A-N: I know Tam was a boy but the only child in Fault In Our Stars was Jackie
Nine months passed and one day Hazel gave birth to Jackie. She listened outside and couldn't believe there was a war. Inside the night was still. Flowers were blooming.
Dearest Gus
She wrote in her journal
I have given birth to a speckle of dust to a sparkle of light to a small hint of light. Frail as a flower in the morning is this tiny work of art. When I see her face before me this is too much for one heart.
Here, like a seedling in the garden is a world about to start. I really need you here to share it. This is too much for one heart.
Yours. Half of her is yours and I swear this on the moon. Soon you will see the best of you and me in the smile that is shining on the face of your daughter. All alone in my arms I hold such beauty. I want time to stop right here. Make perfection last forever in which I could disappear.
Yours. Half of her is yours and I feel you coming near. Here, you will see the best of you and me for life stories combining in this life we begun. I have been living with such wonder that my soul could burst apart knowing we'll soon be reunited and it's too much for one heart.