Randy walked over to his mini bar throwing a handful of empty bottles into the bin on his way. As he opened the door he was shocked to find it empty. He turned back around and looked in the bin maybe he'd drunk more than he'd thought.

As Randy tried to work out exactly how much he'd drunk, someone knocked on his door. It took Randy a while but he finally got to the door he balanced himself and looked through the peephole to see Faith standing there.

Standing outside his door he realised was the reason he was drunk. He'd actually thought he could drink away his feelings for Faith. Yet there she stood looking as beautiful as ever. As Randy continued to stare at Faith he fell backwards as she banged on the door again.

He jumped up and opened the door for Faith. "Hey Faith." Randy said. Faith looked at Randy she didn't know who else to come to about John he and Randy were best mates he'd help her decide what to do. As Faith went to tell Randy this she realised he'd fallen back onto his bed and was holding his head.

"Randy…are you okay?" Faith asked walking over to him. It was then she noticed his fridge was empty and the waste bin was full of those tiny bottles of alcohol.

"Did you drink all of those?" Faith asked. Randy rolled over and looked at Faith.

"Um I ain't sure." Randy said.

"You do know that a lot of little bottles equals to one big one don't you." Faith said beginning to make coffee.

"It's my room I allowed to get drunk if I wanna. So what are you doing in my room?" Randy asked.

"I just wanted to talk." Faith said handing Randy a cup of coffee and pouring herself one.

Randy took a sip of the coffee before making a face. "Is there any sugar in this?" Randy said peering into the cup.

"No, you didn't have any." Faith said.

"So what did you wanna talk about?" Randy asked, putting the coffee down. "I thought you'd be with John. Did he do something stupid?"

"No well maybe I don't know." Faith said.

"Just tell me what happened." Randy said.

Faith explained everything that had happened since her and John had left the arena. "And then I didn't know what to do so I came here." Faith finished.

Randy looked up at Faith and realised she was crying. "Hey don't cry. It'll be alright." Randy said getting up and pulling Faith into a hug. "John really cares about you and he wouldn't have married you if he didn't. You're a great girl and he's lucky to have you and if he doesn't realise that, which I think he does then he doesn't deserve you." Randy said stroking Faith's hair.

Faith looked up at Randy, he was so sweet and such a nice guy if she didn't love John then Randy would be next in line. Faith smiled and closed her eyes. She loved John. All the stuff he'd done didn't overshadow2 the fact that she loved him with all her heart. Faith thought back to him kissing her. She could feel his lips on hers it felt so real. She opened her eyes and gasped.

The kiss had been real but it wasn't with John it was with Randy. Faith just sat staring at him. "Randy I'm sorry I don't know what just happened." Faith said she went to move away when Randy grabbed her arm and pulled her back to him and they began kissing all over again.

Faith finally pulled away from Randy. "That shouldn't have happened." Faith said putting her hand to her mouth. "I love John I'm married to John." Faith said.

Randy sat looking at Faith, it finally hit him. She didn't love him not in the way he loved her anyway. He shouldn't have kissed her. John was going to kill him, not to mention what Mark would do if he ever found out.

"Faith it was an accident. I'm so drunk I don't know what I'm doing and you're right it shouldn't have happened." Randy said. If he told her how he felt then it would make things worse all they could do was forget it ever happened and move on with there lives.

Faith got up and walked out of Randy's hotel room and back to John's she had to tell him. She couldn't live with him not knowing and after she'd told him she was going to tell him she'd forgiven him for all the crap he'd done and then she was going to kiss her husband and the man she loved.

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John lay on his bed, he'd and hoped he'd have Faith beside him tonight instead he was alone holding an icepack on his head. What else could he have said? John replayed there conversation n his head she'd accused of everything in the first half of it but then she seemed concerned when he'd been out in the hallway. He'd said he loved her and that he couldn't undo what had happened between them and he'd said sorry. John stopped.

I'm sorry. He'd never said it. Not once had he apologised, he just shifted the blame from himself onto to nothing. But it was his fault he made the decision to leave, he made the decision to not call or see her and it was his decision to cheat on her.

John sat up and began to get dressed he had to find Faith and aplogise. As he pulled on his shoes went out the door he bent down to tie up his laces when he noticed two feet in front of him. John slowly stood up and looked at Faith standing in front of him.

"Faith I need to say something to you." John said.

"Well I have to tell you something as well." Faith said. "But you go first."

"Okay it just hit me that when I told you all that stuff before I forgot the most important thing. Faith I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ever hurting you I would never want to hurt you purposely I was an idiot to think what I did was the right thing to do. I love you Faith" John said.

Faith smiled, but it disappeared quickly when she remembered she still had to tell John what she'd done.

"John, I love you too and I forgive you and I'm willing to forgive and forget. And I'm hoping you're willing to do the same." Faith said.

"What do I have to forgive you for you have done nothing wrong?" John said.

Faith took a deep breath, "John when I ran tonight I ran to Randy. I needed to talk to someone and you and him are so close I just figured he'd be able to help me work out what was going through your head and mine."

"Faith, baby I don't have a problem with you talking with Randy." John said with a laugh.

"That's not all, after I explained it all to him I realised that I loved you so much even after all the stuff you'd done. And all I could think of doing was coming back here and kissing you. And well before I knew it Randy and I were kissing." Faith said.

John didn't know what to say. He was going to kill Randy. He looked at Faith and realised that she'd been willing to forgive him and he'd done more than kiss another girl. As much as it hurt to think of her kissing another guy especially his best friend he was going to have to get over it if he wanted to be with Faith.

"Please don't be mad it was just one stupid kiss." Faith said.

"I think I'm allowed to be mad but I love you and I know you love me so I think the safest thing for both of us is to forget that any of this ever happened and start again."

"No." Faith said.

"I thought you wanted to forgive and forget." John said.

"I did but you learn from your mistakes and grow from them and I don't want to forget what has happened I want to learn and grow from what has happened. I want to move on from this but I'll need your help." Faith said.

"I'm here for you. Forever." John said pulling Faith into him and kissing her.

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Faith rolled over and looked at John, she loved watching him sleep. She laughed as he opened his eyes.

"I thought you'd be worn out?" John said.

Faith didn't say anything just propped herself up and began to sing.

Here in the dark

I stand before you

Knowing this is my chance to show you my heart

This is the start

This is the start

I have so much to say and I'm hopin'

That your arms are open

Don't turn away, I want you near me

But you have to hear me

Here's where I stand

Here's who I am

Love me, but don't tell me who I have to be

Here's who I am, I'm what you see

You said I had to change and I was tryin'

But my heart was lyin'

I'm not a child any longer

I am stronger

Here's where I stand

Here's who I am

Help me to move on but please don't tell me how

I'm on my way, I'm movin' now

In this life we've come so far

But we're only who we are

With the courage of love

To show us the way

We've got the power to stand up and say

Here's where I stand

Here's where I am

Stand up and be counted, I'm counting on you

If you're with me

We'll make it through

Here's where I stand

Here's who I am

Love me, love me, love me and we'll make it through

Here's where I stand

Baby, baby, and baby I'm counting on you

Here's where I stand

Love me, love me, love me and we'll make it through

I'm counting

I'm counting

I'm counting, I'm counting on you.

John stared at Faith as she finished. She had a voice like an angel, she was his angel. And he loved her with all his heart.

A/N: Okay so theres chapter 14 now for the bad news. The next chapter is going to be the last. Well i do have an epilogue as well so i'll finish on 16 chapters but yeah just thought i'd let you all know that I have already started my next story and the first chapter will be up after i finish this story so keep an eyes out for it. Thnks for all the reviews and please keep em coming.