Heyy guys sorry for another really long wait but I broke my chargers lead and then I had to wait forever to get another lead. I've been busy too with homework and stuff and I know I'm going to fail Spanish but lets hope I don't. Anyway I'm in love... with jason Derulo and his new song Don't wanna go home. Love him. I'm also getting cyberbullied and stuff on FaceBook so I avoid the whole computer thing and internet as much as I possibly can but I finally got it all sorted out and stuff so don't worry. I am also sorry to say this is the last chapter of this story and I won't be posting anymore stories on my Fanfiction account for reasons I just explained and I don't want to worry over this. So this was five pages and a bit so I hope enjoy it.

When the world

says 'Give up'

Hope whispers...

'Try it one more time'.

Chapter fourteen- The end was never real

She led me to a small house. It was just a small house. I saw a dog out the front. It was tied to a pole. It completely ignored me when I came closer to the entrence of the small house. I pushed the door open surprised to find it unlocked. I looked around. Things looked tossed around. Clothes and furniture. Like a fight or something. The photo's on the wall were either lopsided or on the ground. I walked into the living room to see a flower vase on the floor. I sighed and walked straight into the middle. I looked out the broken window to see no one. I took a step towards window and heard something crunch beneith my feet. I looked down to see a photo frame. I frowned and reached down and lifted the photo out. It was unharmed. I turned it over to see me? And Rose? I frowned and dug in my pocket and pulled out an identical photo. The perfect match but it wasnt possible because the other photo was in Rose's coffin. I swallowed and then turned to charge straight out of the house. I stared at the dog which was now sitting up right staring straight at me. I walked over to it. It was calm which means it had to be trained to always be this way. I ran a hand through it's fur and came across something in his collor. I pulled it out and unravled it.

Wake up Dimitri.

It read. I frowned and shoved it into my pocket.

Days later

I had gotten back to the court. I was thinking about leaving to go back to Russia. I sat on the couch. The little Roza in my lap. She was a bouncing happy birthday. I looked down at her and moved my legs up and down. She giggled and then went completely silent. Then she started crying "Um Lissa" I called. She came out with a smile "Aww my poor baby" She picked her up "She must be hungry. Oh Dimitri you need to wake up" I looked up.
"what?" she frowned at me.
"There's someone on the phone for you" She said. I nodded and grabbed the phone next to me.

"Hello?"

"Oh my boy. I'm miss you so much right now. When are you coming home?"

"Soon mama. I just have one last thing to do" She sighed.
"Alright my boy. Stay safe" I chuckled.
"Always" I hung up on her. That was a short convosation. I shook my head. Something is really wrong with me. I'm seriously hilosinating or something. I ran a hand through my hair. I'm hearing things. Christan walked into the room. He looked sad "Whats up Christan?" I asked. He slumped down in the lounge chair. "Hey Dimitri" He ran his hands through his hair. He wasn't looking at me. He was looking at the floor "How do I start? Well I'm stressed" I rolled my eye's.

"I kinda figured"

"I need your advise" I saw him mouth something. I frowned "I seriously need a vacation or something but I don't know. Away from the kids and Lissa. Should I just tell her it's a busness trip or something?" I rolled my eye's.
"Christan. Just tell her you need a break. She'll understand" He nodded and stood up. We sat there for a while in a comferitble silence. I closed my eye's and I heard him move.

"I've got to tell Lissa" He said. I looked at him. He was smiling sorta. I grinned.
"Yea. She'll understand" He walked off into the kitchen. I was seriously tired or something. I'm seeing things. I ran my hands through my hair and sighed.

I stood outside near a pond. I was remembering the time me and Rose met. How she slipped on the path causing me to reach out and touch her. She was so soft and delicate. I tilted my head at the memory. Our first kiss. Even though we were under victors spell it was still one of the best days of my life. I closed my eye's and a small wind picked up and blew my hair across my face. I heard the wind whispering like it normally does but I could hear something more. She's not coming. I thought it said. I looked back at the pond and then up at the dark cloud passing over me covering the stars. How could I forget our first time in the cabin. So much passion and love. We wern't ment to be together but we knew it was going to happen even from the beginning. I think I regret being so hard on her. In training infact when we fought sometimes. About stupid things like time and money. Things and possesons. I sat down on the bench behind me. I had time to think now. I was alone. I should of never said some of those things I said to her. They were horrible. I guess I like how my last words were I love you. That's all that really matters.

Days later

I stood outside the graveyard. This was my time to see her. I had a bunch of flowers in my hand. I took a step in and then another until I found her grave. I knelt down to get a better look. The dirt seemed to of been moved. I placed the rose's down. I sat back on my knees and sucked in a breath "Hi Rose. Long time no see" I laughed quietly "I actually really miss you. I miss that day never happened. Like I wish I could go back and start all over" I closed my eye's and then sucked in a breath "This is actually really hard for me to be here. I know the great Dimitri Belikov is brought down by a girl. I smoothed out the dirt infront of me. "I miss you. I think everyone does. It's hard to actually belive that your not here anymore. That I was the one to end the life you had" I sighed once again I didn't know what to say. I guess being here finally gave me some peace before I went back to Russia. I felt so close to her and yet so far. It was as if I was on one side of the room and she was on the other. It was as if I could feel her staring at me from the after life. Staring straight into my soul. I squeezed some dirt in my hand like it was her hand. I sighed and closed my eye's. It almost felt like she was squeezing back. My hand was warm as if another hand was placed in it. No wait. I opened my eye's to see another hand in my hand. It looked like something out of a move but it really did look like the dirt was forming her body. I followed up the arm and then there was her face. It was staring at me. She looked shocked that I was actually looking at her "Dimitri" She whispered. I felt the whole place becoming warmer and I was in a room. A room with blinding white lights and boring white walls. I tried to say something but there was nothing to say. "Nurse" She called "NURSE" She shouted never keeping her eye's off of me as if I would disappeir. She finally ended up slamming a button by the bed "For gods sake someone get your ass in here" She shouted. I couldn't help but smile. She reached across and smoothed my hair out the way of my eye's "I thought I lost you Dimitri" She whispered. I saw a nurse come in. She took one look at me and started shouting for a doctor. I was still dazed. I was so confused. All these months. She was alive. "Say something Dimitri" She whispered "Please dear god say something" I looked at her and smiled.

"You haven't changed a bit" I whispered to her. She started laughing at my remark. She also started laughing. Happy tears.

"I'm so sorry Dimitri. I should of never let you go to that stupid strigoi town" She kissed my hand and then lent against it. Before I knew it doctors were around me. I lost sight of Rose in all of the madness and shouting but she was alive. Then what world was a living in?

Two weeks later

Rose was sitting next to me. I was sitting up in bed. She wanted to play twentyone. "How did it happen?" I asked out of the blue. She knew I suffered some memory loss. She looked at me "You got everything right. All of it up to the part when I was put into a coma. It wasn't me Dimitri. I was hurt but not as bad as you. A strigoi manage to hit the back of your hear and we had to..." She trailed off not wanting to say anymore. I nodded.
"But I was so sure that my world was real" She shook her head.
"I'm sorry I never came to visit you. I just couldn't do it. I would of I promise but I just couldn't do it" I grabbed her hand and squeesed it.

"It's okay Roza. I forgive you" I hugged her so hard.

"I promise to never let you go again" She said to me.

"And I you."

Yea I know I turned it all around

but you guys wanted me to bring Rose

back so I did. I hope it was good anough

So review and stuff

I would also like to say

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SUPPORTED ME

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Signing out for the last time

Goodbye fanfiction

Natasha xoxo