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I know you all want Sebastian back in the picture, and he will be soon! I just wanted you have a look in Rory's life back in Ireland and that's what these chapters are for :)

Here's chapter 14:

Grunting I crawled out of my bed and stroke through my hair.

I had been back in Ireland for five days now… so tonight I was flying back home again.

Yay, more flying.

More American stuff.

More Sebastian.

I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him just yet. Not that he had done something wrong in particular.

It was just the angry yelling from last time I was afraid of.

For some strange reason al lot of painful memories had come back because of that and I wasn't ready to have that experience again.

And I knew Sebastian would probably still be angry at me as I saw him again.

If I'd see him again, maybe he'll just ignore me, I thought.

Maybe that would be better for the both of us…

But, did I really want that? Not seeing Sebastian anymore?

For some reason Sebastian made me feel stuff no one had ever made me, nice feelings.

Aaaaaaargh! This was so confusing!

I grabbed at my hair and pulled at it softly, trying not to scream out my lungs from frustrations.

'RORY! GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!'

O god, what was his problem!

I got up from my bed and quickly put on pants and a shirt before I made my way down the stairs.

My dad was waiting for me in the hallway, his arms crossed over his chest.

Great…

'What?' I asked without taking the effort to make it sound like I really cared.

'You haven't done the dishes as I told you last night! Nor did you clean up the living room, or helped Angelica in the garden! You just left the house and went out 'till six in the morning! Are you out of your mind?! Thinking you can do just whatever you want?! You're too lazy to help out here, or do something at school!' the man started raging.

I sighed bored, always the same. Like I would help you out…

'You're just a worthless piece of shit, you know that? You can never do something good in your life, can you?! You fucking wanker, just making trouble around town with your punkass friends and act like you own this fucking place!'

He gave me a push against my shoulder, but I let him. If he wanted to rage, that was fine with me.

My father could push, hit, kick me all he wanted. It wasn't like I really gave that much about myself.

He clenched his fist and raised it up.

And there we go…

Angelica walked in on us, but when she saw how my dad hit me in my face, she gave out a little scream.

We locked eyes and I told her to go away.

I had to search for breath as my dad kicked me in my side and fell down on the ground.

Angelica's footsteps told me she ran away, for now.

As I got up another blow was directed against me, but I avoided it.

'Fucking good for nothing!' my dad screamed angry as he hit me against my jaw.

He went nuts.

After a few more kicks and hits, I could catch a breath as he looked at me with the darkest look I had ever seen on his face.

'You'll just end up like your sister and-'

Full of anger I pinned the man against the wall, holding my arm holding against his shoulders and throat.

'Don't you dare say something about Evy,' I whispered as my eyes looked in his.

My father had never seen me like this. Not against himself.

'You fucking wanker,' I spit in his face. 'Fucking idiot…'

I let go of him and got back to my room, which I locked the moment I closed the door behind me.

All the stuff I owned got picked up and thrown in a suitcase.

As I had me last bag packed, a small knock on my door sounded. It wasn't my dad, I knew that so I opened my door.

Angelica stood there, tears streaming down her cheeks.

'What do you want?' I said, emotionless.

'Please, Rory, you know how he is. Your dad doesn't mean it like that,' the woman tried to tell me. '

Why was everyone saying that?

'Damnit, Angelica, look at me!' I yelled and pointed to my bleeding face. 'How can you even say that?'

'I… don't know…'

'The sex gotta be good,' I mumbled as I put on my shoes.

'Excuse me?' she asked in shock.

'Nothing,' I said and tried to hide my smile. 'I don't know how you can keep up with him, seriously. Look at what he does to us. You know how Evy is. It's not her own fault.'

'Not completely, no, but partly it is,' Angelica explained me as she sat down on the bed next to me. 'Evy felt the urge to take drugs, because of her terrible relationship with her father. You on the other hand, didn't.'

I kept quiet for a few seconds, then I nodded.

'Don't take this the wrong way, Rory, but I do love your father. I won't leave, not even when I know that he is so horrible to his children,' Angelica told me with a small smile.

'Like you've been so good to us,' I said with no feeling.

We looked at each other, in her eyes I saw the pain I had just caused.

Seemed to be the only thing I really was good at, causing pain and misery…

'Look Rory, I know that I've treated you kids bad as well, and I feel terrible about it. After you went to America and Evy got back from the hospital, we talked. A lot. Evy told me she was afraid of me and that felt awful. It was awful to know I had been one of the causes for her to end up in that hospital.'

'You've cleaned up,' I said, knowing what she meant.

'Yes, I have, Evy and I go along pretty well now,' Angelica smiled. 'But I'm afraid she'll never accept her dad.'

'Even though she loves him,' I told her and my father's wife nodded. Unconditionally we still somehow cared for dad, even if we hated him.

'When you come back again, I hope we can retry and get along?' she asked me.

'A fresh start,' I said as she gave me a hug.

Damn I hated flying!

Why on earth would people ever like flying?

It's so terrible.

With some inside mouth cursing I dragged my suitcases along the place.

No matter how hungry I was all I really wanted was to go back to the Pears and sleep all day.

Night. Day. I don't know…

I bumped into way to many people, it was so crowded here! Luckily I saw the door to get out of this big place.

With a sigh of relieve I opened the doors and put my cases on the ground, taking a deep breath of fresh air, lovely!

As I opened my eyes I saw someone standing across the street.

No way… he wouldn't be, would he?

'S… Sebastian?' I asked softly in confusion.

So… do you think it's Sebastian? Or would it be someone else…

Struggles struggles…

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