Me-Hi! Welcome back to Counting Stars! Oh my gosh, you guys are so freakishly amazing. We're near 90 reviews! You guys are awesome. :3 Now, you shall get those Alois voodoo dolls so we can wreck that damn blonde's life.

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*There will be a time skip in this. If you see at some point saying something along the lines of either "It's finally New's Years Eve!" or "It had been four days since that incident," then that means it's a time skip. Just a quick note!*

Warnings: Language, suggestive content, the thing you guys have all been waiting for, YAOI (boyxboy)


Chapter 14~New Year's

Ciel was bothered. He knew that much.

As he laid in bed early the next morning, he began to think of what had transpired between him and Sebastian. That magical moment on the street under the snow was driving him a little crazy.

"That was a pretty crazy moment...What was that?" he asked himself.

He began to toss and turn a little.

"But...when he held me so tight...when our bodies pressed together like that...when he lightly kissed the corner of my mouth like that...God, just what the hell?!" he touched where Sebastian kissed him last night and frowned. "But...that just didn't feel like a real kiss..." he thought to himself.

His cheeks flamed up and a squeal nearly pushed itself past his lips.

"No! No, no, no! Stop fangirling, Ciel!" he tould himself as he rolled around in bed.

"Ciel! Are you going to wake up or not?!"

Ciel stopped at the sound of Alois' voice on the other end of the door. He slowly rose up and looked at the door.

"I'm up already, you damn idiot." he snarled.

"Okay. Get dressed. You said we were driving out for breakfast, right?"

"I know that. Sit still and don't wander into that black hole of a kitchen." Ciel told him as he climbed out of bed.

"Okay, okay." he heard the sound of Alois' footsteps disappearing and Ciel let out a deep sigh.

"Gosh...Alois's so fussy..." he mumbled.

He padded over to the closet and grabbed for a pair of clothes, which was a grey wife beater, a red hoodie, and a pair of dark skinny jeans. He slid on some black boots and he walked out of his room. He made his way down the stairs and saw Alois throwing on a tan peacoat.

"Again with the booty shorts?" he asked.

"What?! I like to wear them!" Alois whined.

Ciel sighed deeply.

"Whatever...just get in the Prius..." Ciel trailed off.

"Dude, are you okay? You've been off since last night." Alois asked.

"I'm fine. Just go." Ciel told him.

Alois gave him a look before nodding, making his way over to the garage. Ciel sighed deeply as he grabbed for his phone and the car keys. As he made his way into the garage, he began to think about Sebastian.

"I still haven't given him my reply...I need to text him when we get to our destination." he thought to himself before getting into the vehicle.


They drove up to a nearby McDonald's and Alois stared at it with twinkling aquamarine eyes.

"Waaaaa~! We haven't been to McDonald's in forever!" he gushed.

"Well, that's because one, their food is too fattening and two, I cook breakfast." Ciel stated before turning off the engine and heading into the McDonald's.

As they got in line and picked out what they had wanted to eat, Ciel felt his phone vibrate a little in his skinny jeans pocket. He took it out and saw Sebastian had sent him a text.

I forgot to ask u this last nite, but r u able 2 come 2 the party?

Ciel bit his lip, last night coming back to his mind yet again. It was like the memory was stuck on replay. He then decided to type back his reply.

Yea. Alois will be with Peter and Wendy for the whole nite. I have to go in 2 cover 4 Doll for a few hours. I will be done 10:30. Come get me then.

Moments later, Sebastian replied to his text.

K. See u then. :)

Ciel turned his phone off and put it into his skinny jeans pocket just as Alois nudged him.

"Come on! We're next!" he exclaimed.

Ciel could only nod as he followed his friend up to the counter.


Sebastian stopped his motorcycle in front of The Sexy Drunkard. It was finally New Year's Eve and he was here to pick up a certain bluenette. He turned off the engine and walked into the lively bar just as the DJ began to speak.

"Alright! Our next performance is Ciel Phantomhive with the song Clarity!" the DJ hollered.

The crowd went crazy as Ciel walked onto the stage wearing a red mini dress that came down to his mid-thigh. It was torn a little by the arm and the skirt. He also wore black diamond zig zag fishnet tights and red velvet peep toe bootie heels that had ruched ruffles on it.

A red lace gloved hand grabbed for the mic stand and he began to sing into the mic.

"Hot dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life...If I fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time." Ciel took the mic off of the stand and made his way to the left of the stage. "Hold still, right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends...A clock ticks 'till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again." he walked over to the right. "'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need! Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why!" he went back to the front of the stage.

"If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?" he spun a little on stage. "If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?" he sang.

The stage turned multiple shades of blue and the bright white spotlight was still on Ciel as he launched himself into the next verse.

"Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends...It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense." he rested the mic back onto the stand. "Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose. If you pull and I push too deep, then I'll fall right back to you." Sebastian could see the glimmer in that sapphire orb.

The red outfit could easily mistake him for one of those girls at a jazz club like how he used to see them when he used to visit Ronald in New York back in their younger days.

"'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need! Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why! If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?" Ciel crooned into the mic.

"Why are you my clarity? Why are you my remedy?" Ciel looked out into the audience and that was when they locked eyes. However, the eye contact lasted for only a second before Ciel went back to singing. "Why are you my clarity? Why are you my remedy?"

The stage went black for a split moment before the stage turned blue again and smoke spewed from the corners of the stage, enveloping the boy.

"If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?" the music died down and the stage went black again.

The crowd went crazy as they whistled and hollered. Sebastian smiled softly as he applauded the boy's performance.

"He rocks the bar yet again..." he trailed off as the DJ began to speak.

"Woo! And there you have it! Now, let's move onto our next performance." the DJ said.


Ciel made his way through the crowd and over to Sebastian after changing over into a light grey and white vertically wide striped sweater with a black jacket over it, black skinny jeans, and brown furry boots. He had the red scarf that Sebastian had wrapped around his neck and the ring on his thumb.

Once he saw the man, he waved at him.

"Hey there, hot stuff." he greeted.

"Hey." Sebastian replied as Ciel stood in front of him.

"Ready to go?" Ciel asked.

Ciel nodded.

"Yeah." Ciel told him.

He felt Sebastian's hand suddenly slip into his, which made him jump a little. Their fingers intertwined together and Sebastian led him over to the CBR. They got on with Ciel wrapping his arms around the man's torso.

"Start going." Ciel told him.

Sebastian nodded his head before starting up the engine and driving off into the night.

Ciel felt the wind rustle through his hair. He let out an inaudible sigh as he leaned in, resting his head on Sebastian's back. He felt the man tense a little, but he thought nothing of it as the man spoke.

"You've been to Bard's place before, right?" Sebastian asked.

"Before he got the penthouse, yeah." Ciel replied.

"What he used to live in before, then?" Sebastian asked.

"A single family home. He had lived about two blocks away from Alois and I's house." Ciel couldn't help but scoff. "I don't get how a grocery register guy turned tattoo designer ends up getting a penthouse, honestly." he stated.

Sebastian couldn't help but shrug as he turned left.

"Who knows...? Bard's the kind of person who ends up getting good things when he's got something little." he stated.

"That is quite true." Ciel told him.

Sebastian pulled up on the curb and he turned off the CBR. They got off of the motorcycle and they walked into the complex, taking the elevator up to the sixteenth floor.

Ciel twiddled with his thumbs a little as he glanced at Sebastian. He looked pretty hot in a white shirt, a black jacket, a Burberry cashmere scarf wrapped around his neck, jeans, and black sneaker. Some of his long, luscious bangs barely touched the cashmere. He bit his lip as the elevator dinged. They got off and they made their way down the hall towards Bard's penthouse. Sebastian rose his fist to knock on the door, but the door swung open to reveal Bard.

"Ey dere!" he greeted loudly.

Ciel flinched a little at the loudness of Bard's voice while Sebastian laughed nervously.

"Hey, Bard." Sebastian looked into the extremely loud and wrecked up penthouse. "I thought you said no alcohol besides wine." he noted.

"Thank Ronald!" Bard slurred before falling onto Sebastian.

Sebastian groaned in annoyance.

"God, like this damn bastard can't take care of himself..." he mumbled, which made Ciel laugh a little. He then looked at Ciel. "Come on. Just go sit on the couch and wait for me. I'm putting Bard in his bedroom." Sebastian told him.

Ciel nodded slowly as they walked into the penthouse. Ciel went to go sit on a couch while Sebastian dragged a sleeping Bard down the hall.

He sighed deeply, running his fingers through his hair as he looked around at the penthouse.

"Hmmm...this is actually not a bad place..." he thought to himself.

"Hey! Ciel!"

Ciel looked over his shoulder and he saw Ronald making his way over to him with a tipsy woman with red-violet hair next to him holding a glass of what might've been some Jim Bean. He waved at them.

"Hey." he greeted,

"Wassup?!" Ronald hollered as the two approached him.

"Nothing much." Ciel replied.

"Who you come with?" Ronald asked.

"Sebastian." Ciel told him.

"Ah. Well, I don't think you've met mah girl yet, right?" Ronald asked.

Ciel shook his head.

"No, I do not think I have." Ciel told him.

"Well, this is Mey Rin. You probably saw her when you came by to snuggle up with your little Sebbichu a few nights ago." Ronald said in a slight teasing voice.

Ciel blushed a little at the memory. He then directed his attention to the half drunk woman rather than the madly grinning Ronald.

"Hello. My name is Ciel Phantomhive." he got up from the couch, took her hand in his, and kissed the back of it lightly. "It is a pleasure to meet you." he greeted with a wide smile that he only used on women.

She giggled.

"N-Nice to meet you!" she stammered out in a slurred voice.

Ronald looked over Ciel's shoulder and smirked.

"Well, we are going to go chat with some friends to see over there. So, I will be seeing you guys around." Ronald chirped before walking off with Mey Rin following him.

Ciel watched the retreating couple with an arched eyebrow.

"Huh? Just where in the world are they going?" he asked himself.

That was when he felt a hand on his wrist. He gasped softly as he watched Sebastian pull him over in the direction of the kitchen.

"Come on. We can have some snacks and stuff." Sebastian told him.

Ciel could only nod as he was handed a plate and he went to pick out some small snacks.


Ciel had drunken half of the wine in the second glass he had picked up and his mind was already feeling a little fuzzy. He stood out on the roof balcony that Bard owned with Sebastian, staring out at the city.

The heart of downtown Bluedale was like Times Square during New Year's. They did the countdown down there. However, there was no big ball dropping. Instead, they shot fireworks into the sky, no matter how cold it felt. The people of Bluedale were sometimes reckless and did things that normal people wouldn't do (like lighting fireworks in slightly windy 20 degree weather).

Couples did kiss to commemorate the new year coming in and that was what made Ciel feel a little nervous. He remembered how him and Sebastian danced that night. He remembered the little moments that the two of them had created. But, most of all, he remembered that small kiss to the corner of his mouth. That kiss had felt like a fireworks show in his stomach. It just felt...magical.

"It's gorgeous out there, isn't it?" Sebastian's voice caused him to snap out of his thoughts.

"Mmm, yeah." Ciel replied as he sipped on the wine a little more.

"You know your wines?" Sebastian asked, turning his head to look at him.

Ciel shrugged.

"Not really, but I can guess. This tastes like a Cabernet." Ciel told him.

"Correct." Sebastian replied as he rested his now empty glass on the edge of the roof balcony.

Ciel rested his three quarters empty glass down next to Sebastian's empty one and they continued to look at the city. They could hear cheering and the host of the New Year's contest shouting into the mic. It was now 11:55.

"Five more minutes until the fireworks show starts." he told him.

"Mmm." Sebastian hummed in response.

Sebastian then found his eyes drifting over to the boy next to him. Recently, he couldn't stop thinking about him. When he had found out that Ciel was indeed the boy he met three years ago, he was stunned. He had also called himself stupid, knowing that there wasn't really anyone else with navy blue hair and a sapphire blue eye with the other one hidden from the world by an eyepatch. How he ended up meeting him quicker than he should have, he may never know.

He bit his lip as he found the boy's quickly tumbling from his lips before he could stop them.

"Ciel."

Ciel jumped slightly as he looked over at Sebastian.

"Yeah?" Ciel batted his eyelash, that beautiful gem of an eye just tantalizing Sebastian.

He then watched as Sebastian began to slowly lean in towards him. His breath hitched in his throat as the man's face got closer and closer.

"Se-Sebastian?" he stammered out.

"Ciel..." ruby locked on sapphire. "I...I think I'm falling for you..." he whispered before capturing his lips in a kiss.

Ciel's eye popped open in complete shock. His heart nearly burst just as the countdown finished and the fireworks were fired into the air. His cheeks went a bright red as he turned his body a little to face Sebastian properly.

Their lips moved together in a small dance. A small noise made its way to the surface from Ciel's throat as they slowly pulled away.

"Ciel..." Sebastian whispered onto his lips.

Ciel purred a little as he lightly rubbed their noses together. He gazed up at him with an emotion that Sebastian couldn't quite pick out.

"Sebastian...I want more..." he whispered quietly.

Sebastian watched the boy in surprise. He didn't think Ciel would want more than just a simple kiss. He then pulled the boy towards him and pressed their lips together in a searing kiss.


Ciel didn't know how it happened, but he found himself backing up into Sebastian's apartment, his lips connected to Sebastian's. Sebastian closed the door behind them and he pushed him up against, it, devouring those cherry red lips that tasted of Cabernet. Ciel moaned softly into the kiss. His hands found themselves in the older man's silky locks of ebony.

"Mmmm..." Ciel felt Sebastian's mouth pry open his mouth and Sebastian plunged his tongue into the warm cavern. He brushed it along Ciel's tongue, coaxing it into playing with him. Ciel felt a little tingly at the sensation it shot through him. Ciel slowly poked at Sebastian's tongue with his own and Sebastian led him in a small tongue war.

They pulled away from the kiss only to go back in for it again. Sebastian picked up Ciel, making him wrap his legs around his torso as he carried him into his room. He laid the boy down on the bed gently and he looked into his eye as they pulled away from the kiss. Ciel gazed up at him lustfully before bringing his hand up to stroke Sebastian's cheek softly.

"Sebastian..." he whispered softly.

"What?" Sebastian asked.

"Strip me." he requested.

"Are you sure?" Sebastian asked.

He didn't want to jump into it right away. Yeah, Ciel had told him that he had wanted more, but what if that was some kind of afterthought? He didn't want to lose Ciel. Not after he had found out that he was the one he had met online three years ago. He had to know if Ciel wanted this as badly as he did.

Ciel nodded his head.

"Yeah, I'm sure. I'm fine as long as it's with you." he told him.

Sebastian found a small blush making its way to his cheeks. The boy was simply divine. He was gorgeous in every way even as he gave him that look. He couldn't deny that cute face.

He reached for his clothes and he slid the scarf off of his neck, moving down to push the jacket off and pull the sweater over his head. He watched as the milky white skin came into view.

"Come on. I'll let you do as you please." Ciel told him.

Sebastian gave him one last look before moving in to place a kiss on his neck. Ciel sighed softly as he continued his path down towards the boy's chest, suckling occasionally. He suckled on the junction where Ciel's neck and shoulder met, drawing a loud moan from Ciel. Ciel titled his head to give Sebastian more access. Sebastian licked at the hickey that was slowly forming before planting more kisses down to Ciel's chest.

"Haaa...haaa...Se..." Ciel looked down at Sebastian, his body on fire.

Was a person at his age supposed to feel this much pleasure? That, he would never find the answer to. He just focused on the now and watched as Sebastian licked at a hardened nipple.

"Nnnngh!" he squeaked a little in surprise as Sebastian swirled his tongue around it. He then encircled it with his mouth, sucking on it.

"Ah!" Ciel gasped out.

His eye screwed itself shut as Sebastian continued his ministrations. He then switched nipples, sucking on the other one. Ciel whimpered, feeling his jeans begin to tighten up.

"Mmmm...! Se-Sebastian..." his hips thrusted themselves up into Sebastian's. "Move...more lower..." he breathed out.

Sebastian pulled away from the other nipple that was now slick and he moved down to Ciel's jeans. He unzipped them and pulled them down along with his boxers and boots to reveal the boy's hardened erection. Ciel bit his lip as he covered himself with his arms.

"Don't hide yourself like that." Sebastian told him as he moved the boy's arms away.

"But...! I-It's too embarrassing!" Ciel stammered out.

Sebastian brought his head up to look into Ciel's eye.

"Just feel." Sebastian told him before capturing his lips again.

Ciel instantly moaned into the kiss, their lips molding and moving together in sync. His hands moved up to claw at the white shirt Sebastian wore as Sebastian moved his hand to palm Ciel's erection a little. Ciel moaned again as he slowly pulled away from the kiss. He watched as Sebastian slowly moved down towards his erection. Before he could engulf it, Ciel grabbed him by the hair and yanked him back up.

"No. You need to undress." Ciel snapped.

"And why?" Sebastian asked.

"Because...Because I'm the only one naked!" he reached for Sebastian's jacket and shoved it off of him. "I don't like being the one left behind..." he murmured.

Sebastian was momentarily startled by Ciel's sudden response. Did he really feel that way?

"Hm. Well, I'll strip." Sebastian said before tugging the Burberry cashmere scarf off and throwing his shirt over his head. Just as he had discarded the pure white material, Ciel instantly attacked his chest. He pressed kisses to it and along his collarbone. He made a small noise, smelling Sebastian's scent.

"Hnngh..." Ciel grunted, feeling Sebastian move his hand down to slowly pump his erection. "Put your mouth over it..." he mumbled.

This caught Sebastian by surprise. He gave him a look that obviously spelled shock.

"You want me to put my mouth over it?" he questioned.

Ciel nodded slowly.

"Yeah...isn't that what you're supposed to do...?" Ciel asked bashfully, a cute blush dusting his cheeks pink.

Sebastian smiled a little at him before going down to wrap his mouth around the boy's cock. Ciel let out a loud squeak as he threw his head back, his back arching beautifully. Sebastian sucked and swirled his tongue around the boy's length. He could feel the occasional twitch that the boy's erection made. Ciel moaned loudly as he bucked his hips up.

"Oh...Ah...Se-Sebastian..." he whispered out. "More..."

Sebastian continued his ministrations. As he did, he moved a hand down towards Ciel's entrance. He drew little circles around the puckered pink entrance, making Ciel sigh.

"Sebastian...it feels so hot..." Ciel moaned as he looked up at the ceiling with a half-lidded eye. "I want to...I want to...AHNN!" Ciel let out a loud cry, shooting his cum into Sebastian's mouth. Sebastian swallowed every drop, waiting for Ciel to finish riding out his orgasm.

Ciel panted unevenly, feeling that wave of white hot pleasure wash throughout him. Sebastian released his now limp cock with a small 'pop!' and he made his way to unzip his jeans. Ciel's eye fluttered open just as he saw Sebastian's cock come into view. His eye grew wide.

"So...So big!" his mind nearly exclaimed.

"Look," Sebastian kicked off his jeans and shoes and positioned himself so that the tip of his cock was pressed against Ciel's entrance. Ciel moaned a little at the feeling. "I will go as fast or as slow as you want, since this is your first time." he told him.

Ciel shook his head.

"I'm fine with going rough...I don't mind..." Ciel trailed off, his heart starting to race a little.

"I...I don't want to hurt you." Sebastian said, moving his hand to cup Ciel's cheek.

And he really didn't. Ciel was a frail boy. One wrong move and he could break. He didn't want to hurt him. He wanted Ciel to be comfortable as they did this. But...what was 'this' supposed to call? Love? Sex? He didn't know.

"You...You can enter me now." he could hear the slight waver in Ciel's voice. However, the look in that blue gem told him that he wasn't the least bit hesitant.

Sebastian began to push a little into Ciel. Ciel bit down on his lip, drawing in his breath as he grabbed for the bedsheets. The first thing that hit him was the searing pain. It swam through his body and took control of his mind. He whimpered a little as he turned his head into the pillow.

"Ciel? Do you want me to stop?" he heard Sebastian ask him in a concerned voice.

Ciel shook his head profusely.

"No!" he hissed at the pain. "No...push it all the way in...I can handle it..." he trailed off.

Sebastian looked at Ciel's face, noticing how pained he looked. His cheeks were a beet red and his sapphire eye was filled with tears. He noticed how the boy's cherry red lips were slightly trembling like as if he wanted to cry out in pain. He moved in and kissed him softly. Ciel found himself bringing his arms around Sebastian's neck as Sebastian resumed pushing his cock into him.

Sebastian used this kiss to try and soothe him. The boy was only eighteen, after all. Plus, it was his first time doing something like this (at least, he thinks it might've been his first time). It was also Sebastian's first time, so he wasn't sure how to go about with this. All he knew was that he had to try to get Ciel used to the feeling.

He finally sheathed himself inside of Ciel. The boy moaned into the kiss, feeling Sebastian's length pulse inside of him. Sebastian pulled away from the kiss slowly and he looked into Ciel's eye.

"May I move forward?" Sebastian asked.

"Not...Not yet." Ciel told him.

Sebastian stayed inside of him for a little bit just gazing at his face. Ciel panted, trying to regain his breath. After what might've been three minutes, Ciel opened his mouth to speak.

"You can move now." he told him.

Sebastian nodded in reply before beginning to thrust into him. Ciel slammed his fist against his mouth, panting unevenly.

"Mmmnn...Haa...haa...haa...!" Ciel kept moaning loudly, feeling Sebastian continue going at the same pace. "Go...harder..." he whispered out.

Sebastian complied as he slowly picked up the pace, pounding into him. The room began to grow steamier, the sounds of skin slapping against skin growing louder along with the harmonious orchestra of Ciel's moans. Ciel felt Sebastian suddenly hit something in him, which made him scream.

"Shit! Hit there again!" Ciel cried out.

"Ciel, I think I found your prostate." Sebastian told him as he rammed into that spot again.

"Ohhhhh! Sebastiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!" Ciel looked up at him, removing his fist from his mouth. "Sebastian, oh god! Plea- - -" their lips connected together in a kiss. Ciel kissed back, tasting a little more of the Cabernet on his lips.

He felt something warm begin to bubble up inside of him. The feeling was intense and Ciel swore he was about to burst into flames at that very moment.

"Ciel..." Sebastian pulled away from the kiss. "Let's orgasm together." he told him.

Ciel's response was a loud moan as Sebastian continued to abuse his sweet spot. Ciel rolled his head back into the pillow, making Sebastian move in to kiss his neck. He then bared his teeth and bit into his neck, making Ciel scream out as he came, cum spurting out and onto both of their chests. At the same time, Sebastian filled Ciel up with his seed. They stayed in this position for a little bit before Sebastian pulled out of him. He looked to see that Ciel was crying a little.

"Ciel..." he pulled Ciel into a hug. "Why are you crying so?" he asked.

"I...I...Just kiss me." Ciel told him, his voice cracking a little.

Sebastian could only nod as he laid down in bed with Ciel in his arms, pressing a sweet kiss to Ciel's lips in an attempt to calm the crying boy.


Me-AND there we have it! Damn, this chapter was intense...Anyway! One day late again?! God, I suck...Well, at least I finished it! So, please review! Reviews motivate me to write more. With each review, kitties shall be saved! Not only will a kittie be saved, you will also get a virtual Bard voodoo doll (I'm running out of ideas here)!

So, I shall see you soon! Bai~ :3