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A/N: Hey again so I received comments telling me to stop the story and correct the mistakes in there so I will leave you guys two options:
I will still update the story with the mistakes this year till I reach chapter 29 (not the end of the story);
I will stop updating and I will correct the mistakes and update in summer 2017 (or September 2017 depends if I go to Miami on summer because of personal reasons)
Try to understand that I just have 3 years of English because is my second language not native. Try to put yourself "in my body".
I will update on Saturday telling you the decision of all of you guys so maybe chapter 15 can be last this year is up to you…
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Chapter 14
Kate's POV
The sun who was appearing from the window started to wake me up. The good smell on his pillow and on his clothes is amazing, he smells so good but— he is not here, he is far away from here signing books or breasts like his always do.
I'm taking care of his kid so I can't think like that, we just kissed no big deal right, was like a kiss of good luck nothing more at least to me right?
His soft lips are alwayson my mind even on my dreams and the only thing that I want to do when he came back is kiss those lips of his.
We probably have things to resolve first like I still don't trust in him — I don't know why! But I just — uhh.
My phone started ringing and put away all my thoughts. I have a lot of things to decide like is this what I really want? A relationship with him? With a playboy? With a guy who have sex with everyone just for fun? What is what I really want ? What is what I really need? Can I trust in him? I'm in love with him?
The alarm to wake up Alexis for her last day of school and was ringing but I heard a footsteps walking to my door.
She knocked and I said 'come in' that was when I realized that was in Castle house, inside of his bedroom, on his bed.
"Hey good morning " I said softly and sleepy.
"Good mowning Kate" she said climbing onto the bed.
I put myself in a sit position and she sit on my lap, hugging me in a genuine embrace. I hug her back. We both needed, she miss her dad and it's understandable.
"You know that is your last day of school right?" I ask kissing her hair and she nodded on my neck.
"Ok so tomorrow if you want we can go visit the museum and take a lot of pictures to show to your dad what you say?"
She push away to look at me and see if I was saying the truth.
"Weally?" She ask with her adorable face.
I nodded and I said "Weally" and she laughed hard.
"Let's go make the breakfast because someone have school " I said getting up and taking her with me. She put her arms around my neck and her legs around my torso.
"And you?" She ask and I made a confuse look to her.
"You have school?" She ask smiling at me.
"No but I have to work this day but tomorrow and the next 3 weeks I will be here for you on vacations with you going to everywhere you want" I said smiling and putting a kiss on her nose. She giggled and nodded.
"Kay" she said putting a kiss on my nose too.
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When we arrived at school I got down on my knees and hugged her tight.
She hugged me back and tight too.
"Have a good day in school Kay, have fun, play with your friends and don't let the thing that your dad is in other city interfere with your last day okay?" I said smiling at her trying to comfort her.
"Kay" she simply said.
"I promise that today is going to be an amazing day and I know that you love plan the agenda for the day but today I'm the one who is going to do that. " While I was saying this she put a big smile on her face and I smiled back.
"And by the way my plan have ice cream involved " I said and she made a curious look wanting me to say more but I didn't and she put her fake bad face.
I laugh and she put her tongue out.
"Not funny I hate spoilews " she said and I laugh more but my laugh was interrupted by a voice behind me. A familiar voice.
I turn around and I saw Josh. Josh Davison my ex- boyfriend, what the hell is he doing here? We broke up 5 years ago.
"Hello Kate, nice to see you again" he said giving me his hand to shake but I didn't and he take back his hand.
"Hey, I wish I could say the same" I said a little angry forgetting Alexis by my side.
"I'm seeing that you are good, is your daughter?" He ask looking at Alexis now. I tense and Alexis must have feel that because she squeezed my hand and talked for me.
"Yes I'm her daughtew and who awe you?" She ask annoyed.
I looked at Alexis and she smiled, this kid really just lied to my ex-boyfriend to save my skin?
"I'm josh and I'm ..." I didn't let him finish.
"He was a close friend but his not anymore" I said looking at him more angrily this time.
"Right we were friends " he said looking at me now seeing that I really don't wanted him to say to Alexis who he was.
"What are you doing in school because I don't see you with a kid?" I ask curious.
"I was called to make a discourse to this kids about the future and about professions " he explained smiling at me.
When I was going to say something the bell started ringing and Alexis needed to go.
I turn around and got down on my knees again saying to her "Don't worry I will be here around 4P.M Kay? And after that the rest of the afternoon is ours Kay? Now I just want you to have fun" I kissed her nose.
"Kay I will, bye mommy" she said giving me a kiss on the cheek and running to her friends.
She call me mommy, this word that I never thought that I would hear. I know that she was just pretending but it made me feel so strange but in a good strange. My skin was in skin chicken and I have butterflies in my stomach it feels so good that this made me think about the future about one day have a kid on my own without pretending a real family.
Probably I was with the biggest smile that I ever had. I never felt like this is like magic.
"Hm- Kate " Josh interrupted me again and I was just thinking why he didn't
go too? The bell rang why he just- what was he still doing here?
"Yeah?" I ask confused.
"You know we could after school go drink something, what you say?" Really he is asking me out knowing that I have a kid.
"I have..." But I had no time to finish because he did for me.
"A daughter, I know , I just met her remember but I see that you don't have a ring so—I don't know— we could try again something, right ? we are more grownup now so what you say?" Really just because I don't have ring that doesn't mean that I don't have husband what the hell. I'm pissed off now!
"I have a husband but I— I forgot the ring in home" I try to make an excuse.
"You left your ring in home" he said not believing in me.
"I didn't left I forgot " did he really heard what I said?
"Okay ..." He said not must convinced.
"So just a coffee with a friend, that won't kill you right? And I'm sure your husbanddon't mind too" he asked again. This guy is persistent I really forgot about that.
"No I'm sorry" I said walking away.
"Okay but if you change your mind you can meet me there today at 10:00 P.M " I heard him scream.
I get in the car and the first thing that I have to do is tell this to Rick, and apologize to him about all of this, and second talk to his daughter to don't create expectation about me and her dad.
I have to remedy this all thing, this all mess up that I created.
I started driving to the NYLO (New York Lawyers Officers).
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When I arrived at NYLO my mom was waiting for me worried.
"Good morning mom what's up?" I ask taking a coffee from the coffee machine.
"Are you really going to take 3 weeks of vacation?" She ask. Oh no she seem mad? Sad? Nervous? Angry?
"Yes, remember Richard Castle?" I ask taking a little of my coffee.
"Yes how could I forgot my favorite author?!" She said ironic.
"Okay so your favorite author have to go on a tour and his mother is in Europe so he needed someone to take care of his daughter because he didn't have anyone and taking his daughter to his tour is not a good idea so he asked me if could take care of her while he is out and that is 3 weeks" I explain.
"Oh okay..." Her expression change understanding what I was saying so she smiled and said "Okay so what are you going to do in 3 weeks with is daughter?"
"Well I don't have all the plans made but for today we are going to see a movie and eat ice cream like a girls night" I said smiling.
"Seems good, I did that with you when you were younger " she said proud.
"Yeah I know is why I'm doing this because I loved it" I said with a smile across my face from the memories.
"You know your dad would like to take Alexis to see a baseball game with him" her mother said to her.
"You know is actually a good idea I think she would like it" I said entering into my office.
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-BIBS
