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Authors note: In this chapter I have skipped Dean and we get to see from Amanda's P.O.V instead. This chapter takes place the exact time as chapter 12.
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Chapter 13: Scream.
Recap: Sam is dying in a hospital because some supernatural poison. A hunter named Amanda told Dean that if he could bring her some saliva from the thing that bit Sam she can save Sam. Dean left and Sam can't remember anything except who he is and how old he is. Sam thinks no one is coming for him. Dean has just got some saliva from the monster after he got bitten by it. Now he has to get to the hospital. Sam is fading away.
Now: It was early that morning when Amanda came in to Sam's room. She wasn't coming anymore as a nurse. That job she had quit for several days ago. Now she only came to him as a… friend? She didn't know. All she knew was that she would never stop coming to him. At least not until the day he died. She knew that day soon would be here. She knew it couldn't be more than a couple of days left until death would come and take his life. She sat down in a chair beside him and stroke some of his long brown curls from his face. Even though he was asleep right now she could see the pain in his face. She took his hand in her and felt the heat from him. That fever was impossible to get down. He was lying in ice cold water at least three times a day but it never worked. Okay maybe his fever would get higher if he didn't had to lie in that ice cold water but she hated hearing him scream when the cold water touched his bare skin. He begged them to stop from doing it but they couldn't they had to. She let out a tear as she could hear him scream. It was only her memory this time and she was happy for that.
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She didn't know how long she had been sitting there when a nurse came in and said: "Amanda?" Amanda turned around and saw one of her old colleagues named Lori. Amanda smiled a little and said: "Yes."
"It's time for Sam's bath again." Amanda nodded and let go of the young boy's hand. She kissed Sam on the forehead and whispered in his ear: "I see you later kiddo." Then she turned towards Lori again and walked out.
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She walked in to a McDonalds and bought a Big Mac. When she got her food she sat down at a table starting to eat it as she once again could hear Sam's scream in hear head. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath and tried to get the scream out of her head. But just like she thought it was still there. She went back to her burger listening to the scream in her head. She knew that those screams would follow her forever.
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She didn't come back to the hospital that day. She wouldn't be able to see him again this day without doing something that she would regret. It was so hard for her to look at him. So way had she come to him everyday? She didn't know. There was just something about him that just… She couldn't explain it.
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The next day when she came to the hospital she knew what she had to do before she even got there. She had taken one of her guns and hide it in her pocket on the inside of her jacket. When she came in to the hospital she smiled and said hello to everyone just like she used to when she come there. When she got to Sam's room she made sure she had locked the door before she walked up to Sam. She wanted to do it right away but she had to say goodbye to him first. She sat down on one of the plastic chairs beside him. She took one of his hands in hers and said: "Hi Sam. It's me. Amanda. I know that you won't remember me even if you where awake now but I honestly don't want you to be awake right now either. I'm going to hate myself for what I'm going to do but I'm just sick and tired of hearing you scream and I just want to take away your pain." She got tears in her eyes as she continued: "I'm sorry for what I'm going to do but it's better for everyone. You won't be in pain anymore. I don't have to hear you scream. God I hate hearing you scream. Do you have any idea how crazy that drives me?" Now she was crying. "Maybe you will come to heaven and meet your mom. If Dean is dead I want you to say hi to him from me. It was nice knowing you kiddo." Suddenly she stopped crying and said: "I got to say that there really is something special about you. I hope I see you in heaven… or hell." She let out a laugh as she could hear the screaming in her head. "It depends." She let go of his hand and stood up. Now she heard someone banging on the door and yelling: "Let me in! Open the door!" She recognised the voice but couldn't really remember who the voice belonged to. "Let me in! Now! Come on! Let me in!" Ignoring the banging and the yelling she took out her gun and placed the pipe against the side of Sam's head and said: "I'm really sorry for what I'm about to do but I just have to do it you know." She laughed once again and…
TBC
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Authors note: What will happen now?