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When you really love someone – Chapter 13
It was Addie's last free day. Derek was at work and she was alone at the brownstone. She just made herself some breakfast and tried tee over coffee. She wasn't really sure if she liked it yet.
Archer was on his way to the brownstone. He had to find out that Addison had moved back to NY after he flew all the way to Seattle to visit her.
Addison just got dressed in jeans - that was unusual for her, but she liked it for now - and a shirt.
He walked up the stairs to the front door and rung the doorbell patiently waiting for Addison to open the door.
Addison looked at the watch. She was surprised that the doorbell rung. She went with her mug to the door while still looking skeptically at the tea and opened the door and nearly let the mug fell, "Archer!"
"Well it's nice to see you too Addison. It wasn't easy to find you after all." He said in an accusing sound.
Addison looked at him surprised, "What do you mean? Wanna come in?"
He walked inside before answering her. "Well I was in Seattle. I thought it might be nice to visit my baby sister but I had to find out that you have left Seattle weeks ago."
Addison closed the door and went after him, "Uhm ... yes ... that was kind of unplanned. I made a spontaneous decision. Want some tea? Or coffee?"
"Tea?" he asked confused. Was she a whole new person all of the sudden?
"You have tea?"
"Long story ...", Addison went over to the coffee machine and made some coffee for him.
"Are you seriously drinking tea?" He looked into her mug not believing that his Addie was really drinking tea. She was such a coffee person.
"Decaffeinated coffee is even more disgusting than tea", she answered him and gave him the mug with the coffee.
"Care to explain what is going on with you?"
"Ok, but you have to promise me that you won't freak out ... because there happened a lot ..."
"Spill it Addison." He said making himself comfortable on the Shepherds couch.
Waiting for her to sit down next to him.
"Ok, back inSeattle Derek and I went to this prom-thing ... he told me that he had to take care of a patient. I found the panty of his intern in his jacket ... I moved out of the trailer this night. I went to the Archfield and called Mark. I needed someone to listen. He came to Seattle for me and asked me to go back with him to NY. I agreed ... finally ...", she really didn't want to tell him that she slept with Mark Sloan ... again.
"And you slept with him again." He finished for her. He has always been able to read her like an open book.
"Ok ... I slept with him ... we went back and I gave Derek divorce papers before I left. I dunno ... why, but we talked this night and ... it was a bit strange. He came to NY and we landed in the hospital", she prayed to God or whoever was there that he wouldn't ask her why they`ve landed in hospital.
"And how comes that you landed in the hospital?"
"Derek and Mark were kind of fighting ..."
"If they hurt you Addison I swear they are dead!" Now he was really angry.
"Archie, it wasn't really bad ... it was my fault. I stepped between them and you know me ..."
"They hurt you Addison. Those morons! Tell me you`re living with neither one of them."
"Uhm ... sorry ... but Derek and I decided to give us another shot."
"This idiot? Even Mark`s a better man for you than he is."
"Archie, listen ... when we were in hospital ... we found something out ..."
He was pacing around now.
"Just spill it Addison."
"I'm ... I'm pregnant."
His angry face disappeared and a smile replaced it.
"I`m going to be an uncle? You`re going to be a mommy?"
"Yeah. I'm 9th week. She moved closer to Archer. Say hi to you little niece. I'm pretty sure it will be a girl."
He engulfed her in a hug and kissed her cheek. "So you think it`s a girl huh?" He asked her not letting go of her just yet.
"Are you a girl? No, I think you`re a boy. But don`t you become such a moron like your dad. Wait Derek´s the dad right?"
"Yes, Derek's the dad and I'm surprised you think it's a boy ... Derek thinks so too."
"Well it`s Derek we`re talking about. On the other hand, his dad only got one boy and four girls so maybe you`re right after all."
"Funny ... but now back ... there's something more I have to tell you."
He noticed her change of behavior and looked at her exceptive.
"I had rubella", she told him quietly.
"When?"
"I was already pregnant", she answered the question he really asked her.
"Oh Adds. When will you know if the baby`s okay or not?" He was a doctor so he knew that it was really dangerous when a woman got rubella during pregnancy, especially in the first couple of weeks but he didn`t know much more about it.
"It's too early for the test yet, so we don't know, but the chance that the baby is totally healthy ...", she looked down. She knew all these facts, but she couldn't tell him. It hurt so much.
"Is 10 %, right?"
Addison only managed to nod.
He engulfed her in a hug again, soothing her.
She cuddled close to him and rested her head on his chest, "We can only hope for a miracle."
"Do Bizzy and captain know about this?" He asked her carefully.
Addison looked at him skeptically.
"That`s a no I guess. Want to tell me about you and Derek?"
"What do you want to know?"
"Is he good to you?"
"Of course. He takes care of me. I hate him for taking the coffee away."
"You and your coffee. You`ll survive the few month until your little miracle gets here."
Addison turned to her belly, "Did you hear your uncle Archer little peanut? Hurry a bit, because mommy needs coffee."
"You`re already pressuring your child Addison. That`s not good." he teased
Addison hit him lightly, "Archie ... you have to be nice. I'm your pregnant baby sister."
"Don`t pull that cart Addison. It`s not going to work on me. Oh I've missed my baby sister."
Addison smiled at him, "Archie ...", she cuddled to him, "I missed you too."
He held her tight, cuddling her.
Derek just drove in the garage when he heard his wife saying bye to someone. After he had closed the garage Addison was already back inside and he saw Archer walking down the stairs.
Archer saw Derek, "Hey Shepherd."
"Archer." Derek said with only few enthusiasm.
"How are you doing?", Archer asked him sarcastically.
"Fine. Why do you ask?", he replied in a cold tone. Addison had always asked him to be nice and to get along with Archer but it was simply impossible for you.
"Just wondering ... heard you cheated on my baby sister with your little intern...", Archer glared at him.
"That was a mistake. I know that."
"I really don't know why she took you back. Be grateful I wasn't here when you came back."
"I know otherwise I would be dead now wouldn`t I? But have you ever thought about the fact what Addison feels like, how it hurts her how much you hate me. Don`t get me wrong, you`re not my favorite person either, but for her sake, I`d try to get along with you."
Archer laughed, "You know what Derek Shepherd like always I will be really nice when Addie's around, but I hate you. I hate what you did to her. When you stopped coming home she was so hurt. She was even more desperate, when you ignored her in Seattle. She called me every week, so don't try to fool me. You really don't deserve her." Archer had stepped closer and glared at Derek.
Derek walked a step towards Archer as well. He couldn`t describe how much he hated this man.
Archer still glared at him, "I'll kill you with my own hands if you ever hurt her again. Understood?"
"I know you want to protect your little sister. And I know I`ve been an ass but you`re not better than I am. You`re a manwhore. I made two mistakes. I know they were big, but still I love Addison and I won't repeat those mistakes. I`ll never leave her again and I`ll always be there for her." Derek explained glaring at Archer angrily. He should at least give him credit for loving Addison that much. He never intended to hurt her.
"Oh ... that really hurts ...", Archer laughed sarcastically, "... you call me a manwhore. You know what even if I'm a manwhore. I never cheated on one of these women."
"Yeah, because you`ve never been in a real relationship. Poor woman that`s going to be your first. She`ll be gone before you can count to three."
Archer stepped closer, "You should stop RIGHT NOW!"
"Oh I should? I won`t! All I want for Addison is to be happy and healthy. And I`m glad that she only knows you as her big, protective brother and not the ass you really are!" Derek hissed. He didn`t want Addison to notice the fight he and Archer are having.
"You know I could hurt you really badly and make it look like an accident ... no one would go after me, because I'm a Montgomery. Addison is one too, she doesn't like it much sometimes and most people don't know that her trust fund is big enough that she could sit around for the rest of her life ... I'll take care of her. I took care of her long before she knew you. Don't screw it up again Derek. You would regret it."
"You can`t scare me Archer. Not you."
Archer looked closely at Derek, "Are you really sure of that?"
"You`re a dastard!"
Archer laughed, "Oh ... you hurt me so much Derek", he turned around to go.
"Just take care of her."
"I will don`t worry. I won`t give you the satisfaction of killing me."
"Make sure you won't hit her again in the future", Archer said hatefully.
"Excuse me?" He`s furious. "When did I hit her? I have never hit my wife!"
"Remember when you came back to NY and had this "nice" talk with Mark. She told me it was Mark that hit her accidently, but I know her. She didn't want to blame you. When she first brought you home, I didn't like you, but I really didn't think you would be violent against her, but seems like I was wrong."
"You bastard!" Derek yelled and slammed his fist in his brother-in-laws face.
"You know as well as I do that I never intended to hurt Addison. And it was Mark who accidently hit her. Not me!"
"Aww ... I really hoped you would do that", Archer told him and hit him hard back.
After Derek had processed the punch he hit Archer again and again.
Archer did the same with Derek.
Addison heard some rumors going around at the outside. She opened the door and saw Archer and Derek fighting. "What the hell are you doing?" she screamed at them.
Derek didn´t respond. He didn`t even realize it was Addison that had just yelled at them. He just kept fighting back.
It was the same with Archer, he didn't notice Addison either. Addison stepped forward and tried to separate them.
Addison felt like in a déjà-vu ... she felt a hand hit her arm hard.
Derek saw her stumbling and quickly reacted and caught her before she could hit the ground.
Addison got rid of Derek's arm and glared at both of them, "You two are idiots!" She told them and stormed back in the brownstone.
"Addison stop. Wait." Derek jogged up the stairs to help her calm down. Stress is not good for her after all.
"Derek, go away! I really don't want to see you right now!"
"It wasn`t all my fault." He argued. "Archer claimed that I use violence against you. That I have hurt you on purpose. I`ve never hurt you in that way!"
Archer was like frozen on the spot. He knew he had just hit his sister, but he didn't want to realize it so he took the blame on Derek. He went away really angry.
"Derek, I don't want to hear it! Just go!"
"No I am not going. I`m staying here with you. I need to make sure that you, my beloved wife is doing alright. Are you hurt?" He asked her now very worried. He didn`t see where she was hit only saw her stumbling backwards.
"I'm fine. Derek, please go. I need to cool down and I'm angry at you ... so it would be good if you come back later when I have calmed myself down."
He grabbed her by her upper arms, because he could see that she was becoming hysterical. He hold her tight and looked into her eyes. "Breath Addison and try to relax. I`m not going. Please accept this. I`m not leaving you in an angry stat on your own. Addison, please look at me." he said after she broke eye-contact, trying to hide the tears.
Addison closed her eyes , she really don't want to look at him right now, and started to breath.
As he could see that she was concentrating on her breathing he stopped asking her to look at him. That was the first step for her to relax. It would help her.
"I`m sorry we were fighting. Neither of us wants to hurt you Addison."
She finally opened her eyes, "I really don't want to hear it, Derek."
"I don`t care." He said and let go of her arms but moved his to her lower back so he could hug her.
"Even though we hate each other, we both only want the best for you."
Addison cuddled in a bit "Derek, when it's about Archer we will never come to one point. So please stop it ..."
"I know you love him. He´s your brother after all, but I love you and I need to take care of you."
He hugged her tightly not letting go of her.
"I love you babe."
"I'm perfectly fine ... Love you too", she told him quietly.
"That`s good to know." He said and kissed her lips softy, massaging her tongue with his.
Addison wanted to be mad at him, but she simply couldn't resist his kisses.
He moaned softly and deepened the kiss while moving his hands up and down her back.
Addison leaned in a bit more and started to open the buttons of his shirt.
"Are you sure Adds?" He asked her stopping the kiss and looking directly into her eyes.
She looked back at him and nodded.
He smiled at her gently and moved his right hand to caress her cheek and started kissing her neck.
Addison moaned, because he had hit one of her sensitive spots.
He continued kissing down her neck. "Let's move this to the bedroom." He whispered. He picked her up, all the while kissing her and carried her to their bedroom where he gently placed her in the middle of their king-sized bed.
Addison pulled him closer and kissed him again. She touched his hair. Good she loved his hair, he had really good hair. She moved down his chest. He was really sexy. He had some muscles but not too much. She loved that he was always warm and that he didn't complain much about her cold feet and hands. She smiled at him. How could she ever get so lucky that he liked her?
He loved her hair just as much and really hoped that their baby would look just like her. He enjoyed her touch and continued kissing her softly, touching her body.
Addison moved slowly into deeper areas and got rid of Derek's jeans.
"Not so fast." he whispered moving his hands under her shirt touching her bare skin.
"You make me go crazy", she whispered playfully.
"I want to love you Addison. I want to make love to you. I don`t want it to be just sex. I want it to mean something."
She understood immediately what he meant, "Ok", she whispered softly.
He slowly lifted her shirt over her head and left her in her black bra.
"Thank you." He said and softly cupped her breasts.
Addison was a bit relieved that she made sure in the morning that her panty fitted her bra. When Derek started to touch her breasts softly, she started to moan a bit.
"I love you." he said softly, kissing her belly down slowly.
"I love you too, Derek Christopher Shepherd."
"I love it when you say that. Addison Adrienne Forbes Montgomery-Shepherd." he pecked her lips opening her bra.
Addison laughed, "My name is way too long to say it completely."
"No it`s not. I love it. It has a great sound."
Addison smiled at him, "Our baby will only have one last name and max two names before that."
"What will be the last name?" He asked carefully.
"Shepherd of course ... sometimes you're really a maron Derek."
"Hmm, maybe I am." he chuckled. Derek got back kissing his wife softly, letting his hands wandering over her body.
He slowly opened her jeans and pulled it down.
Addison moaned in pleasure. God how much she enjoyed when he was touching her everywhere.
Derek kissed her feet. He loved her feet. They are beautiful, he loved every toe. All ten of them.
Addison smiled when she watched him kissing her feet. She looked at her belly. It was still flat, but there was life inside.
He noticed her glance and smiled at her. He then moved his kisses over her legs.
Addison leaned back and enjoyed this, because it has been a while since he last did this.
"Do you enjoy this?"
He moved his kisses towards his targed and kissed her through her damp panties.
"Ohh ... yeesss ...", she managed to moan.
"I knew that." He said and stopped what he was doing and grinned at her.
"Arghh ... you're mean ...", she threw a pillow after him.
He didn`t say anything in response but moved his fingers under her panties, feeling how wet she already was.
When he moved his fingers inside her Addison moaned in surprise, she hadn't expected this.
He smiled at her response and continued this for a little longer before he removed his fingers and pulled down her panties.
"Come up here mister, because I think you still have your shorts on", Addison smiled at him.
"Hmm I think so too, but there`s no need for that just yet." He said and licked over her clit, enjoying that she obviously enjoyed it.
"Ahh ... you're way too good to me Derek Shepherd."
"I`m not. You`re my queen and you should get only the best." He continued what he was doing and started sucking her clit while pumping two fingers in and out of her.
Addison grabbed the sheets and squeezed them tightly. This was so turning her on.
She squirmed beneath him so he used his other hand to hold her hips in place.
"Oh God Derek ...", Addison started to moan softly. She knew she was becoming more wet every moment.
He stopped for a moment keeping his fingers in place, using his other hand to get hold of her hand, that has found it`s way in his hair and kissed it.
"Derek, I want you inside me", she told him softly, "Please ... I need you."
He knew that he needed her just as much. His erection was painfully hard and he was sure he wouldn`t last long now. He let her get rid of his shorts.
Addison smiled when she saw his erection. It made her smile that she still had the effect to him.
"You like what you see don`t you?" he teased stroking the tip of his penis against her opening teasingly.
"Oh I like what I see really really really much my dear husband and I'm really glad you know how to use it."
"Hm, I`m happy you like how I use it." He moved a little bit inside of her. She was so wet that he could slid inside of her easlily. She was already pulsating around him.
"Mhhh ...", Addison enjoyed it too much to say anything more.
He moved in further until he couldn't go any further. He moved in a slow motion, he wanted her to feel loved and taken care off.
Addison grabbed his hand and squeezed it. She felt like she was in 7th heaven. She felt his hard erection moving inside her slowly.
"Tell me what you need." He said while sucking on one of her nipples.
"I need you to ... mhhh", she moaned softly, because she loved it when he was sucking on her nipple, "... to move faster."
He sped up a bit, not letting the rhythm get to too fast. With long strokes he was pumping into her.
"Mhhh ... oh gosh Derek ... I think I'm really close", she moaned.
That`s why he increased the speed and started rubbing her clit. He felt her walls around him and it was very hard for him not to orgasm right away.
"Derek, I want us to hit it together", Addison managed to tell him.
When he felt her exploding around him he let go and they orgasmed at the same time.
A few minutes later they were lying next to each other both exhausted.
He hold her tightly against his chest. Softly stroking through her auburn hair. Smelling her scent in.
In this moment Addison remembered something, "What time is it?"
"Don`t ruin that moment now Addison." He whined not moving an inch.
"Derek, please this is important! What time?"
"I don`t know Addison. I can`t see the alarm clock."
Addison moved and looked over his shoulder and jumped up, "Shit!"
"What the hell Addison?" He yelled confused after she had disappeared.
Addison walked out of the walk in closet, "Get your ass out of the bed and get dressed!"
"Why?"
"I talked to Mark yesterday and he asked me to meet him and Isabella for dinner and we have exactly 15 minutes left which means we'll be late."
"Oh, I thought we could spend a nice evening. Only the two of us and baby." He whined but got up slowly approaching her from behind hugging her.
"Sorry, but I promise you I'll make it up to you". She moved again inside the closet "Can you zip me up?", she asked him when she came back in a short black dress.
"I´d rather take it off you." He smirked looking at her butt.
"Derek!" she whined. "Please and get rid of that smile."
"Only because I love you." He zipped her dress up and moved to get himself some cloth, but turned around. "Do I get a kiss?" He asked sweetly.
Addison sighed, but kissed him. "Thanks hun. And really get rid of that smile, because Mark will notice why we're late when you smile like this." She moved into the bathroom, removed her makeup and picked out some platinum jewelry with rubies that Derek donated her for her birthday five years ago.
"Do you care what Mark thinks?" He asked her while putting on some shorts.
"We'll meet his girlfriend the first time and I really don't want a talk about our sex life during this", she slipped into some black Prada peep toes and got her favorite Dolce & Gabbana bag.
"Fine." He gave her a last cheeky smile before he changed to normal Derek again. "Should we call Mark and tell him we`re going to be late?"
"How late are we? We'll go to this fancy Italian restaurant by the way."
"Yummy. Last time we took home Italian food, I ate it from your naked body." His cheeky smile back now of course.
"Derek ... I liked this too, but please let's talk about something different, because your talk really turns me on."
"Are you wet again?" He asked moving his hands down her butt slowly.
"Derek!" Addison turned from his touch and moved to the bath again. She combed her hair and used her deep red lipstick and went back to him, "Ok, how do I look?"
"Stunning. Beautiful. Sexy."
"Good. You look good yourself. Let's grab our coats and go before you seduce me again."
"Oh would that work out?" he grinned.
"I'm pretty sure it would, but you love me and because of that we will go now."
He pouted but followed her to the front door, ready to leave the house.
Short time later they arrived at the restaurant. They were 15 minutes late.
"Look, they are over there." Derek said pointing towards Mark and Isabella.
Addison smiled at him, "Be nice." They went over. "Hey, I`m sorry we're late."
"It`s okay. So Isabella, this is Derek and this is Addison." He introduced them.
"Hi, pleasure finally meeting you."
Derek said smiling.
"Isabella, it's nice to meet you. Mark told so much about you", Addison smiled at her.
Isabella smiled at them, "Hi, Mark talked about you two a lot too. It's nice finally meeting you."
"So what took you so long?" Mark asked them curious.
"Uhmm ... we were kind of busy", Addison told him when she sat down. She glanced at her husband.
"Yes, Addison`s brother paid us a surprise visit." Derek finished.
"How are you doing Addison?" You could hear that Mark was really worried about his friend.
"I'm good ...", she glanced at Derek. He had taken her to 7th heaven and back a short time earlier.
Isabella listened to them for a while, she didn't know Addison's brother and didn't know if it was a good thing that he visited them.
Derek took her hand under the table squeezing it lightly.
Addison smiled softly at him.
He smiled back and couldn`t take his eyes of her. "Derek, where do you have gotten that black eye from?" Mark asked carefully.
Addison hadn't notice the black eye before. She was surprised. How could she have not notice that before?
"Oh shit. I already forgot about that." Derek admitted.
"Let's say Archer and I didn`t agree on some things."
"Yeah definitely."
Addison looked at Mark and Derek "We should really change the topic now ... let's order ... have you already decided for something?"
"So you and Archer bandied?"
Mark had to laugh.
Addison glared at Mark, "You don't want that I come over to you. Do you?"
Isabella looked slightly confused at the three friends and Derek explained. "Archer`s Addison`s brother and let's say we don`t exactly get along."
"No, not really." Mark chuckled.
"Oh, thanks. Sorry, there are so many new names and people. I try my best to remember at least some of them", Isabella smiled at Derek gratefully and then looked between Addison and Mark. The chemistry between them was really special.
"Then drop the topic", Addison told Mark.
"Okay." He silently agreed with Derek that they would talk about that another time.
"I'm really sad that I can't drink any wine. You should go with the red South African ... it's really good."
"I`ll take a beer." Derek said not to the surprise of Addison of course. "What about you guys?" Derek asked the others and rested his eyes on Addison.
"I guess something without alcohol ...", she looked back at Derek. Gosh, why did they have so much sex memories with Italian food and great red wine?
"I think I'll taste the South African red wine", Isabella wanted to be polite and also she started to like Addison.
"Isabella, how comes you fell in love with Mark?" Derek asked curious.
Isabella shrugged, "Don't really know ... he seemed like a decent guy."
Addison tried her best not to laugh, "What?"
"Yeah, that`s a first." Derek saw Addison trying desperately not to laugh and it looked so great that he just couldn`t hide it and started laughing himself.
"Hey, don`t be so mean!" Mark pouted.
Addison laughed, "Sorry, but this is so ... sorry ... unbelievable."
Isabella grinned at Mark, "Seems like your friend know a lot more than I do."
"It is unbelievable." Derek agreed. "But maybe you managed to change our Marky."
"Well Derek and I grew up together and Addison knows me since med. school."
Addison grinned, "I could tell you about this one time in med school when ...", she saw Mark glaring at her, "or maybe another time."
"Or the one time we were camping." Derek put in laughing.
"Derek." Mark warned.
Isabella smiled, "Seems like you had much fun."
"We did." Mark and Derek agreed on the same time.
Addison grinned, "Don't ask ... the camping story is ... I was really lucky they went there alone."
Isabella smiled, "I don't really like camping."
"Then you have something in common with my wife. She hasn`t joint a single of our camping trips."
"And I will never go camping with you", Addison added
"Oh come on. I will make you the best camping bed ever." He tried to persuade her like so many times before.
"You can make me a warm bed in a hotel room ... I would like that much more", Addison flirted back.
"So that`s how they are most of the time." Mark explained Isabella who looked at them interested.
Isabella laughed, "Sounds like much fun."
"Yeah, most of the time." Mark said and touched her hand, squeezing it lightly.
"Ignore him." Derek whispered to Addison and pecked her lips.
"Have you already decided what you will eat?"
"Your baby wants pasta", Addison smiled softly at him.
"Yummy. Do you want to share a salad with me?"
Derek asked Addison.
"Sure", Addison smiled at him.
Isabella smiled at them, she really liked Mark's friends. The only thing that scared her a bit was that Addison was really freaking beautiful. She glanced at her.
Mark watched Isabella closely, smiling at her during all that time.
"We`ve invited Savvy and Weiss over for a barbecue. Do you want to join us? The day after tomorrow." Derek suggested.
Addison smiled at Derek, "Good you remember that I nearly forgot about it..."
Addison couldn't stop smiling. She couldn't stop remembering when Derek ate Italian food from her naked body since he teased her earlier.
"We`d really like you to join us."
Isabella smiled too, "Sure. Sounds like a great idea."
He noticed what Addison was thinking."Think about something different." he whispered and kissed her cheek.
Derek smiled at Isabella happily, glad that they would join them and glad that Addison was back in reality.
"Let's order. I'm starving", Addison suggested.
"Have you already chosen?" Mark who was still studying the menu asked his girlfriend.
"I think I'll go for pasta. It sounds really delicious."
"Hmm, I think I´ll take that too." Mark agreed.
Addison noticed that Isabella and Mark were busy, so she leaned to Derek and whispered into his ear, "You put this image in my head and now I can't stop thinking of this. This is your fault."
"Shush it. I can`t stop thinking about what we did in that car 3 years ago." he laughed.
"What exactly do you mean ...", Addison started to think about what he meant.
"Oh come on. You really forget that? I wanted to take you camping and you were making a fuss so we turned around. Then we stopped at the side of the road and then, well we had some fun." he whispered.
She saw his eyes darken a little and blushed a little bit, "We can't talk about this here ... I blush only by the thought of that ..."
"You really do." He chuckled and placed his hand on her hip.
"What are you talking about?" Mark asked them suddenly. Obviously they have watched their interactions.
Addison hit him lightly, "Just ... sharing memories. Since you reminded me of your camping trip I'm in a nostalgic mood."
"Oh you are huh."
"Sure", Addison hoped he wouldn't deepen that topic anymore.
"So, how's your baby doing?", Isabella asked, because she noticed there was something going on.
"We`re not sure. We hope that it`s doing fine." Derek answered suddenly turning very silently.
"We'll do the test in a few weeks. It's too early yet", Addison added.
"Yeah." Derek suddenly felt very uncomfortable. that topic scared him a lot.
Addison noticed it and grabbed his hand.
He looked at her forcing himself to smile at her and squeezed her hand.
"Did you ever think about having children?" Derek asked Isabella curious.
Isabella shrugged, "Sure ... not now ... but in the future maybe."
"That`s good. What does Mark think about it?"
"I'm interested in that question too", Addison added.
"I`d like that too. Sometime in the future." Mark answered honestly. He looked so in love with Isabella.
His smile it looked like he`s the happiest man on earth.
"Ahhh ... you two nearly make me cry with all those hormones..."
Isabella laughed and then looked at Mark and smiled at him genius.
Addison smiled at him. Short time later their dinner arrived.
"Your hormones really take you over Addie, huh?"
It was something new for all of them, seeing Addison showing her feelings. She never does that, at least not in public.
"Sorry, this is just so ...", Addison tried to stop the crying reflex. "Ugh, this sucks."
"Oh hun." Derek engulfed her in an deep embrace.
Addison rested her head onto his shoulder for a while, "Ok ... I'm fine. Thanks." She gave him a quick kiss.
"You`re welcome." He kissed her another time and stroke the left tears from her cheek. "You look beautiful."
She smiled at him. They enjoyed the rest of the night and had fun. Isabella got to know Mark's friends better and Addison and Derek got to know the woman their best friend had fallen for better.
When Isabella and Mark went home.
"I think they love you." Mark told her smiling.
"Really?"
"Really. And I love you even more." He continued kissing her softly.
Isabella smiled at him, "I love you too."
"Well thank you." he smiled and kissed her again.
She grinned at him, "So you haven't told me that your best girl friend was that beautiful. She looks like Isabella Rossellini. Have you even notice that?"
"For me she looks like Addison." He replied simply.
Isabella rolled her eyes.
"Well she`s always been Addison to me." He smiled.
"Do you want to stay at my place tonight?" Mark offered.
"Yeah, I would like that", Isabella smiled at him.
"Have I actually told you that you look beautiful tonight." Derek looked at his wife asking holding her tight.
She smiled at him, "Maybe one or two times, but you can tell me once more."
"You`re beautiful. Always. And you were even more beautiful when your hormones took over you."
"Ugh ... I hate to cry in public. I usually never do this ..."
"It`s nothing bad hun. Don´t be ashamed." He slung his arm around her waist and led her towards their house. He enjoyed that her head was resting on his shoulder.
"It's just ... I never did this ... not even when I was a child."
"Stop that Addison. I know you were raised not to show your emotions, but it`s only human. Don`t think about it as something bad." He tried to cheer her up.
"We have ice-cream at home." he offered sneaky.
She smiled at him, "Chocolate chips?"
"Of course."
"You're the best ..."
"I know. I love you and I love you very naked in our very comfortable, bed."
"Mhhh ... sounds like a good idea", she grinned at him.
"It does, doesn`t it."
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