"What was that?" I asked him.

"What? I wanted a marshmallow." I took one out of the bag and shoved it in his mouth.

"There, you go." He laughed and kinda choked at the same time. Then swallowed.

"Well I didn't want a whole one, just some of one." I laughed.

"You're unpredictable Jacob black." I said, he laughed.

"Thank you." I pick up another marshmallow and looked at him; he was already looking at me. I still looked at him while I moved the marshmallow closer to my mouth. As it got closer to my mouth, he got closer. He pushed the marshmallow out of the way and kissed me.

"What are you doing?" I tried to say. He stopped.

"What do you mean?"

"Just friends remember?"

"Yeah, but you never heard of friends with benefits?" I raised an eyebrow at him. "Im joking. But im sorry I just can't help it. Your lips are just so soft and I cant live without them."

"That's very sweet and everything, but if you cant go a few days without my sweet lips," I ran my finger down his closed lips from top to bottom, "then we got some problems." I said with a smile on my face. He laughed. I watched the movie and laughed at the parts that were funny. I felt like I was being watched. I tried not to move my eyes and head to look, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jacob looking at me. He wasn't watching the movie, he was watching me. I let it go and watched the rest of the movie. When it was over, I stretched and yawned.

"So what did you think about the movie?" I asked him.

"I loved it."

"What about the part when the bear came out of the woods and ripped off their toes?"

"It was awesome!" he said.

"Hah! There was no bear ripping off toes! It was a movie about gymnasts. You didn't even watch it."

"I did too."

"Tell, me a scene."

"The gymnasts were at the mall with the one girls guy friends. They were eating candy and trying on dresses, even the guys. Then they got on escalators and rode them up and down on their hands while wearing the dresses."

"Ok, so you saw some of it."

"And plus what I was watching was much more interesting." I looked at him and he smiled at me. "So best friend, what are we gonna do now?"

"Well, im going to bed. Do whatever you do when I go to sleep."

"I usually sleep when you do."

"Then go to sleep."

"Together? Okay!" He started to lay down.

"Ha ha no. you're room, you're bed."

"Im cool wit that lets go."

"Get your mind out of the gutter will you?" he laughed.

"Its too early to go to bed though."

"What time is it?"

"9:30."

"Really?"

"Yeah."

"Well lets go downstairs and see what everybody else is doing." We got up and walked downstairs. When we got downstairs, they were all watching T.V. still.

"God don't you guys have anything else to do, or any where else to go?" Jacob asked them. They laughed.

"How was the 'movie'?" Embry said. He put movie in air quotes.

"I liked the movie, it was great, but Jake didn't really watch it." I said.

"What were you watching?" Embry asked him.

"The movie." He said and walked into the kitchen smiling. I rolled my eyes and sat down on the couch between Quil and Embry.

"What are you guys watching?" I asked.

"I don't, really know." Quil said, I laughed.

"Well, why don't we do something?"

"Like?"

"Play a game."

"Which?"

"You pick."

"Poker."

"What kind?"

"Strip."

"No."

"Why?"

"Because."

"Because why?"

"Wait."

"What?"

"You have to wait."

"Till?"

"Friday."

"Why."

"Because that's my birthday party. More girls."

"Gotcha."

"So now?"

"Um…, Seth pick." He said to him.

"Uh, truth or dare."

"Ok." I got up and went in the kitchen. I grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge. I looked around the room. Jacob isn't here. I looked out the kitchen window and saw him running into his garage. I walked back into the living room.

"Where's Jake?" Jared asked me.

"Outside running to his garage." Quil, Embry, and Seth jumped up and ran out the kitchen door.

"Whats going on?" I asked Jared."

"I don't know."

[Jacob's P.O.V.]

Im bored. Might as well go in the garage. I opened the kitchen door and it was raining. I closed the door and ran to the garage. When I got inside, I shook my hair to get some of the water out. I walked over to some tools and grabbed a towel, it was dirty. I picked up my sandpaper and walked over to the cabinet where it belonged. I never made it to the cabinet though. I was on the ground on my back with my arms pined down. Embry and Quil on top of me.

"What the hell are you guys doing?" I asked them, while struggling to get up.

"Were not gonna let you hurt your self." Quil said.

"Yeah, don't kill yourself. You and Sydney will be back together by the end of the week." Embry said.

"What are you guys talking about?"

"Were not gonna let you commit suicide." Embry said.

"With sand paper?" They looked in my hand.

"Oh." They got up. I got up and brushed the dust off me.

"You guys are insane. How do you kill yourself with sand paper?"

"Well, when Syd said that you were running out to your garage, we figured that you were gonna end your life."

"Why would I?"

"Because Sydney broke up with you."

"But I know it's only temporary." They looked at each other and started arguing. I broke it up.

"Then what were you doing out here?" I figured I would work on my car, or clean up out here."

"Oh." I laughed. "Well, were gonna play truth or dare."

"Ok." I dropped the sand paper and ran back inside the house with them.

[Regular Sydney's .]

The guys walked back in.

"What was that?" I asked.

"They thought I was going suicidal because you broke up with me. Psht, just because you broke up with me im not gonna kill myself, its not worth it, your not worth it. I can always find someone else." He laughed. I looked at him dumbfounded and raised my left eyebrow.

"Really."

"Psht, yeah!" he said, he stopped and looked at me. "Oh."

"Oh. Glad to know how you really feel." I said getting up.

"Awww, c'mon, why are you getting so bent out of shape?" he said grabbing my arm.

"Don't you dare touch me! You jerk!" I growled at him. "God I cant believe I was so dumb to think that you were different. I thought you were a good guy that cared about me, but your not. Your just…, AHH!"

"WHAT!" He yelled at me.

"DID YOU JUST FUCKING YELL AT ME?"

"YEAH I DID."

"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!"

"YOU! YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH!" Quil walked over, and stood in between us.

"Hey guys break it up." I backed up and starred at him, Jacob started shaking. He walked outside. I turned around and looked the rest of them sitting on the couch. Embry stood up and hugged me.

"I quit." I said.

"What do you mean?" He asked me.

"Im done." He let me go. I walked in the kitchen and went to a drawer. I opened it and grabbed the biggest knife they had. I walked in to the living room.

"Are you gonna kill or cut yourself?"

"No, him." I said and walked out the front door. "GET OUT HERE YOU FUCKER!" he walked out of the trees.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?"

"YOUR HEAD OFF YOUR BODY!" I ran towards him with the knife. I stabbed him, it went in deep. He exploded into his wolf form landing on me. He bit my hand and I let go of the knife. There were two more wolfs running to where we were, pulling him off of me.

"AHH!" I screamed out. Blood was running down my arm. Seth picked me up and carried me into the bathroom.

"Ouuhhoouu now I'm really gonna kill him!" I growled through closed teeth.

"Chill out, the more you struggle the quicker and more you bleed." He told me. I let out a sigh.

"Fine." He set me down on the closed toilet seat and ran some cold water. I looked at my arm.

"Are you kidding me?"

"What?" He asked.

"Look at my arms."

"Hey, weren't you wearing a cast?"

"Mhm! The fucker broke it off! What was he trying to do kill me? Ouuhhoouu! I swear! How strong do you have to be to break a fucking cast?"

"Obviously werewolf strong." I chuckled a little. "Yay I made you laugh." I laughed a little more. We looked at my arms. I had three long bloody scratches going down my arm and bite marks in my hand.

"Man im so sorry."

"Why are you apologizing?"

"Well, I just feel like we should have broke it up before it went to far and you went outside."

"Don't worry about it." I said putting my other hand on his cheek. He grabbed a rag and ran it under the cold water. He rang it out and put it on my arm. It felt good. He washed all the blood away until it bled more. He got gauze out from the closet and special tape. He put some ointment on it then the sponge bandages and finally wrapped it in an ace bandage. He used the little mettle clip thing and closed it. He rinsed out the rag and turned off the water. We went downstairs and I sat on the couch. He went in the kitchen and grabbed me a bottle of water and two ice packs.

"Thank you Seth."

"No problem. Just please try to relax."

"I'll try." He put the ice pack on my forearm and the other in my hand. He cracked open the bottle of water and gave it to me. I took a sip.

"Im gonna go see if we can get him to calm down. Ill be right back."

"Ok." He left.

I sat there on the couch and held the ice packs on my sore body. Im in shock by this point. The door slammed open and made me jump. An aggravated Embry dragged his feet in, Paul sulked after him.

"God, he's being such an ass!" Paul said.

"I still cant believe he attacked me." I said.

"Can I say something without you getting mad at me?"

"Well, you kinda have to say something now because im curious."

"Well, you did stab him." I took a deep breath.

"Yes I did, but it's only because he had the nerve to get in my face and yell at me. And plus it wouldn't have gone in as far as it did if he wouldn't have exploded on me."

"That's true." I nodded and closed my eyes. The front door was still open. I felt new pressure in the air, I keep my eyes closed because I had a feeling that it would be Jacob. The tension level in the room lowered so I peeked open my right eye and he was still standing there. I groaned and opened both of my eyes. Everyone left and closed the door. I looked down at my hand he walked over and sat next to me, on my left side. I turned my head and looked the other way. He let out a deep breath like the way your mom or dad would if they were disappointed in you…. or themselves. In this case, he was disappointed in his self, it was obvious. I heard him sniffling so I looked at him. He had a single tear leftover on his cheek. The guilt fell heavy and I put down my guard.

I reached my left hand over and brushed it off his cheek.
"Baby im so sorry. I don't know what got into me. I know you'll probably never forgive me now, but without you im just not me. I know we've only been broken up for a few hours, but to me hours without you are the same as years without you. I don't know why I yelled at you, and then I bit you, I mean I,-" I put my finger up to his lips. He stopped talking.

"I know I should be listening to you right now, but I cant. I have to ask you something. Why?"

"Probably just because I didn't mean to say that and you yelled, and-"

"No, I mean this whole day. This day was like a day from hell! First Whitney gets kidnap, then I go in a coma type thing, you make out with one of my enemies, you say you don't care if you loose me forever, you yell in my face, tackle me in wolf form, bit the hell out of my hand to where my whole cast brakes off, and then to top off the whole blessing of the day, you come in here and lay the guilt trip on…, thick."

"Yeah I guess your right. But there were three good things that came out of today."

"Oh, yeah…, and what would they be?"

"Well, I asked you to be my girl friend," I smiled remembering that moment. "You go to go to the spa with Whitney, and took Jared with you, and the last thing was that we watched a movie together and decided to still be friends."

"Yeah, I guess your right." he grabbed my hand and took the ice pack off of it. I tried to pull back, but he held on too tight and wouldn't let me.

"OW!" I said when he squeezed it. He loosened his grip and unwrapped it. He looked at it. He shook his head and closed his eyes. He pulled my hand up to his mouth and he kissed it, he started crying again. He held my hand and looked me in the eyes.

"I don't know why. Maybe just because im half beast and don't know how to act around the only person I love. I love you so much that im blind to the rest of the world. I get stupid and don't realize what im doing. I know its not an excuse, but it's the truth. If you think im cheesy im, cool with that, because I think I sound a little."

"No, not cheesy…, sweet and affectionate. That's one of the reasons why I love you so much." He smiled. "Im not trying to confuse you, but I don't wanna give in that easy and then you don't feel anything. You can't just get off the hook that easy. You have to get hurt a little, its only fair."

"I know it is. and trust me I'm hurting, bad!"

"I know, I can see it in your eyes."

"Honestly I can't believe your talking to me right now, let alone letting me sit right next to you after the way I acted."

"Honestly me either. I know that I did stab you, but."

"I know I heard."

"I wanna take you back now, but I just cant."

"I understand. You should know that every time I see you it punishes me more. You know why?" I shook my head. "Because it's a constant reminder of what I did to you. And your gonna have those scars on you forever, like Emily. When I see you and your not with me its like a hundred vampires torturing me, slowly so I feel every single bit of it." I looked down and just took slow calm breaths.

"Well, im sorry for all the torture I cause you." I got up and walked upstairs. I walked in my room and sat down on my bed. I wrapped my arm back up and put the icepacks back on and drank some of my water. I sat there thinking about all the shit that happened today. I swear it was like today was a cursed day. I grabbed my phone and called my mom. It rang three times.

"Hello." She said.

"Hey mom. Hows it going?"

"Great." The background was much too noisy for Emily's house, especially because most of the teenage werewolves were here.

"Where are you?"

"Well, Las Vegas."

"What? You just decide to up and leave?"

"No. Emily, Billy, Sue, Collin, Max, and I are here."

"Collin and Max?"

"Friends of Sue, Emily and Billy."

"Oh, ok. What made you decide to go?"

"Well, we wanted to have some fun. So I figured you'd be safe with so many were wolfs protecting you."

"Oh. Did you win anything?"

"Well, not a lot because we just got here a little while ago."

"Don't forget to take your medicine! And watch your neck."

"Yes, mother."

"Well, I would like to have a mother, and for that mother to be safe with a non-broken neck!" she laughed.

"Well, imma go to bed now so I'll talk to you in the morning."

"Ok sweetie. Good night I love you."

"Night, love ya too ma." We hung up. I plugged my phone into the charger and turned off my big light putting on my lava lamp. There was a knock on my door.

"Yes?"

"Can I come in?" Quil asked.

"Yea." He opened the door and stepped in closing it behind him. "Whats up?"

"Nothin, just wanted to see how you were doing."

"Oh, im fine thanks."

"How's your hand?"

"Hurting." He nodded. I looked at his chest. I put my hand on it and gasped.

"What happened? Are you hurt?"

"Well, when Jake attacked you, I got all big brotherly and went after him in human form. He got me with his claws. Im okay though."

"Oh my god." I smacked him. "Why were you being so stupid?" I said in a light tone.

He smiled and said, "Well, I promised you I would never let anything happen to you. He hurt you so I tried to hurt him. He just got me quicker than I got him."

"Thanks, but that was really stupid. I know you fight worse things, but still."

"I know." I smiled and he smiled back at me.

"So what are you gonna do now?"

"I don't know. Maybe go for a walk, or something. You?"

"Probably just go to bed. I don't want to though."

"Then don't"

"Then what do I do?"

"Go with me on a walk."

"Maybe. Where are you walking to?"

"Just around. There's not really a destination."

"Ok, I guess I could go with you." He smiled and pulled me off my bed.

When we got down stairs, everyone was watching TV, like always, except Jacob. He had his arms crossed and was looking off in space thinking about something. "Where are you guys going?" Paul asked.

"Just for a walk." I said looking at Jacob.