Chapter 14.
Dear diary,
Well I am finally home, and only 3 days left before I go back to Hogwarts. I can't wait. Although, the idea of our NEWTS being this year is making me nervous.
But they are nothing compared to how I feel about seeing the Marauders again, this time all together and like old times. But will it? Will they be able to act like nothing as happened this summer? Will I? Can I seriously accept the fact I was again used, just so they could find James bloody Potter?
But he isn't is he? He's suffering and here I am cursing him like usual. I have to stop this; it isn't fair, on him or me. I have to stop thinking about him and I just hope he leaves me alone this year, if I leave him and his friends alone. But I can't even do that, he's head boy and im head girl, so we'll have to work together. Well then it's a bit late, but I have my new year's resolution: try and try to get along with James Potter.
It shouldn't be that hard. I mean ive seen another side of him, a vulnerable side of him that no will get to see, or so he thinks. I have always seen the pain, it was always there I just didn't register it, or refused to.
This year Lily Evans is going to be the one who makes Jams Potter smile and laugh. I will be the one who makesthat micheviuous glint come abcka nd cause ahvoc on the school. They're being helpful. Everybody needs ht jokes and laughs of childhood, we need to forget about the world outside, and ill be damned if the Marauders aren't the ones to do it.
Lily Marie Evans
29 August 1978
My room
9.46PM
And this decision was not influenced by the other night.
Not at all.
Just grew up that's all.
No, not at all.
Goodbye.
Not at all!
AN: sorry this is so short and crap, but its just kind of a filler chapter for the next one. Which will be going back to Hogwarts. At last. Again thank you to everyone who has reviewed so far, keep em coming, I really appreciate them.