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Chapter 12: Mistakes

Sophie Pov

So it's Friday and I have been able to avoid Tony most of the week. At lunch I would normally eat with the B's but Britt has been acting mean lately, like, she told me to 'go eat a burger' when she got annoyed. I ate with Sammy and them on Wednesday but then Tony came over so I made an excuse and left. Nick still won't talk to me. I practically begged!

Anyway, today is my four year anniversary with Mikey, so he and I would be hanging out at my house and watching movies. It's not huge but it was completely his idea and I thought it was cute. So he drove us to my place after we rented a few movies. I knew he was with his friends before it and I knew what they were doing.

"I'm glad you wanted to do this," I said when Mikey popped in the first movie. He looked back at me and smiled.

"What? Have a quiet night with you at your house?" He said as he sat down next to me. I smiled too.

"Exactly! You've never just came here to... hang. I really like it," I said. He put his arm around me and I leaned into him.

"Hey, I'm offended! I really love you and I want you to be happy. So I thought you should have some peace and quiet," he said and kissed my fore head. I looked up at him and smiled at his thoughtfulness.

"Thanks, I love you too," I said and we kissed.

"Wow, that was so sweet," a voice said from behind us. We turned around to see Tony standing by the doorway.

"Tony, what are you doing here?" I asked as I turned back around.

"Our moms thought we should hang out, you know, catch up," he said. He walked over and stood in front of us.

"Soph, who's this guy?" Mikey asked me. I rolled my eyes.

"Mikey, this is Tony. He used to be my best friend. Tony, this is Mikey, my boyfriend of four years and counting," I said smiling up at him.

"Wow, you're the boyfriend... Well I guess I'll go and leave you two here to cuddle and make-out. See you later So-Jo, Mikey," he said and nodded at us.

"What did you call me?" I said standing up. He smirked.

"So-Jo, do you remember me calling you that?" He said moving closer.

"Don't call me that," I said quietly.

"What was that, So-Jo?" He taunted.

"Don't call me that," I said louder.

"What? I'm still having a little trouble hearing you," he said, his smirk growing bigger. He used to tease me like that when we were little, I laughed back then, but now I'm just pissed.

"Don't call me that!" I yelled.

"I can call you that all I want and you can't do anything about it," he said with confidence. He and I were so close that I could see my reflection in his eyes. And when I did I looked... really thin... weird.

"She might not be able to, but I can," Mikey spoke up. He stepped in between me and Tony.

"And I swear, if you ever come here and make fun of her again, I will hurt you so bad you—" But I cut him off. I knew he had smoked some before coming to pick me up. I didn't want him to get into trouble, Mikey, not Tony.

"Guys, please, don't do this. Mikey, please, he's not worth it. And Tony... just leave, we aren't friends anymore. You can go hang with some of our old friends. Just go," I said looking up into his brown eyes.

"Fine, I only came over here to catch up, it was you and your dumb boyfriend that made it difficult. I thought you liked the nickname," He said and walked out of my house. I had an urge to run out and say I'm sorry, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

"You used to be friends with that guy?" Mikey asked. I shook my head.

"No, I used to be friends with the guy he used to be. Now he's just a jerk," I said with my head down. "I'm sorry, I don't deserve a guy like you," I said while tears seeped out. I expected him to agree but he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead.

"Sophie, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you. I truly love you. I won't let a loser like Tony get between us," he said. I looked up at him.

"Really?" I choked. He nodded. "Really," he confirmed and kissed me. I kissed back and enjoyed the rest of my time with him.

A few movies later, when Mikey left, I walked up to my room. I did my homework and read a magazine, but I couldn't get one thought out of my head: Mikey and Tony.

I had always thought Tony would come back and beg to be my friend again, but now I think he could care less. And Mikey... he used to be a guy who only cared about kissing and looking good together. I guess I thought that I needed to look good to be his girlfriend. I don't know why I would ever think that I needed to look good for him to like me, but I guess it's too late now. I just hope Tony doesn't hate me forever. What happened tonight... that was really weird. It was like I needed to protect myself from him. If anyone asked about me and Tony, I would pretend I have no idea what they're talking about.
Mikey... he's been here the entire time. He gave me an excuse to forget Tony. He gave me friends I would have never talked to before. He gave me something to take away the pain of Tony. I need Mikey... but Tony's been there at my worst... I'm just really confused now.

So after getting lost in thought, I looked through my window into Tony's room. He was lying on his bed and talking on his phone. He looked happy so I guess he was talking to a girl. I wanted to e-mail him, but what's the use, he won't read it anyway... oh what the heck.

TO:Tony'N'b-ball14
FROM: Sophie-bear-rox
SUBJECT: Sory

Hey sory bout snapping u. i just was just... idk i guess i just wanted 2 b alone w/mikey. today is our 4 year anniversary & he was being really really sweet. i really like him... i actually think i luv him... I tell him i luv him alot but i actually think I mean it now... sory, i've just been really confused since, well, u got here. i'm not blaming u eithr. Please e-mail me back! i was really hurt tuesday wen u said i dont e-mail u 2. i try 2 type every day but it never happens!

-Soph

I thought that if I acted desperate he would e-mail me but after a week he didn't respond and we grew even more apart, if that was possible. And the first weekend of October I did something really bad... I got drunk, and high, on the same night and I almost, almost, did it with Mikey. I was so close I could feel my purity drain from my body, but AJ came over and said my mom was on the phone. I was so close! I often wonder about what would have happened if Mom didn't call. If I did get pregnant and if Mikey would still love me. And if he didn't and my parents wanted nothing to do with me, where I would go? And I wondered if Tony didn't have to move, if Mikey would have liked me anyway...

Hey... this chapter... I don't know... I just got back from a weekend long basketball tournament and... I messed up big time... we got fourth which compared to few years the team would get last & second to last place every time they went, I guess its good... I had a lot of different emotions today so I don't really know how I feel about this chapter.

Please review, they might make me feel better.