The unexpected-
Chapter 4
This is my new update. I wish we could see more Jamie on Blue Bloods. My cruise was fantastic by the way. So enjoy and review!
As soon as Chris jumped from her chair, Jamie got up and he stood between her and that man in a protective position. He didn't know what was going on but he could see that Chris was shivering and really afraid of this man.
Back away, pal. I won't tell you twice, Jamie told the dark tall man.
Isn't he cute? You knight in shining armor, just like history repeat itself, the man answered in a threathning way.
I'm a police officer and if you don't back off, I'll arrest you.
The man just stared at the both of them and then a smirk appeared on his face.
For what, standing in a public place? Anyway, I have no time with that whore, so I'll go.
As suddenly as he appeared, he was gone. Jamie turned around to see Chris was still petrified and unable to move. He wrapped his arms around her and caressed while he tried to whisper to her that everything was fine, the man was gone. Finally, she moved a bit and Jamie saw a single tear escape from her eye. He washed it away with his thumb and asked her if she wanted to go. She simply nodded in agreement and he took her back to her place. She didn't say a word for the entire time they were in a traffic jam. She was in another world, lost in her thoughts. Jamie tried to get her to talk to him, but she wasn't even answering him. He was getting really worried.
When they arrived, Jamie sat Chris on the couch and he sat beside her and took her hand. He didn't what to do.
-Sweety, you have to tell me something I don't know what to do here, he whispered to her.
She look at him with such sadness that his heart almost broke.
I'm so sorry Jamie. I was just really scared. Fortunally, you were there.
She took his hand and squeeze it lightly. He felt some sort of relief that she was now responding to him but he was still worried. He wanted to know more about what had just happened there.
- I'm so sorry Jamie, I was frozen and…
- This is not your fault, he said to reassure her, obviously, this man hurt you in the past. I just you would talk to me.
Tears started to come her cheek as Jamie was talking to her. She knew from the first moment she met him, she was attracted but that she shouldn't go further. She should have buried her feelings. Now, Jamie was in danger too and she wouldn't let anything happen to him. She lean closer and their lips were so close…She could feel his breath on her. Suddenly, she closed the gap and pressed her lips onto his. Jamie was surprised at first but couldn't himself by responding. He put one arm around her waist to get her closer and the other one on her cheek as the kiss heated. He pressed her on her back on the couch as his desire became evident from the buldge in his pants. Chris put her arms under his shirt and caress his back with the same desire.
Jamie started to kiss on her neck and, with one hand, unbottoning her shirt. She had flusters in her stomach and she saw fireworks. When Jamie started to caress one of her breast is when she suddenly realized what they were doing and her will to stop overpower her desire.
-Jamie, please stop. I can't.
He stopped instantly. He wanted her so badly but the sound of her voice was so fill with regrets that he came to reality.
They both sat on the couch, but far way. Chris didn't to succomb to his charm again and she stayed as far away as she could. She shouldn't have let things got that far, she knew it.
Jamie, listen, it's not your fault…
He cut her off.
I'm so sorry Chris, I knew you were in a bad place. I should have known better. I should have wait for the right time.
Chris started to move as if she was unconfortable. Jamie had this bad feeling in the pit of his stomach. Had he ruin everything by making a move too fast? But, he wanted her so bad it hurt like it never did before. Usually, he was the one in control but this time, with this beautiful woman, he wan't in control of anything. It was like a tornado had hit a good way. He coudln't help himself and he wanted her to feel safe enough to confide in him. Her voice brought him back to reality.
Jamie, I repeat. It's not you, it's me.
That sounded not good at all.
-This, us- Chris pointed them, can't happen. Things are too complicated in my life and I can't put this burden on you.
-Please, sweety, don't do this. Don't push me away. We'll take it if it's what you want, but let us have a fair chance.
She was now looking down at her shoe and taking deep breaths. She didn't think she had much energy and his plea resonated with her. But, she wanted to protect him form her and her past and she knew that pushing Jamie away was the only solution. It took her all of her willpower not too cry, but she was determine to end this, now, for Jamie's sake. She saw no other way.
When Chris look up at Jamie, she had cold eyes and she tried to as detached and in control as she control.
Jamie, it's better if we don't pusue this further. It's better if you leave. I WANT you to leave, please.
Jamie was heartbroken. She was pushing him away and it was all his fault he believed…He stood up and give her a small kiss on her forehead.
I'm so sorry Chris. Call me if you change your mind. And he walked out closing softly the door.
Chris collapsed on her couch and cried for hours…She had just the best thing that happened to her in three years.
