sathreal's Request

BonXRin

Chapter 14~

"You going to be alright this time?" Bon asked, as he held the pregnant teen against him. "No fevers or stomach aches?"

"I'll be fine, Bon. I have Nekoyoma to watch after me." Rin managed to speak, as Bon nuzzled his neck and made the younger flush.

"I'll be back as soon as I can, alright?"

"Alright." Rin hesitantly answered, as the older let go of him and grabbed the door handle. "Be careful on your mission."

"I will." Bon spoke, as he pulled the door open and walked through.

A knotting feeling in the pit of the younger's stomach, before he rushed over and grabbed the door. The brunette n' blonde looking at him in surprise, as Rin went to open his mouth and the words he wanted to speak disappeared. An awkward silence between them, before the half-demon managed to let go of the door and back up.

"Have fun at school." Rin quickly spoke, before he turned on his heel and disappeared into the kitchen.

The pregnant demon instantly disappearing into the kitchen, before he heard the front door close. His chest contracting, as he gripped the edge of the counter and let out a curse. For some reason he didn't know why he couldn't tell the older want was on his mind. Tell him that he loved him, hoped he'd come home safe. Yet the moment he opened his mouth and their eyes met, that was the end of it. All the words he wanted to speak disappeared before he could say them and left him empty. All because he knew Bon didn't love him, didn't want him heart, body, and soul. Bon was just here to take care of him, to try and become the father of their children.

Sure the brunette n' blonde knew the half-demon liked him to an extent, but he didn't know all of it. How his love for the older practically hurt him on the inside, when he couldn't reach out and wrap his arms around him. When he couldn't kiss him for a reason beyond welcoming him back or sending him off. He knew Bon was changing, changing to please him, but he didn't want to be pleased. He wanted to be loved, to be cared for. To be able to fall asleep beside the man he loved and fall asleep in his arms. Yet the more he wished, the more it slipped through his fingers.

"Rin, what's wrong?" Nekoyoma's voice asked, as he felt arms wrapped around his waist and pull him back to a hard chest. "You left Suguro standing in the doorway looking worried."

"It's nothing." Rin forced out, as he shook his head. "I'm over reacting. It has to be the hormones."

It was only then that the male behind him let out a sigh and turned him around. The younger felling his chin being tilted up, before his deep blue eyes met electric blue and Nekoyoma wiped the tears from his eyes. Tears he hadn't even realized were there, as Rin back up into the counter and wiped the beads of water off his skin. The action only making it worse, as he let out a sob and more tears came rolling down his face.

"Rin, what's wrong?" Nekoyoma asked, as he kneeled down in front of him and cupped the younger's face. "You can tell me. We can't let this turn into stress later on and hurt the offspring."

"I-I'm just u-upset." Rin sobbed out, as he wrapped his arms around the older half-demon's neck and sobbed into his shoulder. "I w-want him to l-love me so b-bad that it h-hurts."

"He'll come around, Rin." The older assured him, as he got a furious shake of the head. "You just have to push him a little. Show him how much you love him, and how much you want him to love you."

"But h-he'll never l-love me that way." Rin sobbed, as Nekoyoma gently smiled and brushed the hair from his eyes. "And I don't kn-know how to make him l-love me."

"You want me to help you?" The male asked, as he got a furious nod. "Alright, just follow my instructions and this'll work out."

"What?" Crystal practically screeched, as the pink-haired teen flinched. "Why did you agree to be his mate, without seeing if the sex is good first?"

"Crystal, that's not our issue here." Marabelle sighed, as she rubbed her temples. "What the problem here is that-"

"Ren-nii is going to lose his virginity!" Nina practically sobbed, as she tackled the half-incubus into a hug. "Ren-nii has to stay pure!"

"Guy's I think you're over reacting." Shima spoke, as Marabelle gave him a glare.

"Over reacting? Ren-kun, you're about to give yourself over to one of the son's of Satan." Marabelle growled, as the teen flinched. "What if he get's you pregnant and the offspring kills you? They'll be too powerful for you."

"But sensei will be there with me. He'll be there to take care of me." The pink-haired teen spoke, as Crystal huffed.

"And what if he get's you pregnant and decides you're not worth the trouble?" The teen challenged, as she put her hands on her hips. "What if he decides he doesn't want children and leaves you all alone? Than what are you going to do?"

"Nothing, because Sensei would never do that to me." Shima firmly spoke, as Crystal let out a frustrated sigh and rubbed the back of her head.

"Ren-chan, we just don't want you to get hurt is all." The girl spoke, as Nina nodded.

"Ren-nii is like a brother to us!" Nina announced, as both Crystal and Marabelle looked anywhere but at the teen. "We want Ren-nii to be safe!"

"Yeah, what Nina said." Marabelle mumbled, as she cross her arms over her chest and she looked at him. "We're just worried about you is all, Ren-kun. If he hurts you it may be years before you recover from it."

A big smile stretched across the teen's face, before he walked over and pulled all three girls into a hug. The trio looking at him in surprise, before he looked at them and nodded.

"I understand what you're saying, and I respect it." The teen spoke, as he let go of the three and rubbed the back of his head. "None the less, I don't think I want anyone else but Sensei. It hurts to think of another demon laying beside him in bed, let alone being his mate. If anything I need him more than he needs me. It's almost like he completes me."

"Then it looks like we can't change your mind." Marabelle announced, as the two girls stared at her in shock. "It seems you found your true mate, Ren-kun. He better treat you like a prince."

"He already does."

"He's almost here. You ready?" Nekoyoma asked, as the pregnant half-demon furiously shook his head. "What's wrong?"

"I'm so nervous I feel nauseous." Rin mumbled, as he wrapped his arms tightly around his stomach. "What if this doesn't work?"

"It'll work, don't worry." Nekoyoma reassured him, as the sound of the front door opening reached their ears.

"Rin, I'm back!" Bon called, as the half-demon quickly pushed his fears aside and walked into the entryway. "How did your day go? No problems? Did you eat?"

"Yes, no problems." Rin managed to speak without stuttering. "Nekoyoma just finished making dinner. You want to come eat?"

"You guys didn't eat yet? It's almost seven thirty."

"I wasn't very hungry." The younger spoke, as the older walked over and wrapped an arm around his waist before he gave him a kiss on the forehead. "Did your mission go alright?"

"Better than I thought it would." The older spoke, as they walked into the cafeteria area to find Nekoyoma setting the table for the two of them. "You aren't eating with us?"

"Nah, I got to head over to the American Branch and run a few errands." The older half-demon spoke, as he waved a hand at them. "I'll probably be back by midnight. Nothing to freak out over."

It was only when an awkward silence followed, that Bon gave the male a nod and Nekoyoma finished setting out the food. Ukobach cleaning dishes in the kitchen, as Nekoyoma straightened himself up and shoved his hand into his pockets.

"Well, I'll be seeing you guys later." The male spoke, as he walked right past them. "Have a nice night."

"You too." Bon awkwardly spoke, before the closing of a hallway door echoed through the room. "So…"

"We should probably eat before it gets cold." Rin spoke, as the older nodded. "What'd you do on your mission?"

"Nothing much. Just got rid of some demons running around and playing pranks of villagers." Bon spoke, as he pulled out a chair for the younger and pushed it in for him before he sat across from him. "My teammates were so lazy it wasn't funny. They make you look normal."

The both of them laughed, before they started dishing out their meal. The younger grabbing some of the demonic dish Nekoyoma had made especially for him, as they started going into light conversation. Nothing more than things that happened at school or what the demon did around the building that day, which wasn't much. He wasn't allowed to cook, so instead he gave Nekoyoma a cooking lesson. After that he lazed around and tried to find something to do. He looked through some schoolbooks, read a few manga, and then had a short nap. After that the demon kept his mouth shut and let the older talk. If only for the reason that after the half-demon's nap both him and his true mate spent all their time making dinner. Sure he felt bad Nekoyoma wasn't going to be able to share the meal with them, but he'd make sure to put some in the fridge later for the male to eat when he came back.

"Bon, I have a question." Rin softly spoke, after the older had finished a quick story about how Shima tripped up the stairs and ran into some upperclassman and accidently seduced him.

"What is it, Rin?" The brunette n' blonde asked, as he stuck a piece of pork into his mouth. "Something wrong?"

"No, not really. Well, actually…" Nervously the half-demon played with his fingers and chewed on his lower lip, as the male across from him gave him a worried look. "What do you think about me?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well…um… in a like sense. You know? Do you like me at all?"

"Of course I like you, Rin." The older spoke, as he set his fork and knife down. "We've been friends for over half a year. "Why wouldn't I like you?"

"That's not what I mean." The younger spoke, as he shook his head and the older gave him an even more confused look. "God, I don't know how to say this."

"Rin, is something wrong?" Bon asked, as he took the younger's hand and their eyes met. "Did something happen? You can tell me."

"I-I just don't know what to do anymore." Rin confessed, as he squeezed the older's hand. "I'm so confused and my mind is a mess. I can't tell what you're thinking anymore."

"Rin, I'm really confused here." Bon spoke, as he gave the younger an extremely worried look.

With a big intake of breath, the younger let it out and looked at the older. A worried look in his mocha brown eyes, as Rin willed up all his courage and quickly forced the words out.

"I love you." Rin finally spoke, as Bon's eyes widened. "I love you so much it hurts. It hurts to think you don't love me back, and that you're only here for the children. It hurts that I can't kiss you and fall asleep beside you in bed wrapped in your arms, and it hurts that the more I keep thinking about it the worse it gets. I love you, Bon, and I can't take this anymore."

When the half-demon's words came to a stop, nothing but silence filled the air. The older staring at him in complete shock in surprise, as Rin nervously chewed on his lip. Blackie rubbing against his legs for comfort, as Ukobach watched quietly from the kitchen window. The young half-demon feeling the time drag on, before he roughly stood up and the chair scrapped across the floor. Blackie jumping away in surprise, before Bon looked up at him and went to open his mouth.

"Rin-"

"If you need me I'll be upstairs." The younger spoke, as he left his half-eaten dinner at the table and quickly left the room.

His footsteps echoing through the hall, as he easily climbed up the stairs and to the second floor. The teen reaching for the door handle of the older's room, before he paused and felt his chest contract. Why? Why was it every time he was upset, angry, down that he came here? Why was it that the one man he loved made him feel so safe, yet he didn't love him? He must be cursed.

Nonetheless, the younger couldn't help as the tears rolled down his face. His fingers gripping angrily at the wood, before he fell to his knees. A sob wracking his throat, before he heard footsteps coming up the stairs and felt all the rest of his strength leave his body. Nothing more than pain in his chest, as he heard footsteps from downstairs. The sound never reaching the stairs, as they headed for the front door. The sound of the door closing echoing through the building before the teen was utterly alone.

Scarlett: and Rin get's shot down hard!

Rin: *runs out of the room and tears* You're an asshole!

Bon: *gets up and goes after* Kitten, I wasn't the one that did that! She was!

Scarlett: *evil little look on face* Yes, I am so cruel. But fear not my fans, it will get better!...no, not really. Besides the point, I'd like to announce that I am going to do a collaboration with anyone who wants to do it with me. Keep in mind you have to be pretty dedicated to the fic and be abel to contact me through Facebook or Fanfiction. I will also like to point out that it is a AmaimonXShima fic, so this is uncharted territory, folks! Besides the point, check out the fic summary on my profile page and message me if you are interested! Anyway, sathreal you know the drill.

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These characters belong to Kazue Kato.

And to you guys, I've decided that inbetween some chapters, I'm going to be answering comments and any questions you have. I'll answer anything about the story, plot, realtionships on characters, or you can just me about myself. You can even ask Bon and Rin. Anyway! Enjoy and review!