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Previously: "Jacob what are you doing here? Edward will kill you if you don't get out of here now!"
"Bella, please just listen to me. I came here to ask you a question, and I can't let you marry Edward until you've answered it. Bella I need to know do you still have feeling's for me or not?"
BPOV
I could feel my heart begin pounding through my throat. How could he ask me that now? He knows that I love Edward and I can't live without him. Why does he want to continually put himself through this torture?
"Jacob, please don't do this. You know that I'm with Edward. Were getting married tomorrow."
"Bella, you haven't answered my question, do you love me or not?" I could feel my heart begin breaking. I did love Jake but not in the way he needed to be loved.
"Jake, I don't love you like that. Sure, I will always love you in a way. You brought me back from the dead. You brought laughter and happiness to my life once again, but I love Edward much more than I could ever explain. He is the reason for my existence."
"Bella, I understand, you don't have to explain really. I just needed to know that this was what you really want. I love you Bells. Just never forget that okay?"
With that he kissed me on the cheek and took off. I could feel the tears I had been holding in pour out of my life. I hated the fact that I had hurt one of the people that I care most about in this world. I almost wished that he would hate me just so I couldn't hurt him ever again.
I continued to cry until I felt two familiar arms wrap around my waste. He kissed my shoulder and whispered to me that it would be okay. He then turned me around in his chest and held me until I got myself together.
"Are you sure your okay love," Edward asked. I took a few more deep breaths before I replied.
"Edward, I'm fine I just hate myself for hurting him right now. I wish I could make him not love me anymore. It's not fair for him."
"Bella, you can't hate yourself for what you can't control. You can't force yourself to love someone else. And how could he not love you. Your so amazing that I don't even know how I'm worthy of loving you."
"Edward your right. I have to stop trying to control the things I can't. And believe me you are more than worthy of loving me. Now I have to ask are you okay? I know what Charlie was thinking, he told me."
"Bella, I know your Father hates me, and I know why. I just couldn't take what he was thinking anymore. He was calling you stupid for loving that, and me and that's something I just can't take hearing. I heard what you said though, and I want you to know that I will love you forever. I'm not going anywhere, I promise you."
He held me for a few more minutes before we entered the church and went through the ceremony a couple of times. The best part of every rehearsal was reaching Edward. I still couldn't convince myself that tomorrow this would all be real. We would be bound together for eternity and nothing less.
We arrived at the restaurant where Edward and I had our first date shortly after the rehearsal. When we entered the restaurant I couldn't believe the transformation. Every where you looked you saw candles. Everything looked as if it had been transformed just for Edward and me. Alice somehow managed to get pictures of Edward and I in every corner of the room. Most of the pictures I had never even seen before.
The dinner was completely perfect. Every detail from the food to the guest list was flawless. Everywhere I turned I saw people that I loved, new and old. Everyone wanted to see my ring and talk about the dress and the wedding. By the end of the night I had slipped my heals off and was dancing with Edward to our favorite song. He once again changed the lyrics.
What
day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the vampire
With everything to lose and nothing to choose
Yeah it's you and me and all of the vampires and now I know why I can't take my eyes off of you.
There's something about you now that I could never quite figure out.
Everything you do is beautiful, and everything you do is right.
Cause it's you and me and all of the vampire
With everything to lose and nothing to choose
Yeah
it's you and me and all of the vampires and now I know why I can't
take my eyes off of you.
What day is it
and in what month
this
clock never seemed so alive
I began to laugh uncontrollably as Edward serenaded me with his own version of "You and Me".
I suddenly realized that this was bliss and nothing less.
Awww don't you guys just love that song. I think it's absolutely perfect for their relationship. I do not own "You and M e". Unfortunately that honor belongs to Lifehouse.