A/N: Thank you for all your reviews I really appreciate it and love to read them!!...So thank you so much :)
Oh and also I wanted to answer the question if it's the same Carly from this D&J epi. (Almost forgot! lol) No it's not! Just the same name...
As I walked home a rush of emotions came over me but it couldn't be pin pointed to just one. I was angry with him for sure, he cheated and now everyone will know. I was angry at myself because I knew what was going on and I just let him get away with it.
When I was half way home it started to pour and I welcomed the down pour because now no one could tell that I was crying. When I finally made it back to the apartment Drake was still sleeping in bed recovering from one more wild and crazy night without me. I stood in the door way contemplating what to do next; he looked so innocent just lying there. I tried to think of my plan of attack should I go in there like a mad women or slowly confront him.
"Hey baby why are you so wet?" Drake asked sluggishly.
"Drake I need to ask you something and I want you to be completely honest."
"What's the matter Carly?" He asked patting a spot on the bed.
I walked slowly towards the bed thinking the worst but praying for the best
"I just… I know… God!" I said frustrated it was as if I forgot how to speak.. I searched for the right words but nothing came out. I patted my wet purse feeling the magazine's outline. I unzipped the pocket and pulled it out looking at it one more time then handing it over to Drake.
"What's this?" Drake asked gently taking the dry paper out f my hands swinging his feet over the edge of the bed.
"Is it true?" I asked feeling my heart break piece by piece all over again. He didn't answer he just flipped open the magazine trying to find the story. I watched his face closely for any hint of his answer but it was blank his face went white; it was as if you could literally see the blood drain from his face.
"My parents are going to see this!" He said putting his head in his hands.
"Your parents!" I said outraged, I couldn't keep it in anymore! "How about me you sleaz ball?" I was now throwing an all out tantrum; things were flying out of my mouth that I couldn't even believe. "You have me sitting at home like Mrs. Fucking Suzie home maker! I'm convenient for you! You take me away from my family and friends, for what? To ruin my life? To break my heart?"
"Carly… Please give me a second to think about this."
"What you want to think up another excuse for why you're never around or why you can't make it home every night? Well Drake you make you excuses what ever makes it easier to sleep at night because I wouldn't be your warm body anymore. I am way too good for you, for this!"
"Carly I don't even love her! I'm so sorry!"
"Well it's a little to late now… Please Drake your not sorry your hurt me! You're just sorry you got caught!" I said with such calmness and coolness that I scared me I walked around the room picking up my jewelry box and cell phone throwing anything to real importance in my over sized canvas purse.
"Carly I love you." He said quietly like maybe even he didn't believe it anymore. I didn't say anything I just looking at him with the same loving eyes since day one. I kissed him gently on his forehead running my finger tips down the side of his face as I pull away, from him, from this life.
