To: Everyone
From: A very sad and sorry author (aka, Kelli)
Subject: Update/Apology
Date: August 30, 2009
First off I would just like to say how sorry I am to all of the people who have me or my stories on alerts, on their favorites, or who just like reading them. I feel like I've let you guys down and for that I am truly, very sorry.
It all at started with the big thumb drive fiasco of November 2008. Since then I have been so disheartened to write anything. I feel like everything I write isn't near as good as I know I can do. And even when I do write something good, I can never back it up with another chapter. It's really quite horrible.
Lately I've started a few stories and I feel as though they are decent and I am a few chapters into them. But I really would like to have something to add to both Lifetime Piling Up and Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking before I even think of putting those up.
As of right now, I can't find any inspiration at all to write for Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking. I just sit there staring at the white page hoping that something will come out. And it just doesn't…. It really makes me sad because I had such high hopes for that story and I was so excited when I first started it.
Now onto Lifetime Piling Up. I adore this story. And I adore the characters. I adore the relationship that Troy and Gabriella have. But I just haven't been able to write it and I don't know why. Well, I have written the story in its full…about three times. And it has been complete crap every time. So I tried it for the fourth time and I'm a few chapters in and I feel ok about it. I even want to post it.
So why haven't I posted? It's simple. After I post, I assume that my readers will think that I'm back in the game. But I'm not, not yet.
I've also been getting back into video making and I am so happy whenever I finish a video and post it. It's a great feeling. A lot like the feeling I get when I post a chapter for everyone to read. But making videos takes time. And it doesn't leave a lot of time for writing.
But I assume when I go away to college that it will be harder to make videos since I have to sit for eight hours at a time to get them done. With writing I can write for an hour and be good and pick up where I leave off later.
So, to get to the point I will be writing and posting more. A lot more. But in a few weeks. I think I could really make Lifetime Piling Up a great story like Life In A Glass House. And I feel like my untitled stories could also be great. I love them all so far. As for Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking…. We'll see about that one when the time comes.
Again, I am extremely sorry about not writing/posting. And for not giving any explanation sooner. I hope that you all understand and will continue to read my stories when I get around to putting them up.
We all go a little mad sometimes…