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Chapter 12:Beautiful Broken Bella

Edward POV:

"I have a perfect idea. Be back in a minute love."

As I hoisted myself of the deck and took off like a bullet through the backdoor of the house, I couldn't help but allow the gigantic smile to erupt over just as it had been threatening to do ever since Bella suggested the idea of being my girlfriend. My girlfriend, the beautiful Isabella Marie Swan who I had lusted and drooled over ever since I arrived in this evergreen town had agreed to be my girlfriend! I sent a quick thank you to whoever the hell had granted me with such an amazing person in my life. I mean sure I have had girlfriends before and stuff but I have never met anyone quite like Bella.

I loved how selfless she was and how she always seemed to put others before herself. I loved how every person bar herself could see how stunning she was, inside and out. And she wasn't your everyday pretty either, she had that kind of classic beauty like no matter what the year or time it was, she would always be considered beautiful by anyone and everyone. And that classic beauty wanted me. I mean don't get me wrong I knew that I wasn't ugly or anything, hell I could probably have been taken down a notch or two over the years the way I have used my looks too my advantage whether it be with girls I liked or to get out of a speeding ticket, but never would I have considered someone as kind and gorgeous as Bella would be interested in a guy like me.

Finally I made it to my room and started my hunt for my old football jersey which my name written across the back. At my old school both myself and Em were accepted for the football team so because we both shared the same last names and had the same initials, the couch decided to have our full names printed on the back. And if I was being completely honest with myself, I would love nothing more than to see my name planted across my girls back.

As I look around my room I noticed all the small personal details that my mum has been sneakily adding to my room over the last few weeks we've been living here. Like the three soccer trophies that I had won when I was eight that were now being proudly displayed upon my top shelf. Or like the collection of family photos that were scattered precisely along my window ledge. I made myself a mental reminder to thank Esme later for all the effort she was making at trying to make my stay here more comfortable. I know that I had been a brat at the beginning of the move, but to be perfectly honest, I had never truly been happier in a place what with everyone I have met here and how much happier my mum seems now that we've moved.

Finally I found my jersey lying carelessly at the bottom of my messed up closet, due to the havoc and terror I had brought upon the unsuspecting clothes holder in my brutal attempt to find Bella my old jumper. Looking at the clock hanging above my bed I had realised that I had now spent about five minutes lost in my own thoughts while trying to find that dang jumper. Quickly shaking my head I made my way out of my room and started on my mission downstairs to get this jumper on Bella as soon as physically possible.

The second I stepped out of the backdoor a blanket of ice cold weather wrapped its way around me in a chokehold, like a mother tucking you into your blanket at night. As I glanced hurriedly around the garden in an attempt to locate Bella my gaze landed upon Rose and Emmet in what appeared to be a rather heated conversation. I felt a sinking feeling making itself known at the pit of my stomach as I quickly rushed over towards the pair, my mind solely focused on where Bella had seemingly disappeared to within the time span of at the very most six or seven minutes. Just as I was nearing the couple, Rosalie suddenly noticed my approach out of her peripheral vision and suddenly silenced herself before making a big exaggerated show of turning to face me and acknowledging me. My only theory on her unusual behaviour being she wanted to make it pretty obvious to Emmet that their argument was not one that was meant to be heard by my ears.

Plastering on a brilliant but severely fake smile on her face Rosalie finally decided to break the awkward atmosphere.

"Hey Edward. Where did you run off to? Know what, doesn't even matter now does it because your back, yay! ... So anyways I was just asking Em where in the heck Alice and Jasper ran off to but since he doesn't seem to know I was wondering if you do? You see I kind of forgot that today was the day that I was supposed to help Jazz work on his car with him and I would really like to get round and started on that while the suns still bright and shinning, well not bright and I know it's not exactly shinning I mean for the obvious reason that we live in Forks, you know wet wet wet twenty four seven. Ha funny me saying wet,wet,wet I was just telling Em here about this old band that my mum used to listen to called wet wet wet and ..."

"I thought you were just asking Emmet about Alice and Jaspers whereabouts Rose?" My eyes narrowed suspiciously as I took in the nervous rambling Rose, a side of her I have never encountered nor did I ever think I would ever see the day were Rosalie Hale was rambling.

"Yeah I was. I uhh... asked him about it after I told him about the band. No but seriously Edward do you know where Jasper is? Because if you do and you are just not saying anything you're seriously not going to be on my good side."

Taking in Rose's serious tone of voice and tense stature, the sinking pit in my stomach grew at an exceedingly quicker pace. I was now trying to figure out what the hell was going on because I was damn sure that I wouldn't be getting any answers off of Rosalie so I knew my next and probably only hope would be from Emmet who was being unusually silent pacing next to the ranting Rose.

"Rose, I swear I don't know where they are, I can try Alice's cell for you if you want?"

"Yes! Please Edward but can I please talk?"

Silently, I quickly dialled Ally's cells and passed the phone off to a frantic Rose who then proceeded to instantly move away from us to the opposite end of the garden. I turned to face Emmet and we stared each other out for a solid ten seconds before I finally broke and started my rapid questioning at him.

"Okay Em, be straight with me here and don't give me any more crap okay? Where is Bella?"

Silence.

"Emmet, where the hell is Bella?"

Silence.

"For goodness sake Emmet answer me!"

"EDWARD! You were the one who told me you didn't want any more bull answers and the truth is I'm not prepared to blabbin' my mouth to ya' when I don't even fully understand what is happening okay. First off if I said something to you that turned out to be a bunch of daisies mashed up in crap well not only would Rose kill me but I would also be pretty high on Bella's hit list too so back off me man and let Rose and Jasper handle this okay! I understand that your close to Bella, I really do but we are not involving ourselves in something that we don't even comprehend the half of yet okay. Bellarina is like a baby sister to me Ed, you're not the only person who cares here you know."

It really shook me to watch my ever smiling, carefree big brother to suddenly be the most serious I have ever saw him. By this point I had a pretty good idea of what was going on and it was pretty much confirmed when I looked over and saw the broken window glaring obnoxiously out of the Swans kitchen. Emmet sensing where I had clocked onto started talking again, yet this time so quietly that I almost had to strain to hear what he had to say.

"Dad always used to tell me that I got too over competitive for my own good and that one day that was gonna' come back and bite me on the butt. Well lemme' tell you Eddie, he's never been more right in his entire life. All it took was for me to kick the ball a fraction too hard and then everything was a blur. First Rosy was shouting at me and then she was shouting at Bella then next thing you know Bella's gone and I was left trying to comfort a crying Rose. If I had just calmed down and not gotten so worked up over the damn game then we would all still be sitting here, tear free having a nice day."

I was argue with Emmet and tell him not to be so ridiculous when another voice bet me to it.

"Emmet Alexander Cullen! Get a grip of yourself and stop being such an idiot this instance! Sure not going to lie to you, you're a buffoon for breaking that dang window but what went down was nowhere near your fault. Accidents happen Em it's just in this case it happened to wrong the person at the wrong time but believe me when I say what has happened today has been something that has been brewing to be unleashed for a very long time. Nothing was your fault do you understand me! If it had been to anyone else's house then everything would be okay but we were just unlucky in this case. Please don't get yourself upset over it Emmy."

Rose's voice changed front being a harsh firm tone to a soft and almost vulnerable tone. A pang of sympathy surged through me as I watched Rose give Emmet a comforting hug. She put up this brave stance in order to help those around her but the red rimmed eyes and the tear streaks that had settled upon her face gave away her pain of knowing that her best friend, her sister was hurting and not being able to do a thing about it due to trying to respect her wishes or whatever it was she was trying to achieve.

"What in Jupiter's name happened Rosalie!"

Rosalie's eyes widened dramatically as she registered the furious voice of Jasper echoing throughout the garden. I watched silently as tears welled up in her deep blue eyes before she turned and ran in the direction of Jasper before she embraced him in such a way that only siblings can. Watching them reminded me of when I used to watch Em hug Alice after Mum would give her into trouble after she was caught playing with her makeup when she was younger. If I didn't already know any better, I would have thought that Rose and Jasper were in fact brother and sister.

My heart broke a little for them as I watched Rosalie's whole body give way to her sobs as she collapsed against Jasper. I watched as she mumbled through her tears to him and in return Jasper soothingly whisper back to her in response or question to what she was saying. I wasn't until now that I realised the severity of the situation and I started to feel my own anger and frustration mount up.

"Why are we just standing here then? Shouldn't we be over there trying to help her or something? Whatever I am going whether use like it or not."

I had barley started my trek over the neighbouring house before I was abruptly halted by none other than an enraged looking Jasper.

"Over my dead body are you going over to that house Edward. I don't know who in the hell you think you are Cullen trying to dictate what happens in this situation, hell I don't even know how you know about these situations but one thing you DON'T know is how my father works. He is the scum of the earth and he gets off on other peoples pain. Heck, the only reason that I'm not even over there right this second helping MY baby sister is the fact that I know that piece of dirt is still in there somewhere just waiting for a reason to hurt her more than she probably is right now. He's a sadistic evil man and I know for a fact if you went over there right now you would be practically digging your own grave. I don't even understand why on Gods earth you even think you're entitled to have your own little say in this messed up situation Cullen."

"Because I'm her boyfriend that's why!"

I instantly regretted blurting it out like that what with the pure anger I could feel radiating off of Jasper right this second but I felt that he had a right to know and I wanted to show that he wasn't the only person here who cared for her.

"You're her what Cullen? Boyfriend? And when exactly was this decided hm?"

"Jasper grow up, I think we all agree there is a more important matter right now than getting into a pathetic little squabble with Edward about Isabella, don't you think?"

I had never been so happy for an interruption in my entire life than I was at that moment when Rosalie decided to save me from the wrath that was Jasper. Before anyone could even breathe the garden was suddenly silence by the slamming of a car door. I quickly looked up to the sound of a car's engine being started and I silently watched as the cruiser from next door drove speedily out of the Swans driveway. I took that as my lead and faster than anyone could think I had quickly taken off on my journey to get to Bella.

I heard footsteps following me and I turned my head to see Rose finally in stride with me as we burst through the Swan house. I paused not really knowing where I should be looking and noticed that Rosalie had quickly overtaken me and was running towards what I believed to be the basement door. Due to both our housed having the same layout I was eternally grateful that I at least would know my way around.

I could hear Rose calling out for Bella as she neared the basement and it was the silent response that gave me the final boost to again overtake Rose and sprint my way towards the basement door.

"Rosalie Lillian I don't want you anywhere near that basement you hear me. Same goes for you Alice. Both of you will stay up here and I will tell you what to do next. And don't dare argue with me Rosy."

Jasper had finally made his way towards us, him being the last of all of us what with his bad leg and everything. Everyone had froze in fear of what we were about to uncover at the bottom of the door that seemed to be looming down upon all of us. Jasper finally turned towards myself and Emmet and addressed us only with his next demands.

"I'm going to have to stay up here with the girls because of my leg but as soon as one of use see's her, I want use to come straight back up and report back to me understand?"

I needed no more telling before I had rocketed myself down the steep stairs, followed closely by Emmet. My body halted at the sight before my eyes and I physically had to choke down the bile that was threatening to erupt from my trembling figure as I gazed upon my broken girl. I was horror stricken as I took in her mangled leg and burst nose. I walked over to her as close as I could possibly achieve without stepping in the small pool of blood that she seemed to be bathing in at the top of her head and bottom of her leg, due to the broken bones. I silently inspected her body, taken in the dirty boot print marks that presenting themselves cockily among her lower back and stomach. She had a large purple bruise starting to form across her right cheek and eye and I had to swallow back the anger and fury that was threatening to overcome me. Out of my peripheral I noticed a large metal baseball bat that was lying haphazardly near her broken figure.

My whole body collapsed on the floor next to her as I picked up her hand as gently as humanly possible and gathered it in both of mine. It was then that I could heard Em from upstairs giving a rundown of her injuries to Jasper and I realised that this had actually happened, and wasn't in fact a horrible dream that I would shortly be able to wake up from. Sobs overtook me as I gazed down at my now beautiful broken girlfriend. I softly reached out and pushed a lock of her silky brown hair from her face and quietly sighed to myself. Even as battered and broken as she was she was still the most stunning creature that I had ever laid my eyes on. I made a promise to myself that from here on out I would do my dang hardest to not let anything else harm or hurt her in any way shape or form. Clasping her hand back in mines I quietly spoke the only thing on my mind to no one in particular.

"My beautiful broken Bella."

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