"Come on, you gotta get up and we have to go train today," Axel said as he tried to pull the blankets from my bed. "No, fuck you man. Let me relax for today." I groaned as I peeked out from under the blankets with bandages over my head.
The red head looks up at me and sighs. "I don't want to ruin your guys' beds again, Xemnas doesn't need to buy a bed when we're on a budget." Axel commented, which piqued my interest from popping my head from under the covers, "We have a budget?"
"Gotcha!" Axel grabs ahold of me and pulls me forward, having me tumble out from the top bunk, sprawled onto the floor. "Fucking hell, that hurt a lot man!" I just groaned, grabbing ahold of my butt as Axel sat down on Roxas' bunk looking down at me.
He just waited patiently for me to stop groaning about the pain. After a few minutes of cursing, I look over at him as he had a goofy grin plastered on his face. "Just leave me to die, this will be easier for you. I got rattled around a bit too much because of Saix," I said while pointing a finger up at him.
He just raised an eyebrow at me with a cocky grin on his face, "Is that what you and Saix agreed to call your moans when you guys are together?"
"Fuck off Axel, I can't even move my legs without aching," I stammered with a blush spreading across my face as he laughed.
"No way, we gotta get going to the training grounds today. I can't leave you alone since you got injured, so you can just… lie down and die over there. Fake a training accident if you want," Axel explained as he suddenly hoisted me up and standing me up on my two feet.
I stand there for a second as I grab onto his arms, "Alright fine. Whatever kills me faster. I hate all of this." Axel smiles with two thumbs up, "That's the spirit!"
"Come on Audri, you got this!" Axel says as he cheers me from the sidelines as I struggle to handle two Dancer Nobodies. I try to throw a few punches at me, but they quickly side sweep and push me around between the two of them.
"Fuck this! I can't do it right now! I'm too exhausted," I wail as I keep getting rattled back and forth. Axel snaps his fingers, making the Dancers give me some breathing room as I tumble to the ground. I curl up on the ground just catching my breath as Axel walked over to me.
"You doing okay?" He asks as he pushes me onto my back with his foot. I just look up at the pale ceiling with a glazed over look on my face.
"Of course not you dipshit!" I groaned as I laid my body flat out so I can feel the tension leave my body as I lied there.
We were both quiet for a few minutes before I spoke up again, this time in a solemn tone.
"Am I really worth it Axel? Do you really think I can help you guys find a reason why we're here? Why me and… Why Rauxdi and I exist in the first place?" I asked out loud, unsure if Axel was still there or pay attention to my rambling.
I hear shuffling right next to me as I feel Axel's hand on my head. His face comes into view as he looks down at my hazel eyes, "If I gotta be honest, I think you're a cool person. Are you worth keeping around here though? I mean… That's a different answer altogether that I can't answer."
We just sat in silence as I could feel a frown dragging onto my face as I looked up at Axel. Next thing I knew, I felt my cheeks getting repeatedly beaten by leather gloves. "Hey, Ow! What the fuck Axel?!" I snapped as I tried to swat his hands away.
He laughed as he suddenly grabbed my hands and squished my cold palms against my cheeks, "You need to relax. You are like… too sad, for someone who is usually the craziest and erratic person here. Like I am confused about why you are like this, as a Nobody. I don't get it."
Axel's words sprang something in my heart as I started to just tear up and laugh.
I just laughed and laughed, even after he pulled his hands from mine as he just lied on the ground next to me.
I calmed down before falling into a bubble of despair. "I hate this, I hate being a human. I hate all of this," I sob as I felt Axel drum his fingers on the ground being very quiet. The next words out of his mouth were a shock.
"Would you like to go back to your home for the rest of the day?" He asks, which surprised me if he was able to do that. But…
"No thanks, Axel. I appreciate the offer, but I just don't feel like doing anything or being anywhere. I just want to be nowhere," I mumble as I turn onto my side as Axel suddenly drags me up to my feet.
"Alright, I get it. Let's take you back," He says with a mild sigh on his lips as he made a dark corridor back to mine and Roxas' room to drop me off. I waved him goodbye as I shut the door, got into bed with my blankets.
I just took a deep breathe before I started to sob.