Hey Everyone! Thank you all for the amazing reviews! You make my days! :) I am so happy to know you like this story. Well, here you have a new chapter. Hope you like it as well. Now that season nine ended i guess fan fiction is the best way to keep us distracted. This iran angst chapter, but it was very important for the story. You will know why when you read the next one!

Enjoy!

Walk Away

The next morning, Meredith woke up and decided to go check on Ellis. She didn't remember the last time she saw her and she wanted to visit her mother.

She had to be at the hospital by 7, so she thought about driving by earlier.

She took her bag and car keys and drove to the nursing home. Meredith parked her car and went inside. Good morning. She said to the manager.

Miss Grey! How are you? We heard you had an accident, are you feeling better now?" She asked politely.

"Yeah, i'm fine. Thank you." Meredith smiled.

"Well, i suppose you came here to see your mother. She'll be happy to see you. She has had better days lately and visitors make her happy. In

fact, someone came to see her now. She's probably still with him." The woman said.

"Oh, ok. I'll join them then." Meredith answered thinking it was Richard there. After her accident, Richard had told her again that he knew and

he'd be visiting Ellis while Mer caught up with the work at the hospital.

She went into her mother's room and gasped at the sight she saw. Ellis

and Derek were sitting chatting and having tea. Derek.

"Meredith?" Ellis said.

"Hi, mom. How are you doing?" Meredith asked.

"I'm doing good. The doctors here said the medication is helping. You...how are you doing? Richard came the other day and said you were working

at Seattle Grace." Ellis said.

"Yeah, I am. It's...going great. I'm fine." Meredith said.

Derek noticed Meredith's astonishment. "Hey Mer. I, just came by to visit your mom. I'll leave you two alone." He stood up.

"What...uhm.." Meredith was speechless.

"I can explain, i will wait for you outside." Derek said and smiled.

"Alright, thank you." Meredith answered dryly.

He left and Meredith sit beside her mother.

"It's good that you're feeling better and that the medication is working." Meredith told her

"Yeah, it is. I..miss working, so much." Ellis said.

"I know mom. I'm sorry." Meredith said sadly.

"How is work going?" Ellis asked.

"It's going really good. I get to scrub in and assist in surgeries, I am learning a lot." Meredith said.

"That's good, focus on your career Meredith." Ellis said.

"I am, I will." Meredith stated and smiled.

"Meredith, i need you to do me a favor, I..there are some journals i wrote. They must be somewhere in my bedroom at the house. I don't

remember where i kept them but, if you find them could you bring them to me?" Ellis asked.

"Sure, i will mom. I will look for them." Meredith said holding her mother's hand. "I..i have to go now, but...i'll come and see you on friday ok?"

Meredith said.

"What day is it today?" Ellis asked.

"It's tuesday mom."

"Oh, okay. I will see you then. Bye Meredith."

"Bye mom."

Meredith sighed and left the room. She walked outside and saw Derek standing waiting for her. She groaned and after saying goodbye to the

manager went to the parking lot.

"Hey. I.. I am sorry i took you by surprise coming here I" Derek was interrupted by Meredith angrily talking.

"How do you know? No one knows except the Chief and I. And...i appreciate that you came, really I do. But you have to understand it freaks me

out to come here and see you drinling tea with my sick mother and you acting like it was the most ordinary thing in the world. I am sorry but you

just can't do that! So yes, please tell me why you're here!" She said.

"Ok, I understan how this could have made you upset. I am so sorry I didn't think about it before coming. I should have told you. We came here a

couple of weeks ago. We were talking one morning and you asked me to come see her with you. So we did. I came with you and we stayed with

her for a couple of hours." he said.

"I asked you to do that?" Meredith said confused.

"Yeah, you did." Derek insisted.

"And, how did you know about it?" Meredith questioned.

"While we were in Vancouver. One night, we stayed up late talking and you told me about you r mother's condition. You..said it was to hard to

keep it a secret and too much to handle. That it was too painful. SO you shared that with me. I, wish you could remember." He said sadly.

"I..really don't know Derek. This is just too much. It's too weird. You are always everywhere, wherever i look or go you're there and you know this

things and have this memories that i don't and..I didn't find the photos you told me about. the ones from Vancouver and I can't remember

anything of that. You are the only one who talks about it." she said.

"Mer, I'm sorry. I really am, I never meant to make you feel so uncomfortable. I'm just trying to help you." he said.

"That's exactly it. You're not getting this. I...how come you're the only one who remembers this? How come no one says anything?" she said.

"Are you implying i'm making this up?" he said hurt.

"I don't know. It's too weird. I don't know what to believe.

"Do you really think I'd just lie like that? Trust me im telling the truth why would i make up something like that?!" he said frustrated.

"I don't know. I'm just the poor girl confused who lost her recent memories." Meredith said.

"I am not lying Meredith. How can you think I'd take advantage f what happened to you?! I didn't mean to say it like this but see? We met in

Vancouver and became friends, we started dating then and came here. We've been dating for three months. That's why I know so many things,

because I've spent a lot of tim with you." He said softly.

"I don't know im sorry i cant do this. Maybe it's for the best that i cant remember. I am really sorry if what you're saying it's true but maybe we

should leave it like this." she said with tears in her eyes.

"Meredith...I, don't do this. Don't give up." He begged.

"I'm sorry, I can't." She said and left crying. She was so upset, frustrated and sad. She didn't want to believe he was lying but it was all so blurry

and she felt so terribly sad. The way he looked at her. She couldn't handle it. She got into her car and drove to work crying.

Derek was left standing, speechless, devastated. This could not be happening. She walked away.

Well, there you go. Told you it was gonna be angst. But please stay tuned for next chapter cause it's gonna be a big one. There is just so much going on! I hope you're in for the ride! Please review and let me know what you think! It means a lot to me to read your comments. Hope you all have a great weekend. Have fun, enjoy, do something different! And i promise next chapter will be awaiting for next week! :) -Tammy.