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According to Alice, Port Angeles didn't really have much of a wide choice when it came to shopping for new clothes and her and Rose both insisted I needed a new style. She was heading to Virginia but with the speed she was driving it was only be a few hours. We were almost there when Rose turned to me excitedly.

'I'm so excited to dress you up like a little doll'

'Why the sudden need for me to change?' I enquired.

'Because you're older now and also you have a boyfriend' Alice piped in.

'Jake likes me just fine the way I am' I insisted.

'Of course he does, you're beautiful, prettier than all of us put together but your style is well, still a little childish. You need new clothes, maybe even a new hairstyle' Rose said, her eyes sparkling.

I raised my eyebrows; there was no way any scissors were going near my perfect hair.

Since the day I was born I was constantly told I was the most beautiful, because of the mix of vampire and human it created something unnaturally beautiful. I knew I was beautiful but I tried not to let it get to me. I didn't want it to be the reason that Jake liked me so I was a little annoyed they were dressing me up even more.

'So' Alice spoke from the front 'now it's time to get to the juicy stuff, you know away from your mom and dad.'

'Oh no' I groaned, I hated this kind of talk.

'Have you kissed?' Rose asked.

'Ugh' this was not happening.

'Come on Nessie, we are your two favourite, eternally young aunts! You have talk about this kind of stuff with us, you can't exactly talk about stuff like this with your mom, she'd be horrified' she continued.

I laughed a little at that 'yes I have' I answered

'Ooo' Alice hooted 'was it a cute, little kiss or was it a kiss kiss?'

'What do you mean?' I asked, honestly they were so weird.

'You know like tongues?' Rose pressed.

I was sure I blushed fifty shades of red and they both noticed and giggled.

'That means yes!' Alice squealed

'Oh my gosh, I can't believe how grown up you've got Nessie' Rose said

'I hope that's all you've done!' Alice chimed

'You don't have to listen to Edward though Nessie, you're old enough to make your own decisions now.'

'What are you on about?' I asked, sometimes they talked in riddles and I had no idea what they were going on about.

'Sometimes you're so innocent Nessie. Were on about you and Jake, you know…'

'SHE'S ON ABOUT YOU GETTING LAID' Alice yelled and they both burst out laughing.

I reckon it was their mission today to make me as embarrassed as humanly possible. This was so not a conversation I wanted to have but I did have some nerves and these two were the best people to talk to and get advice from.

'I'm nervous about that part' I admitted.

'Of course you are Nessie' Rose said a little more serious now 'but just remember, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do. You need to move at your own pace, you're only young but ultimately the decision is up to you, and if you ever need anything or any advice remember were always here.'

'I know that it's just that I'm not used to any of this you know? I mean, obviously I love Jake but it also feels weird at the same time, like he's always been my best friend, babysat me. It's weird.'

'Well, it's definitely not your typical relationship but it's what will work for you Nessie. I know it. Even if it takes some time, your made for eachother' Alice said sweetly.

'Anyway enough of the heavy talk for now! Were here' Rose said excitedly, practically pulling my arm out of my socket as she grabbed me out of the car just as Alice had parked.

They took me in and out of all kinds of designer shops. Juicy couture, Chanel, Marc Jacobs, Acne, just endless amounts of shops and they spent literally thousands on me. All unnecessary of course but I must admit I was liking these short slinky dresses and the tight demin jeans and short tops. They were much more grown up, oh and the six inch heels I could walk in perfectly because of my vampire balance. These would be much more useful standing next to my ever so tall boyfriend.

Is that what he was to me? I guess it was. The word just seemed, I dunno, not quite fitting but I suppose terms such as eternal soul mated imprint weren't really appropriate.

They made me change into a strapless black tank top, that came just above my belly button and had little crystals on the back and was really tight fitting showing of my slender body and a pair of black tight skinny Levi jeans and a black bow pair of Christian Loubotins to walk round in. I actually really did like it. Like a lot. Maybe Jake would think I was sexy now instead of just pretty. I blushed thinking those things. Ugh.

We then went to the salon and they made me get my nails done and hair. They insisted that this wasn't because I had a boyfriend but because I needed some TLC after my rough no emotionless period. I didn't believe them for a second, they wanted Jake to go crazy for me, even more than he already was. They did make me have my hair done but it was only trimmed. It was still just above my waist but with no split ends now and they had straightened it all out for me and then made it into loose waves. I have to admit it was really pretty and I looked so much more grown up and stylish. Before we went home Alice announced we had one more shop we needed to go in.

'Which one Nessie, Victoria's secret or Agent provocateur? Pick one' Alice stated, hands on her hips.

Oh no, she was so not doing this to me. I couldn't believe she was. She was taking me lingerie shopping! Jeez, this woman would not rest.

'Nessie, you need lacy thin tiny little things and pretty lacy underwear now. You're older and…'

I cut her off before she could finish. There was no point arguing with Alice.

'Fine, erm, I don't know anyone' I said

'Yay' she squealed come on 'Agent provocateur first!'

Her and Rose dragged me in and I was embarrassed just to even go in there. There were all sorts of things in there that was sure I would never need in a million years. Alice started picking up things randomly and I saw a lot of thongs.

'Alice!' I hissed, 'I can't wear those' I said eyeing the revealing lacy thongs and the almost see through bras and pyjamas.

'Oh give it a rest Nessie, you'll be begging me for these soon' and she winked as she went off to buy them.

Rose laughed and I blushed again as I rolled my eyes at her.

So typically Alice.