Chapter 14

Previously :

Aria's eyes widened with her mouth fully opened as he stared at ,his eyes were shining .he opened the small box and held it in front of her .

"Aria…will you marry me ?"

Her mind travelled everywhere as she saw her last ex boyfriend standing in front of her , kneeling down on his feet while he was holding a master piece of silver diamond ring. She couldn't believe it. She didn't want to believe. She had made her choice but this could change everything.

For a second in her mind Aria thought about what would happen if she marries Ethan. she always wanted to be married. To start a new life with a same person. To start a family with the right guy. Is Ethan the right guy for her ? is he her soul mate ? she couldn't tell.

Her mind wandered on Ezra too. How would he react if he finds out that Ethan proposed ? does he even care ? hell Ezra's a good guy but he's Ethan's brother. They can be similar.

"so…what do you say ?" Ethan asked hopefully as he stared at Aria's face. He couldn't look anywhere else. He has made a rush decision but he would do anything not to lose Aria. Not to let his brother win. When Amanda called him in the morning and told him that Aria was at Ezra's place , he was beyond mad. He wanted to go there and rip off Ezra's throat. To warn him that Aria's his but that way Aria would never even look at him. He knew he had hurt her. He didn't want to but he did. But now was different . he wanted to make it up to her.

Aria opened her mouth to respond but she shut it down again. You could see the look of confusion in her face. Clearly she didn't expect this.

"what's wrong with you Ethan!?" Aria said madly as she started walking around the room with her hands running through her hair out of frustration.

"I thought –"

" what!? You thought if you proposed I would say yes and forget about all the lies you told and live with you happily after?! You ruined everything, everything !" Aria yelled at him as he got up on his feet and walked towards her. Soon she remembered all the betrays she had witnessed from him through this one year. She couldn't handle even one more lie.

"Aria I promise you from now on no more lies, I swear" Ethan pleaded as Aria shoved her stuff inside her purse hurriedly. She didn't want to stay there even one more minute. She shook her head instantly.

"is this really just about me lying ? or is it more than that ?" Ethan asked tiredly as Aria turned around and glared at him.

"what?" she questioned frustrating as she turned around and faced him completely.

"come on Aria…you know what I mean…or who I mean. are you breaking up with me so you can be with my brother? So you can screw him – " she didn't let him finished as she raised her hand and slapped him right in the face with all she had. The only reaction she received was Ethan looking at him pacing as placed one hand on his bruised cheek. She didn't say anything. All she did was to grab her purse and suitcase and walking out of the room silently. Leaving Ethan all alone with the diamond ring.

LINE BREAK

"so this is it ?" Frank stood up in front of Aria as she nodded her head quietly. He gave her an assuring weak smile as he gave the notebook.

" you sure about this? Giving me this?" Aria said as she took the hold of one side of the notebook while Frank was holding the other side of it.

"definitely. You should have this" she smiled as he handed her the notebook.

"Thank you for everything. I didn't know what I would be doing right now if I didn't talk to you" he smiled as he watched the little brunette in front of her.

"I'm glad I could help. Call me if you ever need anything " Aria nodded as she started walking towards the front door. She stood up still just for a minute. Watching the view from the window as she saw Ezra leaning back on the car as he was looking around, waiting for Aria to return. She smiled weakly as she watched the beautiful blue eyes wandering around with his curly dark brown hair which was fanning with the wind. It had a beautiful picture of its own.

Aria could not help but wonder if she'd made the right choice. Not about breaking up with Ethan but about promising Ezra that she'll return for him. That he should wait for her. She was doubting in every single thing in her mind. Will she ever be able to trust any guy?

Can she be ever happy after Ethan? That's the same question she asked herself years ago when she was raped.

Will Ezra be the right guy for her? She didn't know everything about him. She has only known him for matter of days and she was already falling for him. Maybe she should have given her decision more thoughts.

On the other hand Ezra was getting more anxious and anxious about Aria leaving. What she meets another guy? What if she forgets him or maybe this is a quite trick from her to abandon him. No ! for god sake that's Aria. Lying and cheating wasn't her thing.

But deep down he knew no matter what Ethan will always be a picture when she sees him. He was his brother. His abusive brother. He had no right to lie to Aria. He went too far by cheating on her.

His mind went back to this morning. When they saw Amanda. He couldn't call to mind when was the last time he had seen her. She was just as pretty as Audrey with a slight eye color difference. With her straight brown hair and her light brown eyes. She did look a bit like Aria. Ezra didn't really come along with Amanda while he was dating Audrey. Sure she was her sister and they were so alike but in his mind she was always busy flirting with guys and having one night stands. Amanda and Audrey were similar but their behavior acts were miles and miles away from each other. Audrey was warm, kind and lovable but Amanda was selfish.

He especially remembered the night when she found Amanda wasted in the bar while she was saying craps. He took her to her place and let her stay the night. He remembered her talking about her and Ethan hooking up. He didn't think it would be a good idea if Aria finds out about this. Even though that they were broken up but there was still a part of him that knew Aria thinks of Ethan everyday. She had the right to. He wouldn't blame her.

He thought about her ex who raped her. He was a bastard. He wanted to know who he was. He wanted to kill him. To cut his hands so he won't touch Aria not even once again. What was wrong with him? Why was he getting back to being aggressive again? Why was he having dark thoughts? He was regularly taking the medication that Dr Hale had given him but they didn't seem to work quite right. Maybe he should go to his therapist and talk to him. Or maybe he should just stop caring. God it felt so good when he cut himself. It would released the tension inside him. He had missed drinking. Missed drinking until he won't be able to stand up. He should stop by at a bar after he drops off Aria at the airport. No Ezra! Stop it! You're not gonna go back on the old terms again. The voice in his head said but Ezra didn't care.

He was confused , lost. He didn't know what to do. Or what to think. He had stolen his brother's girlfriend from him. Just like Ethan did but things with Ethan were so different. He didn't think they will ever be able to go back to the place they were. When they were both so protective to each other. Or to the time when they were each other's best friend.

When did things change ?

what happened?

Ezra pressed the decline button and again ignored one of the several calls that he was receiving from Amanda from this morning. He put his phone back in his jeans pocket as he sighed and turned his head to watch Aria getting out of his father's house as she said her goodbyes with him.

It felt strange how he father helped her up with everything. Frank was a great guy. Perfect father at least for Ezra. He couldn't say how much he was appreciated from him when he talked to Aria yesterday. Any other people would hide the truth from Aria but he didn't. honesty was one of the greatest things about him. Ezra hadn't really restarted a bond with his father lately. He barely sees Frank as he was busy with work too. He was the guy who helped him in the most dark days of his life. does Ezra really want to go back to those days again? He didn't know.

He watched Aria silently as she made her way towards his car with a fade smile in her face. She was glorious , beautiful , sexy in every way. He wanted to be with her again. To have her all over again. Not just physically but emotionally too. He made love to her last night. He liked knowing that he was the only guy who ever made love to her. She didn't even let Ethan. Having her leaving is going to be hard and desperate. He has thought about going with her to New York but he wanted to give her as much space she needs.

"what?" Aria asked shyly after several minutes as she was under Ezra's heavy gaze. He couldn't take his eyes off her. The only think he did was giving her a light shrug.

"we should get going. We don't wanna be stuck in LA's traffics." They both got into the car as Ezra started the engine quietly and drove off.

The ride from Frank's place to the airport went quiet. None of them said or do anything. Aria felt a bit uncomfortable. She didn't know if Ezra was really okay about her being gone. She knew it was going to be hard for both of them but this was what she wanted, needed. Every time she looks at Ezra her mind goes to Ethan. She didn't want to be this way. She needed to move on completely so she could start something new with no regrets.

Ezra helped Aria taking her suitcases and bags to the baggage section as she give them to the receptionist. She got her ticket and got ready to go to the departure gate.. They walked side by side to each other until they got to the gate. They still had thirty minutes to spare.

Aria turned and stood in front of Ezra. Her eyes were intense and he sensed it too. His own eyes were travelling all over her pale face. She looked kind of torpid yet beautiful. She didn't let the exhaustion take over her body. Although she was starting to fade. A sudden tension inside her lump made her eyes go dark as she started to feel dizzy. Ezra got the signal and grabbed her from the waist just in time when she felt like she was falling. She held onto his chest strongly as he kissed the top of her head and stroked her soft hair.

" Are you okay?" he whispered into her ear which send shivers down to her spine. She was all better in his arms. She held him close to him as she nodded and buried her face in the crock of his neck. Aria smelled his delicate features as she was grasping him from the waist. He sighed in relief as she felt her warm mouth grazing at his neck, planting several kisses around her neck and collarbone. What she was doing to him felt amazing, so relaxing. He started to feel more turned on as Aria sucked a bit on his neck. Did she want him too? He didn't care. He must have her now.

Ezra stepped back as he watched her with lusty eyes. He didn't know if she felt it too but he didn't mind.

"come with me" Aria looked at him with confused eyes as he took her hand and started walking feverishly. Her mind was far far away from his as she followed him to the nearest restroom. He pushed her inside the restroom quickly as he locked the door behind. Aria watched him breathlessly as he checked all over the room , making sure no one was there.

He took the final look as he turned around and watched Aria. She was lost, confused. He walked to her as he attacked her lips hard and pushed her against the bathroom wall. She didn't know why but she kissed him back. Her hands coming up to wrap around his neck. He bit her bottom lip as she whimpered quietly. He pushed her harder against the wall as he pressed his body to hers , letting her feel his growing erection as she moaned and throw her head back in ecstasy. He sucked , nibbled and bit all over her neck as he started unbuttoning her dress in a hurry. She opened her eyes and gave him a meaningful look as she felt his hands sneaking up under dress to cup her breasts.

" Ezra not here –"

" I can't. I must have you now" he growled impatiently as he finished unbuttoning her dress and leaned down to kiss the top of her ample breasts. Aria unwillingly arched to him and moaned. She honestly didn't want to have sex with him right now, seeing this side of him scared her but she didn't disagree. She was afraid that if she said something she would be mad. She knew he wouldn't hurt him. He was just too emotional right now.

Ezra moved his hands to the back of her thighs as he hooked them and lifted Aria. Taking her to the bathroom counter as he sat her down there. he quickly started kissing her mouth, pushing his tongue inside her sweet mouth as she responded quite warm. His fingers were working hard, making their way towards her hot center. She groaned and bit her lip as soon as she felt his hand rubbing her through her panties. She wasn't thinking anymore. She had no control on her movements. She couldn't kiss him back anymore as she closed her eyes and moaned. Begging him to go further as he watched her lustfully. Seeing her throwing her head back and running a hand through her hair feverishly.

He finally stopped his tortures and pulled down her underwear and brought her to the edge of the counter so he could take her. He ran his fingers through her wet folds as he pushed them aside. Aria literally screamed as he pushed three fingers inside her moist hot pussy. He wanted to make sure she was wet enough for him as he thrust his fingers in and out of her. Just like the first time he made her come when Ethan was away. He pressed his thumb against her swollen clit as she screamed and clenched her inner walls around his fingers.

He pulled back his fingers from her as soon as he felt the tension building up inside her. She whimpered in protest as she opened her eyes and looked him hungrily. She shoved her small mouth inside his without warning as she struggled to unbuckle his belt. Her attempts finally worked as she pushed down his jeans along his boxers and pulled him closer. Letting him feel what he was doing to her. She reminded him of condoms as he took one out from his wallet and put it on. He groaned as she encircled her petite hands around his aroused cock and guided his throbbing member to her hot core.

She whimpered as he teased her by running the tip of his cock along her vagina. She growled and pushed her hips to him. Taking him inside her as they both groaned and sighed. Aria felt an uncomfortable sensation inside her as she whimpered. She was still in pain from their latest night together. He stayed still inside her, letting her adjust his size as he kissed her sweetly around the mouth. He could see she was in pain but he couldn't pull back, he had to have her. His dick was ready to explode.

He started moving inside her slowly yet hard. She bit her inner lip as she locked her hands around his neck as she buried her face into the crock of his neck. She sensed hot tears running along her cheeks. Why was she crying? He was hurting her a bit but the pain got almost unnoticeable as he started moving. She just tightened her arms around him and closed her eyes. She could feel him throbbing inside her as he was hitting all the right spot.

She had to admit she was enjoying this. She never thought being intimate with someone could be this much pleasurable. He bit the side of her neck as he thrust harder inside her. Desperate to release. Her walls clenched around him to take him in all the way, completely. He couldn't believe how a human being could be so tight. Even though she didn't have sex but she was too tight, even for someone who hadn't have sex much.

He didn't care anymore as he thrust deeper and deeper, harder and harder. Ezra almost faced Aria's protest because of his speeded thrusts but he didn't care. He moved one of his hand between their bodies and pressed his thumb against her clit, rubbing and circling around the swollen part as Aria screamed. She wasn't trying so hard not to shout but she couldn't. the pleasure was too much. She wanted to release so much. She began to move her hips along with him quickly.

This wasn't making love. It was nothing like making love. They were simply fucking one another. They didn't care. Both of them were desperate to release as Ezra pressed his hand to the wall in the back of Aria. He was dying to come. His attempts were harmful. He could sense it. Aria was going to be so in sore but it didn't seem like she mind. She loved this, she loved this actions. She wanted to do it every minute. Every minute. God knew how she was going to survive in the next few months without Ezra fucking her.

Aria felt the tension building inside her. She didn't have the power to do anything anymore. She just let Ezra take the charge as he fucked her hard, without any emotions involve. She closed her eyes as she felt him travelling all over inside her. Her legs were numb and hot. Ezra pressed his fingers harder against her and rubbed her hard, pinching at the sensitive skin as Aria bit his shoulder through the shirt from screaming as she came unbelievably hard around him. Her orgasm sent him over the edge as he came along with her. Still thrusting inside her until they were both finished.

None of them could breath or talk , they stood like this still until Ezra finally pulled back. Aria groaned from the loss of contact as she came down from the counter. Watching Ezra as he took off the condom and threw it to the trashcan. He felt bad, he hated himself. He hated himself for being cruel to Aria. He didn't mean to hurt her. He never fucked. He didn't know what came over him now.

He turned around and watched Aria fixing her dress and hair quickly. She glanced at her watch. She still had a few minutes left. She noticed Ezra's intense look on her as she shivered. Her body tensed as he started moving towards her. She was succeeded not to flinch when he wrapped his arms around her from the back and kissed her hair, smelling her nostrils. Even though they just had sex she still smelled incredible.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to be rough to you. I honestly don't know what happened to me" Aria nodded as she locked her tiny hands with his. She pressed her back against his hard chest and sighed.

"it's fine. Besides I kinda liked it this way, you know…I like your roughness" Aria assured him as he sighed.

"you don't have to lie to make me feel better Aria –"

"I'm not lying. I swear. It was fun" she turned around gave him a weak smile. just like that, a simple smile made his heart melt for her. God he was so in love with her.

" we should get going. I don't want to miss my flight" He nodded as they made their way out. They both walked out of the restroom as they faced a quite awkward looks on them. It looked like they weren't so quite but they didn't really care.

They both finally got to her gate just in time as the speaker announced the New York's flight. Aria looked at Ezra upsetting as she read his face. He looked fine but truly from inside he wasn't prepared for having her gone. He didn't know how he could handle her loss. He wasn't going to lose her but he didn't have her for months. God knew how long he was going to take it.

She approached him as she hugged him tight and placed a kiss on his reddened cheek. He held onto her hard as he kiss the tip of her shoulder and closed his eyes.

"you hang in there okay? I'll be back I promise" Aria whispered into his ear as soon as she felt him crying silently. She was having her own tears coming. He simply nodded his head, not saying any word.

"I'll miss you" she smiled sadly as they both pulled back from each other's arms and Aria pushed away a few locks from his face.

"I'll miss you too but I'll be back in no time. You won't even feel me being gone" she assured him as he laughed bitterly and nodded.

" I don't want to say goodbye…this is the only way I'll make sure you'll be back" she stared at his blue eyes and smiled warming.

"okay…we won't say goodbye" they both heard the speaker announcing her flight for the last time. She gave him the final look and smile as she stepped away from him, not turning around as her eyes were still locked with his. she walked on her back until she reached to the gate.

" stay out of trouble" Ezra shouted from the distance as Aria chuckled and nodded.

"you too" she turned around and gave her ticket to the guard at the door, not daring to look back to look at Ezra. She couldn't. this was it. She could do it. She could handle some time without him. She was going to miss him but it wasn't the point. She had to make some stuff clear for herself. She had to rethink over her decisions again and again.

She was going to started a new chapter of her life. A chapter without no men and romance involve. Just her.

End of chapter 14

So what do you guys think? How is Ezra and Aria's life going to be while they are away from each other? Can they wait for each other or will they move on? How about their sudden personality changing ?

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