXO
When Spencer woke, he found the note from Derek explaining that the man had gone out to get some groceries. Spencer nodded then went on his way to shower.
When the boy was done showering, he looked around the bathroom and saw a white towel. He reached out and grabbed it, then began drying his body. When spencer brought the towel to dry his face, instead of drying off he inhaled deep the smell of Dereks body wash mixed with the mans natural scent of dark chocolate (i'm squealing). Spencer couldn't help but smile when he removed the towel from his nose.
Derek would take care of him. The agent promised.
Spencer stared down at the towel at that thought. He never would have thought that the man that had promised to take care of him would actually be able to take care of him...
With a gun and badge too.
Spencer climbed out of the tub and held the towel under his chin as he still smiled. That was, until he saw his reflection. The boys smile faded as he took in the cuts and bruises on his face. They reminded him of times when his own father beat him. Then when Jamie beat him. Now he was away from those people and people still wanted to beat him.
Spencer shook his head. "Whats wrong with you?" He asked the reflection. "Why are you so... unlike-able?" His eyes trailed from the hazel eyes in the reflection to the small knob on the mirror.
Without thinking twice Spencers hand reached out and opened the small cabinet. His eyes trailed around, until he found what he was looking for. He turned the bottle and read.
"Two pills relive pain all day." He scoffed. "We'll see about that." The boy opened the bottle and poured two pills in his hand. Then he threw them in his mouth. He shut his eyes as he swallowed the pills plain. "I bet Derek could take away more pain then a couple of pills.
He put the pill bottle back into the mirror then began to pull on another shirt he took from Dereks closet. Just as he did, he heard the door open.
Spencer smiled at his reflection and turned out the bathroom door.
XOXOXOXO
Derek opened the apartment door and froze at the site.
Spencer leaned on the bathroom door wet hair and in nothing but the dark agents Jersey. And Derek couldn't help but to exhale deeply.
"Baby boy? What are you doing?"
Spencer smirked at Dereks tone. He could tell the man was trying to contain himself.
"What does it look like i'm doing?"
Derek raised his brows and shook his head as his eyes trailed down the boys body. "It's working."
Spencer lightly shrugged his shoulders. " What are you going to do about it?"
Derek shook his head. "Everything."
The man put his bags down and quickly made his way to Spencer. The agent smashed their lips together as he lifted the boy in his arms.
Derek pulled his lips away. "You know... I was going to make breakfast." He smiled. "But this will do."
XOXOXOXO
The love making was hot, that was for sure. Dereks big body smashed agaisnt Spencers thin one. The boy had his head thrown back as he moaned with passion and came.
Derek brought his lips to Spencers, thrust a few more times and ended the love making with a loud moan of his own as he came inside the the boys body.
Derek brought his head up to look at Spencer. The boy had his mouth slightly open as he came down from his sexual high. Spencer gulped then chuckled.
Derek joined in the chuckle and nodded. He sent one more kiss to Spencers lips before pulling out and away. Derek layed on his back, pulling Spencer so the boy could lay his head on the dark mans chest.
Spencer smiled as he stared up at Derek.
This was the man of his dreams. The man who made his heart beat. His lover. His...
Spencer frowned. "Derek?"
"Hm?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"You may ask whatever you like."
Spencer forced a smile. Then.. "What are we?"
Derek frowned. "What do you mean?"
"I mean... are we lovers? Friends with benefits? Or..." No. Spencer couldn't ask that. He might scare Derek away.
But Derek wasn't stupid. "Boyfriends?" He finished.
Spencer gulped again. "It's ok you know, if you dont want a boyfriend."
Derek smiled. "I think i'm too old to be a boyfriend."
Spencer traced Dereks abs with his fingers. "Not to me."
Derek chuckled. "Fine. Babe, you can call me whatever you like."
"I'd like to call you my boyfriend." Spencer whispered.
The agent nodded. "I'd like that too." He kissed the boys head. "Now. Can I ask you something?"
Spencer nodded.
"Now... you told me about your past, why you left home and all that. But, how did your father die?"
Spencer frowned. He blinked once, then slowly got up to a sitting position. "Why do you want to know?"
"I don't want you to think i'm using you." Derek said.
Spencer turned to face him. "What do you mean?"
The agent sighed and sat up too. "Spencer. Jamie is a bad man. I don't know how you came to live with him but... there have been acussations against him."
Spencers brows narrowed. "Like what?"
Derek rubbed his face. "Spence, he's a pedophile."
Spencer stared disgusted. "W-what?"
The agent nodded. "My team is trying to get evidence to nail him. But it's hard. We don't have enough to put him away."
Spencer squinted and shook his head. "What does that have to do with me?"
Derek sighed again. "Spencer, I know you were with him when you were 15. It was a tip we got from one of your neighbors."
Spencer bit his bottom lip. Derek wouldn't lie about something like this. Plus, Jamie had been trying to get in Spencers pants since the boy moved in at 15.
"It was an acident." Spencer whispered.
Dereks brows narrowed. "What was?"
"He... hit me that night." Spencer continued.
"Your father?"
The boy nodded and sniffled. "I tried to run. I thought the quickest way was to drive. He... jumped in front of the car." Spencer shut his eyes.
Dereks head tilted. "You ran over your father?"
Spencer nodded and reopened his eyes. "Thats when I met Jamie."
Derek shook his head. It couldn't be. "What did he tell you? Spencer, what did he do?"
Spencer sobbed. "He uh... knew what dad did. I dont remember how, I just remember he told me that he would help me. But... after we drove for a while, he stopped the car and told me my dad was dead."
Dereks brows narrowed.
"He threatend to go to the cops and tell them I did it because my father beat me." Spencer sniffled. "And, well.. you're FBI. You know who they'll belive."
The agent shook his head. He brought his hand to the boys shoulder and gave it a light squeeze. "Spencer." He whispered. "It wasn't your fault."
Spencer shook his head. "Yes it is." He whimpered. "If I han't tried to run, my father wouldn't have jumped in front of the car and I never would have met Jamie. Don't you see, Derek? No matter where I go I trap myself."
Derek shook his head. "Spencer..." Derek took a deep breath. He had to do this. "What if I told you your father wasn't dead?"
Spencers head shot to Derek. He sniffled. "W-what?"
The dark agent nodded. "Jamie lied to you baby boy. Your father lives in Vegas still. He's a lawer."
Spencers brows narrowed, he shook his head. "This has to be a trick." He whispered.
Derek shook his head. "It's not, babe. I swear. Jamie lied to you in order to get you were he wanted. In his home."
Spencer flinched. He gulped deep, then brought his hand to his mouth. "I'm going to be sick." The boy jumped from the bed and ran from the room.
Again Derek rubbed his face then got up from the bed and followed the boy. He hoped he did the right thing. Spencer... his younger lover. His boyfriend needed closure. Derek just hoped he gave it.
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