Ok so this is my first attempt at smut and I can't tell you how many times I re-wrote every sentence. I hope you guys like it. If you're not a fan of smut, I promise a new fluffy chapter will be up soon.

"Why do you look so scared?" Blaine asked softly as he traced circles along his boyfriend's bare back as he kissed his shoulder gently. Once they reached Blaine's bedroom, Kurt stopped and froze. The realisation of what they were about to had finally set in.

"You've done this before" he sighed and turned in Blaine's arms. Wrapping his arms around his neck, Kurt avoided his boyfriend's eye contact. He didn't want to admit that he was scared he wouldn't be good enough. Blaine had so much more experience after sleeping with Annabelle as well as being with Jeremiah if you could really call him an ex. He was more an experiment.

"I was drunk when I slept with Annabelle and..." he began until realising that talking about another guy before he was about to have sex may not have been the best idea "This feels like my first time too Kurt, I've never been intimate like this with someone I love so much. Relax, we'll take it slow"

"Be gentle"

"Always"

Blaine pressed his lips to Kurt's softly as he wrapped his arms loosely around his waist. Sliding his tongue along Blaine's bottom lip begging for more, Kurt deepened the kiss as Blaine's hands soon rested gently on his ass. Pulling Kurt closer, Blaine moaned softly as he felt his boyfriend's almost rock hard bulge against his own. Kurt ran his hands down Blaine's chest softly before pulling at the hem of his shirt and lifting it over his head. Letting his hands fall to his boyfriend's chest, Blaine slowly un-buttoned his shirt before pushing it off his shoulders.

Moving them toward his bed, Blaine laid down as he pulled Kurt on top of him. With their legs tangled and hands exploring, this was familiar territory for them. They had never been past kissing and soft touches before so they were both taking it slow. Pulling Kurt closer so all of his weight was rested on Blaine, both boys hissed at the contact and friction between their groins. Rolling his hips gently, Kurt smirked as a soft groan escaped his boyfriend's lips.

Capturing Blaine's plump, red lips in a searing kiss, Kurt rolled his hips once again as he clutched his boyfriend's hip tight with one hand and tangling his hand in those dark curls with the other. Blaine let his hands roam Kurt's soft, ivory skin as he started nipping softly at his boyfriend's neck.

"Blaine?" Kurt asked softly as he angled his head to give the shorter boy better access to his neck. Moaning in acknowledgement of Kurt's question, Blaine continued to place soft kisses along his shoulder "Could you... Would you... I don't know how"

"It's ok Kurt" Blaine smiled and looked into his bright blue eyes. Caressing his thumb across the pale, smooth cheekbone, Blaine placed a soft kiss on Kurt's lips assuring him that everything was going to be fine. The curly haired boy was happy to take charge and do whatever Kurt needed him to do. "I understand"

"Thank you"

"Always"

Rolling them over so he was now on top, Blaine straddled his boyfriend's hips. He ground his hips down into Kurt's, the tension in his jeans becoming increasingly painful. Kurt reached up, tangling his hands once again in Blaine's curls; pulling him down into a passionate kiss. Sliding his tongue into his partner's mouth, Kurt groaned softly at the new contact between them. As their tongues danced together, Blaine moved his hands to the waistband of Kurt's jeans and paused for moment almost asking permission to go further. He took Kurt's tightened grip on his hair as a non-verbal agreement.

It wasn't long before both Kurt and Blaine's jeans laid discarded on the floor with the rest of their clothes. With only their briefs standing in their way, Blaine was surprised when Kurt was the one who took charge and made sure their underwear was left among their ever growing pile of clothes.

"You're beautiful" Blaine smiled as he sat up, still sitting over Kurt's hips and stared down at the perfect, toned, naked body beneath him. "Are you ready for this?"

Kurt simply nodded as he ran his hands up Blaine's thighs and rested them gently on his hips. Wishing he could mask his anxiety, Kurt tried squeezing his boyfriend's hips gently in the hope his hands would stop shaking. He wanted this, he loved Blaine, why was he so nervous.

Placing a quick kiss on the taller boy's chest, Blaine reached into the top drawer of his bedside table and pulled out a small bottle of lubricant and a condom. Embarrassing himself at the pharmacy a few days earlier, he could remember the puzzled and slightly disgusted look on the older male cashier's face as he bought the products along with extra diapers for Claire. Thankfully he didn't have his daughter with him or he would have chickened out even before stepping into the store.

Blaine slipped a pillow under Kurt's hips so they sat at a better angle before spreading a decent amount of lubricant up the length of his fingers. Massaging Kurt's hip with the opposite hand, Blaine waited for his boyfriend to nod before slipping a single finger into him. Gasping loudly at the feeling of Blaine's hand inside of him, Kurt squeezed his eyes shut and breathed through the pain. Blaine rubbed his hand across Kurt's stomach in the hope it calmed him down and waited until Kurt had adjusted to the intrusion. Moving his finger slowly, Blaine's own cock grew harder at the soft moans coming from Kurt's soft, pink lips.

"More" Kurt gasped as he thrust his hips into Blaine's hand aching for another finger. Happily obliging, Blaine slipped in a second finger and started off slow before increasing his speed once again. As Kurt's moans grew louder, Blaine took this as permission for a third finger and stretched his boyfriend's hole even further. "Oh God" he continued to moan as Blaine curled his fingers and hit his prostate at the perfect angle. Pushing his hips down into his partner's hand, he could easily have come right there and then.

Removing his hand from the tight, wet hole he had stretched out ready for his now throbbing cock, Blaine quickly ripped open the condom wrapped and slid the rubber down his length. Breathing rapidly, he shook his hands at his sides before slicking himself up with lubricant. He was just as nervous about this as Kurt. Sure, he'd had sex with a woman before and experimented quite a lot with a guy that worked at The GAP but this was Kurt. This was the man he loved and couldn't imagine another day without. Scared he was going to hurt the man that had just about saved his life, Blaine was hesitant as he lined himself up at Kurt's hole.

Kurt rested his hands over Blaine's that had a strong grip on his hips, wanting his boyfriend to know that he was ready. Taking in a deep breath, Blaine spread Kurt's legs a little wider before starting to push his length into him. Watching Kurt's expression intently, Blaine knew he had to push all the way in before his boyfriend's pain would subside.

"If you want me to stop just say the word ok?"

"Move, please"

Blaine nodded as he pulled his length out halfway before thrusting back in a little harder. Biting his lip hard, Kurt tried to stifle the screams bubbling inside of him every time Blaine thrust into him, a little harder every time.

"Kiss me" Kurt insisted as he wrapped his legs tight around his boyfriend's waist and gripped his biceps tight. Doing as he was told, Blaine leant in placing soft kisses along Kurt's jaw until he thrust once again and Kurt threw his head back in pleasure. Kissing down his neck and shoulder, Blaine continued to thrust gently into Kurt's hips until he could begin to feel a twisted heat of ecstasy in his stomach. Blaine sat up and massaged Kurt's hips as his thrusts became rougher and less rhythmic.

Grasping his own cock as he too could feel himself about to explode, Kurt pumped faster and rougher than he had ever before. Blaine shut his eyes as he felt every muscle in his body contract and let out a deep throaty moan as he came inside of his boyfriend. Only moments later, Kurt too let out a deep breath as his hot, creamy semen burst all over his hand, stomach and onto Blaine. Riding out each other's first passionate orgasm together, they soon collapsed into one another not wanting to release from the warm embrace.

Covered in a thin layer of cum and sweat, Blaine reluctantly pulled out of Kurt and fell to his boyfriend's side. Wrapping his arm tight around his waist, Blaine needed to keep Kurt close.

"That was..."

"I love you Kurt" Blaine smiled and kissed him softly. Their touches no longer filled with lust and electricity were soft and caring as they held each other close.

Well? Acceptable smut?