Breaking The Habit
OK everyone, I will make the next chapter soon, but before that I need a bit more time so sit back and observe to the lirics of Linkin Park song 'Breaking the Habit' This will tell about Ryan's uncertainty of fighting this war, and his fears of losing Saphira... I hope this doesn't make you hate me, I just need time for more ideas, plus I like Linkin Park, So ya. :)
'Memories Consume...like opening the wound and picking me apart again, you all assume, I'm safe here in my room, unless I try to start again... I don't want to be the one, the battles always choose, cause every time I realize, that I'm the one confused...I DON"T WHAT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR, OR WHY THEY HAVE TO SCREAM, I DON'T KNOW WHY I INSTICATE AND SAY WHAT DON'T MEAN, I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY, I KNOW IT'S NOT ALRIGHT...SO I'M BREAKING THE HABIT!!!!!!! I'M BREAKING THE HABIT...tonight...
Touching my cure, I tightly lock the door, I try to catch my breath again, I heard much more, than anytime before, I had no options left again... I don't want to be the one, the battles always choose, cause every time I realize that I'm the one confused...i DON'T WHAT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR, OR WHY THEY HAVE TO SCREAM, I DON'T WHY I INSTICATE AND SAY WHAT I DON'T MEAN, I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY I KNOW IT'S NOT ALRIGHT, SO I'M BREAKING THE HABIT!!!!! I'M BREAKING THE HABIT...TONIGHT!!!!! I'LL PAINT ON THE WALLS, CAUSE I'M THE ONE THAT FALLS, I'LL NEVER FIGHT AGAIN!!!!!!!!! AND THIS IS HOW IT ENDS!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR, OR WHY THEY HAVE TO SCREAM, BUT NOW I HAVE SOME CLARITY, TO SHOW YOU WHAT I MEAN, I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THIS WAY, I'LL NEVER BE ALRIGHT...SO I'M BREAKING THE HABIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BREAKING THE HABIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BREAKING THE HABIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tonight...