Hey Moonies!

Sorry for the long delay. Been super busy with life but am so happy I can get this new chapter out for all of you! Hope you Enjoy this chapter!

Thinking about writing some one shots. Haven't really decided yet. Will let you know with the next chapter. lol

Oh Yeah, I don't own Sailor Moon sadly.

GIVING OF MY GOLD CRYSTAL

From Chapter 12

"BREAKING NEWS, BREAKING NEWS….. WOMAN FOUND IN THE PARKING LOT OF A PARKING LOT NEAR DEATH. IF YOU RECOGNISE THIS WOMAN PLEASE CONTACT THE POLICE STATION AT 311." Could be heard on the television that the senshi were watching. A picture of the young woman had been aired and Seiya immediately jumped from his seat and to the phone. "Yes I can speak to the man in charge of the matter about the found girl. I'm her husband and I really need to speak with him." All of the senshi were looking at each other waiting to find out where she was and her current condition. "Okay, okay. The county hospital? Th Thank you very much." He hung up the phone and looked at everyone. She's at the county Hospital, Let's Go!"

Chapter 13: The Loss of Another Crystal

Seiya was sitting in a quiet hospital room next to Usagi's bed holding her hand tightly watching her sleep. 'How strong you have to be to still be alive after all of that blood loss. Please stay strong Ondago. We need you here with us.' He sat there for hours going in between sleeping in the chair and singing to her as she sleeps. All of the Senshi were taking turns in sets of two watching over their princess as she was recovering in her deep slumber. They did this for about a week and when it was Seiya's shift on the eighth day he was pulled out of the room by the nurse to discuss some medical information for a few moments.

During this time, Usagi woke up alone in a hospital room with her her body covered in bruises and in more pain than she had ever been in. When she tried to sit up, the pain in her abdomen and womanly area felt like she was being ripped apart. That's when she noticed the I.V. in her arm and she finally looked around the room. She was in a hospital. She tried remembering what happened and why she would even be there. When she went to rub her pregnant belly it was no longer there. It was replaced with a much smaller still swollen belly and that's when she remembered the last thing she would remember before this. The birth of her twin boys. Tears ran down her face and she sobbed wondering if they made it through the birth or not and if they were in the hospital with her. Trying to move to get up again the pain shot through her body and more tears filled her eyes. She couldn't move from her bed so she grabbed the device next to her and pushed the nurse's button hoping someone would respond.

Seiya went into the hallway to with the nurse to speak with the doctor for updates on their current situation.

"Mr. Kou, your wife's vitals are doing well. All we are waiting for now is for her to wake up. Now be aware that with all of the stitches from the the delivery she will be in an extraordinary amount of pain."

"With over sixty stitches I could only assume so. How is my son?"

"He's stable and still doing well as you saw this morning. However, he was born 4 months early and he will need to be here for a couple of months. He seems to be very strong though. I'm still very lost that we were not able to save his brother."

Tears in his eyes he looks at the doctor, "It could not be helped. They were delivered too early and I am honestly still confused how he had survived so far. Have you figured out how he could have survived for a week without medical intervention?"

"Well, it seems as though he was bundled in very warm fur blankets and was fed mother's milk but I'm not sure how that could have been with your wife so ill. All we can do is be thankful that both your wife and son have survived. By the way, the funeral home has contacted us about the cremation. Your son's ashes will be delivered this afternoon."

"As soon as they are here please bring them to my wife's room. I want him close to her. And the pendant for the necklaces for my wife and daughter with his ashes mixed in, is that ready as well?"

"Yes it is and will be arriving at the same time."

Seiya bowed to the doctor, "Thank you so much." As he turned back around to head back to Usagi's room he saw the nurses light on above her door and ran towards it.

Usagi sat in her room waiting for someone to come in when Seiya burst through the door and ran to her side, "Ondago, how are you? Are you feeling ok? Are you in pain?" Being bombarded by questions Usagi just looks at her husband and smiles a very small smile. She is so happy that he was there with her, but needed to tell him what happened.

She felt so guilty. In her mind it was her fault that her twins had passed away and that she was so sorry and she would understand if he hated her. With tear filled eyes she tightens her grip on his hand. "Seiya, it's all my fault. I couldn't keep them safe and they died because of me being weak." Sobbing out the last part Seiya furrowed his brow and put his other hand over hers. "Don't you dare blame yourself for this. You were kidnapped and whoever it took you hurt you and the boys."

"How can you say that Seiya? How can you believe that their deaths are not my fault! I couldn't do anything to save them!"

Seiya frustrated that his wife won't listen grabs her face in his hands and faces her to look at him, "one of the boys survived Ondago. One of them made it so you still were able to save one of them! Yes we lost one but at least we still were able to raise his brother."

"But wouldn't he be too small to survive? Are you being serious?"

"He's in the NICU being looked over by their pediatricians and they said that he's a true fighter. He's trying but he'll have to stay here for a couple more months. I named him too and hope that you'll be ok with the name."

"What did you end up naming him?"

"Mamoru Kou."

Confusion flooded her face, "Really? But why?"

"Because your Mamo-chan gave up his crystal for the galaxy to be safe, the least I could do was honor him for his sacrifice."

"And what about our other son."

"I had him cremated. I'm sorry if that's not what you wanted but we had never discussed something like this and I'd rather have him home with us."

Tears continued to stream down her face, "What did you end up naming him?"

"Kenji Kou. I thought your dad would like of we at least named one of them after him."

"Did we get his ashes yet?"

"They're to arrive here today shortly. I had something else made with a small amount of his ashes specifically for you and Small Lady. You'll see what it is when it arrives."

He sat on the bed next to Usagi holding her in his arms, "Would you like to meet your son?"

Even though her face was covered in tears she shook her head and smiled, "Yes I would really like that."

"JUBBOX! I thought you were going to get me the girl! Why in the world do I still not have my queen. It's been months since I started having Conterous look for her and then you. I'm losing my patience and have no problem resolving my issue with you like I did with Conterous."

It's been a month since Jubbox left Usagi back on earth waiting for her to recover enough to give to his King and now she is even more guarded by the additional senshi that Princess Kakyuu sent per Seiya's request.

King Yuki hasn't figured out that Usagi has been in his castle yet to Jubbox's relief.

"Your highness, I'm so sorry for the delay in receiving your future queen. She has been heavily guarded and I wanted to make sure to acquire her for you safely. I don't want her guardians to follow me here to retrieve her back."

Nodding his head in understanding King Yuki looks back at Jubbox, "That is a good point and I will take it into consideration. You have one more chance or your will suffer a fate much worse than Conterous as you have promised me that you would make up for her failures. Go an find her and I do not have her back within the next month well, consider yourself exiled. And if you are stupid enough to return without her be aware that every guard here will be put on notice to kill you as you make you first step on premises." Jubbox's eyes widened. He knew if he failed that he could never return. He won't make the same mistakes that Conterous did.

Avela, another of King Yuki's highest ranking officers, had been watching the whole altercation for the table in the far back of the room. Her long green hair was wrapped in a bun on the top of her head as she continued to file her nails. Her piercing red eyes going between her nails and the men speaking. She allowed a smirk to grow on her face. 'I know that once he's made this last mistake, that I will prove to King Yuki that I was always the first choice on important missions.'

Usagi was wheeled into the NICU unit and up to her son's incubator. He was only one and a half pounds and was so tiny. Seeing him in the clear box and attached to so many wires and tubes broke her heart in two. Who could do something so horrible to such an innocent being. Tears filled her eyes and she took one of her glove covered hands and reached to touch the incubator wall. He had the darkest raven hair with radiant sapphire eyes. Usagi was lost in her own little world looking at his small form sleep when the nurse walked up behind her.

"Would you like to hold him?"

Taken back that she didn't notice the nurse behind her she turns around the best she can to look at her. She had a large smile on her face that was framed with Auburn hair and bright green eyes. "But he's so small. Won't I hurt him?"

"As long as you are careful with him, which I know you will be, you are more than welcome to. They say that skin to skin bonding is great for premature babies. Your husband is here everyday doing it."

After a few moments to think she looked at Seiya who only nodded his affirmation that he knows she'll be fine and looks back at the nurse. "I would love to."

The nurse sanitized her hands and proceeded to pull the baby out of his incubator while Seiya helped Usagi prepare for the skin to skin contact with her son. He was so light and so tiny as she held him against her chest. Tears of happiness formed in her eyes and she stared down at him for what seemed like hours.

Around the time of his scheduled feeding the nurse was headed over to Usagi and Seiya when Mamoru started to move himself to her breast, the smell of his mother's milk feeding hunger. As soon as he reached her nipple he latched on. The nurse's eye widened from the action. She had never seen a severely premature baby actually be able to easily nurse from the mother's breast, especially since he had a feeding tube since he's been in the hospital.

The nurse smiled at the family and looked at the baby, "If i had known you could do that, we would have figured out a way for you to go to your mom's room while she was sleeping. We wouldn't have had to have you daddy pump the milk."

"Wait you pumped my milk for him while I was sleeping? I am so sorry Seiya. I know that had to have been difficult."

Seiya shook his head. "I would do anything for you and the kids. I love all of you with all my heart. It seemed a bit awkward at first since I had never done it before, but it was worth it because I know how strongly you feel about breastfeeding when we had Small Lady."

Usagi's realization that she hadn't even thought to ask about her daughter made her heart hurt. She was so focused on meeting little Mamoru that she hadn't even asked about Small Lady yet. Seiya seeing the guilt build in her eyes again spoke up, "Don't worry Ondago. Haruka and Michiru are bringing Small Lady over. She always comes by to see Mamoru. It's almost like she's talking to him with her little baby talk."

Smiling Usagi looks back at him, "she has started to get quite a vocabulary early. I still can't believe she can say so many words for barely turning 11 months old."

"Well with Auntie Ami, of course she is going to be talking before we know it. Plus Mamoru was highly intelligent as well. You're super smart too, I think you just like being lazy when it came to school work," he chuckled the last part.

Usagi elbowed him in his side, "Looks who's talking. You're grades weren't much better than mine."

"Yeah, but I'm famous so it doesn't really matter."