Dear Tohru

I never got a chance to say goodbye to you. You were my best friend. The person who made me smile no matter how bleak the situation. You were my little Tohru...

Now, I don't know what to write. I could say how much I loved you. I could say how much your passing has changed me. But I can't.

You see, I still love you. Much more than any beautiful words on paper can describe. You gave me a life, Tohru. When everyone called me a freak you opened your arms and welcomed me. I am so grateful.

And your death hasn't just changed me. It's changed everyone. Everyone that knew you misses you so much. Especially those Sohma boys. I felt sure that one day, I'd see you fall in love with one of them. That you'd get married and start a family. I felt sure that, one day, you'd be happily living with someone who loved you. It's funny how quickly the future can change.

I said before that I didn't get to say goodbye but, in truth I don't want too. Saying goodbye seems like writing THE END on your life. It feels like I'm letting go.

I don't want to let go. I don't want to forget you. I want to remember those happy days. They're the only thing that keeps me strong.

So, I won't say goodbye. Not yet.

Love Saki

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