Chapter 14: Convincing Dr. Green

I cup her cheek with my hand and say, "It's my hidden talent I guess. I just sometimes when I can't express myself I write a poem because it is easier. I wrote what was on my mind." We share one more tender kiss and lay down to hold each other.

Olivia's POV

I am so happy right now for numerous: I am holding the woman I love, she is going to talk to the doctor to get me out early if I behave, and I get to stay at her house with her. I don't remember being this happy in a very long time. I hope she feels the same way, she saved me. I am going to have to tell her about my scars someday. I use to self-harm a lot and so I have a lot of scars. I hope she doesn't think that I am ugly when she sees them. They are ugly but they don't define me, I got that through my head and it helped me stop.

I look down at her, she is so beautiful. She is falling asleep. She needs it, this have been very stressful for her. It makes me feel guilty that I put her through this. It's my fault that she has been so stressed. I will make it up to her.

Alex's POV:

It's so quiet and peaceful, I have my head laying on Olivia's chest. I am falling asleep, I was trying to stay up but I don't I am going to make it. I want to stay up to talk to her, I am not going to be able to do that tonight. Within a few minutes I am asleep and having a wonderful dream

My back is against the wall and Olivia's body pushing me up against it, she's kissing my neck and I am like putty in her hands. Her hands around my ass kneading and grabbing. Her hands go to the hem of my shirt and pulls it over my head. Immediately her hands are all over my stomach and my breasts. My bra followed suit of my shirt. I wrap my legs around her waist, and pull her face up to mine and kiss her. My tongue running lightly across her bottom lip, begging for permission. She gladly grants it and our tongues are doing an erotic dance with the other. My hands interlock around her neck to hold myself up. She sets my down to the ground so she can take off my pants, as she is doing this my knees go weak. She wraps her around my waist to steady me. When she gets off my pants and underwear she picks me up but instead of pushing me back up against the wall she carries me through the house and into the bedroom where she places my gently on the bed. She climbs on top and pulls me up to unhook my bra. I lay back down, her hands seem to be all over me body at once. She is back to kissing my neck again. I am holding her shoulders, my nails digging down as she sucks hard on the skin on my collarbone no doubt leaving a mark. I will probably need to wear a turtleneck tomorrow. As her hands move slowly down my stomach and reaches my core, my mind becomes blank. Totally incased in the feeling that Olivia is giving my body. She trails one finger over my outer lips I moan and beg, "Liv please."

"Patience love." And she continues to tease me she finds my clit and circles slowly over it not giving me at real stimulation. I once again say, "Liv please."

'Please what baby girl?"

"Inside liv please."

"Ok baby." She pushes two fingers into me and is thrusting me softly. I need more. "Harder baby please." She gives me what I want and speeds up the pace of her thrusting. My screams and moans are getting louder, and soon the only thought in my head is Liv. My fingernails digging deeper into her shoulders probably drawing blood. She uses her thumb to rub my clit and that sends me over the edge and into a spiral of ecstasy and pure desire and pleasure. "LIVV!" I scream as my orgasm rips through my body. "Mmmm that was nice babe." It was really nice she made love to me and fucked me at the same time. I shut my thighs leaving her fingers in me. I enjoy the fullness and such intimate physical contact, she seems to fine to let me recover. As soon as I regain myself again and recover she takes her fingers out scoops me up in her arms and kisses my forehead because she knows I will fall asleep.

AWAKE.

I look around trying to figure out where I am, I realize we are still in the hospital. Olivia is deep asleep, she is so handsome and beautiful. As she lays here in her hospital gown look at all her muscles in her arm and shoulders, you can tell how much strength and muscle she has in her arms because her veins pop out. She is so strong and athletic, it is incredibly arousing. As I look at her arms something makes my heart stop and make me want to cry. She has cutting scars, she used to cut herself and they look recent. I never noticed, probably because she tells me everything so I don't really observe anything like that. She was so hurt that she hurt herself, I realize now that her phase of long shirts was because she had cuts. I am happy that she stopped but she probably thinks that they are ugly and I would think different of her. The only thing I feel is anger not to her but to the people that pushed her to make the choice to hurt herself. She usually tells me when something is wrong, they look really recent like healed but a couple weeks old. Maybe she has stopped because she has been busy that she hasn't really thought about what caused her to do this. I look at the clock on the wall it is 6am, I get up because Dr. Green is probably here and I told Olivia that I would talk to him. I do want her out of this hospital because I want us to have some alone time but I want to talk about her cutting. I try to be as quiet as I can while slipping out of the door. Luckily I didn't have to go too far because he was right there at the nurses. He smiled at me and walked over, "Good morning Ms. Cabot you are awake early."

"Yes, internal alarm clock for work. I had a question."

"Ok I can try to have an answer."

"How hard would it be to get Olivia out of here today? I told her that if she behaved I would talk to you, she doesn't like hospitals because of things that has happen in her childhood. I already talked with her and told her that if she was to be released that she will confined to the couch and bed. No working, exercising yet, or ant strenuous activities."

"So that is why I didn't hear any yelling when I came in, and no notes from the doctors or nurses. I think I can do that, let me go write a couple scripts. In about an hour I will have a nurse bring in the discharge papers. Is she being released in your care? And will be home with her?"

"Yes she will be released into my care and yes I have taken some of vacation days so I can be at the house with her. So I will tell Olivia what you told me and make sure she remembers what I told her."

"Ok Ms., Cabot." And with that I walk back into the room and see my detective still asleep I don't want to wake her so I sit down in the chair and wait for her to wake up so I can tell her the good news.